dumbsuicidalteen

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pretty face ugly mind

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there is nothing so disconnecting as feeling like a ghost in your own body.

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me: i should do my homework

my brain: you should kill yourself

me: ...

me: okay

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i keep smiling to hide the fact that i'm dead inside

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i want you to hate me so you don't feel guilty when i kill myself

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what's the purpose? i feel worthless like i've lost all my value.

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i hate life goodnight i hope i won't wake up lol

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i don't particularly feel like existing anymore

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who did this lol

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my hands are so fucking dry from constant washing, I can't anymore

#ocd

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if i tattooed my entire fucking body maybe then i'd hate it less?

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i want someone to care for me but i know no one wants to put up with me

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sometimes i wonder why i'm even here at all.

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i'm just a shell of a person. i have no desires. i don't want to do anything. get attached to anyone. leave my house. live. just want to physically fade the same way my mind has.

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nobody fucking cares about me and i don't know what i'm holding on for

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*anything slightly inconvenient happens*

intrusive thoughts: why don’t we just kill ourselves then

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ever feel like no matter what you'll never be good enough?