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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kim Seokjin | Jin/Min Yoongi | Suga Characters: Kim Seokjin | Jin, Min Yoongi | Suga, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Kim Namjoon | RM, Park Jimin (BTS), Kim Taehyung | V, Jeon Jungkook Additional Tags: implied namseok - Freeform, established vmin, implied future vminkook, Idol Kim Seokjin | Jin, Actor Kim Seokjin | Jin, Producer Min Yoongi | Suga, Alternate Universe - Actors, Non-Famous Min Yoongi | Suga, Manager Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Film Director Jeon Jungkook, Bottom Min Yoongi | Suga, Top Kim Seokjin | Jin, Hyung Kink, Crack Treated Seriously, Humor, Inspired by the run bts blue village episode, Overt use of petnames, Secret Identity, Miscommunication, Lack of Communication, Falling In Love, Slow Burn Summary:

“Yah!” Yoongi swears as soon as he picks up the call. “I already promised –“ “Really?” Hoseok sounds amazed, absolutely incredulous, as if what he’s hearing is unbelievable. Yoongi should have clued into it at this point, but he is exhausted, and he is rather thrown at hearing Hoseok’s voice when he had been expecting Taehyung. “I mean, Taehyung did text me that you agreed, but – hyung, thank you! Honestly, this is amazing, I cannot thank you enough!” “Ummm,” Yoongi draws it out. Taehyung had made him promise to calm Hoseok down so he wouldn’t fly to Japan to get revenge. “What exactly are you talking about?” “That you’ll take the scoundrel’s place at the audition?” “What?”

--- Or the one where Taehyung flakes out on the world's most important audition for the new, highly anticipated movie directed by JJK, meaning Yoongi has to cover his ass. He isn't supposed to get the role, isn't interested in the role at all, and he doesn't care about his co-star being none other than Kim Seokjin, no. 1 idol

#Yoonjin #Yoongi x Seokjin fanfic #Dutten-does-the-fanfic

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heyo, anon cause im a coward. had an urge outta nowhere to check in on you. anyway 1) i am so, so glad youre still writing, youre amazing at it, and 2) you wrote a fucking bOOK!?! a fic as long as a FULL ASS WHOLE MOTHERFucking bOOK! holy shitfuck thats impressive. goddamn. hope you're doing well - an old friend

Hej, du :) No reason to be a coward <3

iT iS aN eNtIrE bOoK!!!!11!! Like - ?????? It is so long, and I mean so long Dx And the worst part is, I've got, like, a handful of WIPs almost at the same length that still aren't done. What am I doing -

Having fun. And enjoying myself. Like I should be, and like I hope your doing too.

Miss you <3

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i have a question! so did the photographer who accidentally caught it in the background caught it in one of the windows of his home or was it a photographer who had something to do with piano? thank you!

Some of this is hinted at in the story, some I've expanded upon in the comments, but, essentially, Magnussen gets too cocky because he figures out that Isak's parents don't believe a word he says and won't kick up a fuss because they have enough in dealing with themselves, which leads him to not really care as much about getting caught. It is also hinted that Magnussen's friends would be invited to participate, the "private concerts", and it is mentioned Isak hates the feeling on eyes on him, because during his performances he would know that a "private concert" was to be held afterwards, and some of the eyes on him belonged to Magnussen's friends who were anticipating what were to happen.

The photographer was simply there in one of the concert halls - whether he was there to photograph the architecture or the event Isak was there to perform for, who knows. It's just an accident that he catches a moment when Magnussen had grown too complacent in the abuse.

Thank you for your question, I hope it makes sense - and thank you for reading! <3

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Take Note of These Keys (They Are Keynotes to Everything Wrong About Me) ch. 4

Title: “Take Note of These Keys (They Are Keynotes to Everything Wrong About Me)“ ch. 4 of 4 (ch. 1) Pairing: Isak Valtersen/Even Bech Næsheim Word count: 31.863 Warnings: Language, suicide (minor character), self-harming, dissociation, past implied/referenced child abuse and child sexual abuse

Summary:

“How does it feel, then?”

“How does what feel?” Isak asks, playing coy and looking up at the guy underneath his eyelashes. He rarely gets to do that, be the one that’s shorter. He quite likes it.

Even grins back at him and promptly ruins any hope Isak had had for the two of them. “Having been one of Nikolai Magnusson’s prodigy children.”

--

Or the one where Isak used to play the piano like his life depended on it, back when it was the only thing that made him happy. Also the one where Isak isn’t quite alright. Not alright at all, in fact.    

Read it on AO3!

