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@celesticlnstcrs said: I’ve always liked you, from the first moment I saw you. jy for yuan.chun

A crack began to appear in her frozen heart. In her wildest dreams, she would never have expected him to make such a confession. Even after years of dealing with her outright bratty nature and dragging him here and there. As well as with what happened after her father seemingly lost his senses, hurting a person she loved as only a child can. A flood of emotions erupted and boiled as things deteriorated.

"You've... always liked me?" Chun'er tilted her head to look at him, to really study him.

#ask ;; #;; yuan.chun #celesticlnstcrs #(>:) i have finally begun this journey)

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wild roses on a bed of leaves in the month of may. i think i wrote my own pain.

#WIILDROSES: a poc && women-centric multifandom multimuse blog feat. muses from broadway, various kdramas, the raven cycle, fruits basket, all for the game, the outsiders, legend of korra, studio ghibli, doctor who, criminal minds, kinnporsche && more. cherished by jem

#Promo ;; #(i love jem so freaking much!!!) #(and her muses are perfection always. oc and canon)

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"... Sisi, I think you need to stop drinking for the night. You've already had too much, I'm afraid you'll choke on your own vomit in your sleep." Jin Zixuan looked as if he debated on reaching for her cup.

"Here's to happiness, freedom and life! May your travels be swift as a scythe cuts through the grass. May your sorrows be counted and numbered as many as drops of wine and vodka that stay in my glass!"

@dreams-of-fate liked for a lyric starter !

#interaction ;; #;; jin.zixuan #pctaldrunk #(im wheezing at when i just now went to draft this he came to mind for the reply)

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Nie Mingjue returned the greeting of the young man, unfamiliar with the face and he struggled to place his name. There were plenty men and their families and disciples here that he couldn't recall much information about, if he knew them at all.

His stomach churned when his saber was brought up. Perhaps it was the alcohol he already consumed didn't appreciate the lack of any other substance there to soak it up. He had never been one to consume a lot but it helped take off the edge of anxiousness that came with being surrounded by the chatter of others as of late.

"My saber's name is Baxia," he replied, sounding almost awkwardly, glancing at Deng Rong before he poured himself another drink.

 deng rong was a faceless legend in the minds of many , a little fairytale that most people didn't care about because it wasn't possible to manipulate the weather to his will ; and it wasn't . rong had no idea how he does it , jin clan has had cloudy weather ever since rong had stepped into these lands . and sitting with such big men , leaders of bigger clans than his , wasn't something he wanted to do for his clan . war had ruined them , they couldn't even think about a sneak attack and the jins knew it . just as good as rong knew , that he had to sit with a welcoming smile , pretty twitch of his lips as they asked him about his father — withering away in front of his eyes . nie mingjue earns his respectful bows even when he doesn't probably wait for them , he's seated beside him . it's quieter , jin leader busy with his other business associates and thankfully had stopped talking to rong . his shoulders relax , long fingers toying with each other as he glances around , stares a little too long at the sword seated beside him . between him and nie mingjue . ❛ what is your sword named , nie-gongzi ? ❜  he mumbles with an air of exhaustion , without looking up , with a small smile . / @dreams-of-fate [ nie mingjue ]

#interaction ;; #;; nie.mingjue #crue11 #(drags myself out of the pit) #(mingjue is being anxiety boy i do apologize) #(man has been keeping his head down just a bit and healing head trauma) #(he's sure deng rong is a nice guy who is just asking questions if he wasn't anxious cries)

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If I have to see the words "well, the s.pirealm did it" about b.l dramas being leaked again, I'm going to scream.

THE S.PIREALM IS A SHITTY LITTLE B.L. I don't mean this negatively as I quite enjoy it, I mean it's a lower budget drama with quality obviously of lower average means and nowhere near as popular as other currently shelved b.ls and d.anmei. As well as potentially being filmed to not even air in the m.ainland with how gay it is (mind you this was filmed in 2023 during the b.l ban, so surprisingly gay because of that factor) and the horror range (it's more hong.kong vibes vs m.ainland from what i've seen so far).

IPs like I.mmorality or The W.inner is K.ing (or both as is rumored they'd be leaked the same day) being leaked will cause the industry to go on stricter regulations because they will realize what is going on because the internet will explode with how popular these IPs are. T.encent should just take the L and try to sell it to air somewhere else or try to air on their platforms not main.land c.hina such as wetv's in eng or elsewhere. VNPs are not uncommonly used.

#misc. ;; #tw rant #(if penguin decides to fuck the industry's guidelines with this with big IPs we may never see another d.anmei production bc of them) #(so while i feel bad for those who are waiting for it and s.pl) #(is the price worth paying)

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#musings ;; li.fei #(this is sO HER) #(my baby is a dumbass who just heart eyes women sm)

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an unexpected arrival. (A PROMPT LIST!)

so a lovely anonymous angel asked for a list of prompts relating to an unexpected pregnancy, and i made a list! i have two other lists over on my other blog that i'm gonna reblog over here, but there may be some slight overlap with these; however, unlike the other two lists, these focus exclusively on the unexpected part. DON'T ADD TO THIS LIST, DON'T CLAIM IT AS YOUR OWN! but do have a tonne of fun with them!

