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hey here's a website for downloading any video or image from any website.

works w/ youtube, soundcloud, twitch, twitter (gifs and videos), tumblr (video and audio), and most other websites you're probably lookin to download stuff off of.

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q-tip in ear is like evil masturbation to me

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I miss him so much and I think about him all the time, I could spend all the time in the world with him and I wouldnt get bored, he makes me so happy and I love him so much, I look forward to seeing him whenever we are apart being with him makes me so happy that I cry, I wish I could stay in his arms forever and be loved by him and cherish him as he is perfect

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terfs keep mentioning the % of autistics who are trans/nb and that we're 'brainwashed'

and because i'm an asshole, i decided to look into why so many autistic folks are trans/nb. it's not an inaccurate statement, at least the first half, but terfs lie through their teeth so i decided to get to the scientific root of it.

the answer blew my fucking mind.

the study on gender and autism i found said two very specific things about autistic people: we are more mentally resistant to things like social conditioning and binarism. we like our secret third things, y'know.

an excerpt:

“The finding that non-binary identities are most elevated seems to support hypotheses focussed on autistic resistance to social conditioning, which are consistent with existing evidence of the same effect with respect to self-description of sexual orientation. Perhaps elevated rates of trans identity in autism might result from a rejection of the binary cisgenderist norm, which combined with a below-typical concern for social norms could promote the disclosure of the identity.”

94% of autistics surveyed for that paper identified themselves as non-binary.

other studies have found autistic people have higher levels of critical thinking, and require more evidence to maintain or convert to a belief system (hence why many of us eventually fall away from religion) than allistic people.

which means, at least from my perspective, that:

a) the 'brainwashing' terfs are accusing the trans community of inflicting on autistic folks would likely not even work if they tried.

b) the current binary definition of gender flies directly against embedded autistic modes of thinking to begin with.

you cannot brainwash someone into thinking something they already believe.

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Do Drugs Now!

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To be fair i preferred when I was addicted to heroin and not watching a country commit genocide on my own kind when I was on heroin I couldnt keep up with anything going on cause I was In hell but maybe that was fucking bliss

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I can't sleep okay at mine or really sleep at all, can't sleep at my friend's, I also can't sleep at my girlfriends, but I slept perfectly fine at my boyfriends.

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After seeing the dad how do I channel, I really wanted this one. I searched for it and, tada! Mom how do I? Seems rather new, but I love it anyway.

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what is anarchy?

anarchy is total freedom from any kind of coercion and domination. it is when people make individual and collective decisions about their lives with full autonomy, while making sure they protect and maximize one another's agency.

it is for this reason anarchists oppose all forms of domination—all forms of authority, power and dictatorships: slavery and all other forms of forced labour, capitalism, fascism, imperialism, colonialism, nationalism, genocide, war, patriarchy, family, gender, sexism and misogyny, homophobia, transphobia, queerphobia, ableism, racism, casteism, islamophobia, anti-semitism, any kind of xenophobia, the state, police, prisons, borders, surveillance, schools, psychiatry, and ecocide.

anarchists want liberation for all

state capitalism, leninism, stalinism, maoism, etc. are not socialist at all

"state socialism" is not socialism

"authoritarian communists" are not communists

socialism is anarchist communism and nothing else

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nintendo is taking down the 3ds and wii u eshops next year

and they had this lovingly made totally not taunting message to leave about their virtual console legacy they’re destroying

(that they’ve, fun fact, taken down from their site now :])

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I WANT TO FUCKING DIE I FUCKING HATE YOU SO MUCH I HATE YOU GET OUT OF MY LIFE STOP STEALING ALL MY SHIT SND BEING IMMATURE AND HORRIBLE TO MY FRIENDS YOU ARE SO SELFISH AND MANIPULATIVE Ur LITERALLY ABUSIVE AND MAKE IT ALL ABOUT UR SELF AND UR UNDIAGNOSED "" BPD""

UR SO FUCKING D R A I N I N G AND MY SELFHARM AND PANIC ATTACKS AND MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS HAD FULLG RECOVERED UNTILL U SHOVED UR SHITTY ASS INTO MY LIFE U HORRIBLE CUNT

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#trying to find my ''teenage dirtbag'' pics but instead i just find a bunch of trauma and no cool looking pics

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#having to bite my tounge really hard when people share needles and use the wrong type infront of me #if i had the clean stuff to give them i would say it and give it to them but if i dont im just annoyinh #but that needle was bent and an L angle and they shared it and it was a 1ml insulin syringe and they used it in the femoral vein #there was so much wrong with that #plus the poor lad that got pinned for the first time and was anxious as hell ): #the only peace of mind he got was that i had naloxone

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LIKE DAMN BOY JUST FUCKIN R E L A X

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#post mental health episode clarity is really a punch in the face #like damn boy could you just like not #but like also i never have any idea whats going on or whats real when that happens so i guess thats an excuse