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Hurting

Hurting you felt good

Made me feel a little

superior

cruel

superficial

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but deep down

Although i laughed awhile

smiled

grinned

mocked in a twitch of a malicious sneer

i changed myself

i hurt who I am

I hurt who I wanted to be

to become

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yet now

when others hurt me

when they break my heart

like how I broke yours

I’m sorry for you

I’m sorry I did it to you first

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I deserved to be hurt

for hurting you first

You cared

That’s why you got hurt

I didn’t care enough

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but when I did

once

twice

in a coincidence

I realised how much a person could hurt another

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Love

is giving your heart away

To be stepped on

mauled

tortured

Love is torture

Love is giving someone permission

to see you at your most vulnerable

and hurt you

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i don’t know why i was so stupid to love

to love is to be vulnerable

open invitations to be hurt

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I’m sorry i didn’t understand

I’m sorry i couldn’t love you

no matter how much you loved me

I loved someone else already

I’m sorry the person isn’t you

I’m sorry to myself for loving

someone who could only hurt me

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I deserve it

all along

i deserve to be hurt

the way

I hurt you.

- to my ex

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when there are clouds look out for the rain.

when there is rain perhaps the clouds aren’t there anymore

the sunshine is fake.

“When I am silent, I have thunder hidden inside.”

— Rumi (via wordsnquotes)

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“true love is when their happiness is your happiness. when you walk away because you know they’d be happier with someone else. when seeing them smile, even for a while, a moment, from afar, makes your day. when seeing them safe, happy, healthy, cared for... is all you ever wanted.”

~ dis bij called lyfe

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“Hold me tight and never let me go; //you mean more to me than you’d ever know”

- Anon

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Moments

“There are some moments I wish will never ever end. when you and I aren’t two people but one soul together. when we laugh till our tummies hurt or when we cry and you put your arm around me and make it all feel better.

when we’re just ourselves, two children, wandering this whole wide world together, rediscovering everything we thought we knew in the dark, quiet moments, happy moments, moments that make Life worth living, make it all worth it, the pain, the sorrow, the waiting, the everything.

when we are just watching the world go by, watching the airplanes quietly, watching each other quietly, the sudden laugh, that look in your eye as you glance up with all that grace and beauty of a movie star, my pop star, the person i know personally and want to know so much more about.

You’re the shoulder I can lean on when i’m sad, tell my lame and slightly overused joke anecdotes to and still laugh, the person I never want to let go off... but it’s getting late and we have to go home.

I hope that if i keep this moment in my heart and you do too, it will never end. Because then I would know that there will be more of such moments with you.”

- Annon.

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“One day someone is going to hug you so tight that all your broken pieces stick back together”

- Anon (Internet)

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“How many women you screwed didn't make you a man; keeping your word to someone you loved did.”

- dog in heat

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“I don’t know why i’m so stupid to believe the lies i tell myself”

- me

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“Friendship is passing a powerbank around bc everyone’s phone has 3% and no one wants their friend’s phone to die.”

- my bro and me

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“Love is putting someone’s needs, wellbeing and happiness above your own”

- life 2k18

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love is choosing to wake up next to that same person day after day. an active choice to choose to love your better half, despite anything, despite everything. choosing him or her despite the so called many many better other options out there because to you, your person is the best person :)

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love is acceptance. a gift. a blessing. love is choosing their happiness over your own, choosing to do what makes them happy because what makes them happy makes you happy.

“I don’t wanna be just an escape. I’d like to be your next destination. That one place you’re excited to go to. That one place that makes you feel you’re home. That one place you’ll never get tired of exploring. That very same place that can make your heart skip a beat with just a glimpse of it..”

—

let me be your last destination,

by annnnganda

(via wordsnquotes)

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why am I scrounging for the crumbs of your attention on the floor when i deserve the whole bloody buffet.

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I was just an ordinary white boy, with a modicum of success in my dyed blonde hair, somewhat handsome mug if i might say so myself, happily pissing all the plants along the way half drunk. I went by the name Bieber. Justin Bieber. I had my flocking of girls and guys alike, never really caring about anything but the money and attention and suddenly. I was no longer second grade basic white trash. I could write! I could actually have a chance of leaving my legacy in the annals of pop music! that was when I realised that it was too much effort.

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I went back to pissing on my plants.

Each generation the muses grant someone the ability to channel a great amount of creative energy. Write about the life of one of these people.

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I need to talk out my feelings to understand them. DO UNDERSTAND hahahahahahaha

Being INFJ is a big, fat, unfair joke.

Seriously, what the hell. We’re terrified of anyone learning anything about us, but we’re also driven by a need to connect with people and talk out our feelings. Sometimes we don’t even know how we feel until we try to express it verbally, and yet, putting our feelings into words is basically impossible.

I’m getting real tired of dealing with this whole paradox thing.

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My prince

I will wait for my prince

the person who will

love me

cherish me

forever

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I want a fairytale romance

all the butterflies

feeling blessed when you’re around

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long bus rides

where my head is on your shoulder

and your arm is around me

keeping me safe

warm

secure

patting me gently when I fall asleep

my knight in shining armor

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long walks

going nowhere

just ambling and enjoying nature

enjoying convo

each other’s nature

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how you’d light up when you see me

and the feeling I get inside

so lucky to know a person like you

so lucky a person like you

wants to know me

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but fairytales don’t show

what happens when you grow old

an old king stripped of his power and might and strength

ailing

his kingdom moved on without him

all that he knows is gone

faltering

I want a prince who I will still want in sickness as in health

infirmity

someone I want to care for

to love

despite everything

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but fairytales don’t show the

kind of

arguments

fights

they only show falling in love

maybe getting back together

but of course less fights is better but

i know

you my prince is real and human

not a fairytale

as long as you remain a gentleman

you are still my prince

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and fairytales last only a while

after all they only need to fill up a book

a movie

maybe a series

but i want my fairytale to last forever

once i have found you

my prince

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and we live

happily ever after :)

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inspired by many things (30th May Wed, 8.30am)

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Silent scream

context:

I study here

chasing what’s out there

sinking into a deep black hole of

empty feelings, a

chasm of despair that i can

never be good enough

despite my efforts. once in a while,

the monotony

is

broken

by your presence ◡̈

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Under what circumstances would you drop out of school?

If I got a recording and touring deal with UMG/Sony and got to tour the world in a tour like taylor swift SURE