" so, remember last week, when i had the flu and i couldn't leave my house? turns out it wasn't the flu. i'm pregnant. "

" i'm telling you about this baby because you deserve to know. that's all. i don't expect anything from you. i don't need you to step up or whatever. i just thought you ought to know. "

" i'm sure you don't need to be reminded, but... getting pregnant wasn't exactly part of the whole life plan. "

" you're sure? i mean, you did the test properly? maybe it was a false positive. or, or maybe you didn't read the results right... "

" a baby... well. that certainly complicates things, doesn't it? "

" i don't even know if i want kids. "

" could you please just stop reminding me that this isn't part of the plan?! you think i don't know that?! we're having a baby, i'm terrified enough without you reminding me! "

" look. i'm/you're not the first person to get pregnant, and i/you won't be the last. we're gonna figure it out, alright? "

" my place isn't even close to being big enough for a baby... they need so much stuff. cribs, prams, diaper stations... and my neighbors complain enough as it is, they'll evict me if i have a screaming baby as well... "

" hey... why don't you move in with me? i've got plenty of space, and my walls are thick, so the baby could scream as loud as they want. you could stay as long as you like. "

" should... we get married? i mean, that's what you do, isn't it? when someone's having a baby? "

" okay, we're not getting married. i mean, i appreciate the gesture, but... there's plenty of single parents out there. what's one more, right? "

" god... we are so stupid. i mean, seriously! any idiot knows that condoms aren't 100% effective! if we're dumb enough to forget that, how are we meant to look after a baby?! "

" you... you're kidding, right? this is a joke? it's a fake pregnancy test, some weird, slightly out of touch belated april fool's prank? "

" it's honestly insane that we didn't figure it out sooner... i mean, those were some wild cravings, right? "

" when you say late... do you mean like, a few days? or are we talking... months? "

" no, no, this... it changes everything. EVERYTHING. i... i don't know if i'm ready for this, i don't think i'm parent material, i... "

" hey. you're not alone. you got that? it takes a village, right? i'm gonna help you every step of the way. we all will. this kid, if you choose to go through with it... they'd be okay. "

" you know i support you. whatever choice you end up making. i will always be by your side. okay? "

" if this is some weird idea of a joke, i have to tell you, it's not funny. i mean, you're having a baby AND i'm somehow the dad? a little much, no? "

" no, i want to step up. it took two of us to make this baby, and i want to make sure you know that, if you go ahead with this, there's gonna be two of us to raise them, too. "

" the father doesn't believe that the baby is his. "

" okay. so screw the father. i'm going to be here to help you. okay? we'll parent this kid so well, they'll never want to know who their real dad is. "

" so... you wanna tell me who the father is? "

" the surprise baby is actually not just one baby. we're having twins/triplets/etc. "

" hey, hey... don't worry, okay? it's alright. it's all going to be okay. condoms break, yeah? it's no biggie... "

" what do you mean, you think?! haven't you taken a pregnancy test yet? "

" that's a lot of pregnancy books you got there... got something you want to tell me? "

" have you told the father yet? "

" i guess, seeing how you rushed over here so fast to tell me the news, that you think the baby is mine? "

" look, we both made plans, right? and obviously shit happens, but... a baby is a pretty massive deal. "

" how many other people have you told about the pregnancy? "

" what do you want to do? "

#Meme ;; #tw pregnancy

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I keep multiple T.swift songs for multiple ships, so here is our beloved d.anmei / bl main couples as T.TPD songs because I'm lame and it's kind of vibes not lyrics really -

But D.addy I L.ove H.im - R.uan N.anzhu and L.in Q.iushi

G.uilty as S.in - W.angxian

I C.an F.ix Him ( No, R.eally, I Can) - C.wn and M.o R.an

M.y B.oy O.nly B.reaks H.is F.avorite T.oys - S.qq and L.bh (but we can also flip c.wn x m.r's song with this)

The T.ortured P.oets D.epartment - Z.hao Y.unlan and S.hen W.ei

F.resh O.ut of the S.lammer - H.ualian

P.eter - T.aliu

#misc. ;; #(i got bored ok)

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Reasons why I cannot read L.ittle W.omen retellings: they always pair Jo with Laurie 💀

#misc. ;; #(it makes my bRAIN ITCHY. STOP IT. STOP IT NOW)

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From the Meishan.Yu sect, Deng Wanqing is cousin to the sect leader's children. As the only daughter out of five siblings, she's both been indulged lovingly by her elder brothers and able to get away with a few things over the years by her parents.

Of course because of that, Wanqing became a young woman set in her own ways when it came to what she studied and resistance to marry at an average age for most. It was viewed a bit problematic by others but she often laughed or shrugged it off. Marriage simply wasn't an interest at the time.

And from early on - everyone who got close enough to her would figure out she had the true heart of an auntie, even before any nieces and nephews appeared into her life.

#Bio Drop ;; #(I FOUND MY BIO ??? WTF)

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Shen Wei of Guardian is the second most gay.

Ruan.Nanzhu is the literal gayest character in all of Chinese BL that's been adapted. Sorry not sorry

#misc. ;; #(screams about them both)

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Ruan.Nanzhu is the literal gayest character in all of Chinese BL that's been adapted. Sorry not sorry

#misc. ;; #(no one can beat him)

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For the 2.ha girlies (gender neutral): I C.an F.ix H.im (No, R.eally I Can) is C.wn and M.o R.an

#misc. ;; #(i hold no weight in this fandom space but here u go) #(also s.vsss s.qq and b.lh) #(since similar vibes)

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No, but like do you not understand how much I wheeze at the mockery peppy tone T.aylor uses with "I'm so depressed, I act like every day's my birthday"

#misc. ;; #(it's just. oh mygod)

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His hands so calloused from his pistol softly traces hearts on my face

And I could see it from a mile away

A perfect case for my certain skill set

#tbt ;; chen.ruolan x tang.erda #(this is just such a delulu song)

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I'm going to be a different person in an hour because of TTPD

#misc. ;; #(just a warning for the girlies who dont wanna hear about)

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If clarity's in death, then why won't this die? Years of tearing down our banners, you and I Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first

#musings ;; zhao.muchi #(it fits them v much)