#Evak #Evak fanfiction #Dutten-does-the-fanfic #skam norway #SKAM #skam fanfiction

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Ahhh I remember like a couple months maybe years ago sending an ask about hurt/comfort or abuse fics or something but anyways I’ve checked in on ur account every so often and I’m so fucking excited to see this new fic!! I love your writing a lot and I’m so excited I haven’t read it yet but I’m about to lol

It's you!!! :O :D Hi again <3

Pleased to hear from you once again, and happy to solve your need for angst and abuse and dread and sadness - alright, I may have gone too far, but you will be encountering all of those in the fic, so - prepare yourself.

Honestly, no one has been checking for any updates I've made more frequently than I have, in the hopes that I'll just finish something, but now the time has come! Well, it's already nearly over, alas. Back to writing, then <3

I so hope you enjoy the story!! xxx

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Take Note of These Keys (They Are Keynotes to Everything Wrong About Me) ch. 3

Title: “Take Note of These Keys (They Are Keynotes to Everything Wrong About Me)“ ch. 3 of 4 (ch. 1) Pairing: Isak Valtersen/Even Bech Næsheim Word count: 22.148 Warnings: Language, suicide (minor character), self-harming, dissociation, past implied/referenced child abuse and child sexual abuse

Summary:

“How does it feel, then?”

“How does what feel?” Isak asks, playing coy and looking up at the guy underneath his eyelashes. He rarely gets to do that, be the one that’s shorter. He quite likes it.

Even grins back at him and promptly ruins any hope Isak had had for the two of them. “Having been one of Nikolai Magnusson’s prodigy children.”

--

Or the one where Isak used to play the piano like his life depended on it, back when it was the only thing that made him happy. Also the one where Isak isn’t quite alright. Not alright at all, in fact.    

Read it on AO3!

#Evak #evak fanfiction #Dutten-does-the-fanfic #skam norway #skam fanfiction #SKAM

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Take Note of These Keys (They Are Keynotes to Everything Wrong About Me) ch. 2

Title: “Take Note of These Keys (They Are Keynotes to Everything Wrong About Me)“ ch. 2 of 4 (ch. 1) Pairing: Isak Valtersen/Even Bech Næsheim Word count: 34.757 Warnings: Language, suicide (minor character), self-harming, dissociation, past implied/referenced child abuse and child sexual abuse

Summary:

“How does it feel, then?”

“How does what feel?” Isak asks, playing coy and looking up at the guy underneath his eyelashes. He rarely gets to do that, be the one that’s shorter. He quite likes it.

Even grins back at him and promptly ruins any hope Isak had had for the two of them. “Having been one of Nikolai Magnusson’s prodigy children.”

--

Or the one where Isak used to play the piano like his life depended on it, back when it was the only thing that made him happy. Also the one where Isak isn’t quite alright. Not alright at all, in fact.    

Read it on AO3!

#Evak #Evak fanfiction #Dutten-does-the-fanfic #skam fanfiction #skam norway #SKAM

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Hellooo!!! When are u going to update ur fic? LOVE IT BTW XXX

Within the next couple of hours!!! :D <333

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Take Note of These Keys (They Are Keynotes to Everything Wrong About Me) ch. 1

Title: “Take Note of These Keys (They Are Keynotes to Everything Wrong About Me)“ ch. 1 of 4 Pairing: Isak Valtersen/Even Bech Næsheim Word count: 21.765 Warnings: Language, suicide (minor character), self-harming, dissociation, past implied/referenced child abuse and child sexual abuse

Summary:

“How does it feel, then?”

“How does what feel?” Isak asks, playing coy and looking up at the guy underneath his eyelashes. He rarely gets to do that, be the one that’s shorter. He quite likes it.

Even grins back at him and promptly ruins any hope Isak had had for the two of them. “Having been one of Nikolai Magnusson’s prodigy children.”

--

Or the one where Isak used to play the piano like his life depended on it, back when it was the only thing that made him happy. Also the one where Isak isn’t quite alright. Not alright at all, in fact.

Read it on AO3!

#Evak #Evak fanfiction #Dutten-does-the-fanfic #skam fanfiction #skam norway #SKAM

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Just a thank you for all your Evak stories which I will get around to (re)read. Going through Beat That Record again after a long while. After THAT NIGHT, poor Isak must have been crippled! LOL Your Isak was just SO soft I wanted to cuddle him... and maybe lick up any stray dribbles of cum. 😅😬😁

Thank you <3 <3 <3 It's honestly so nice to hear that what I've written isn't something that's only enjoyable the first time you read it - like, I know I have people commenting a second time to say they're back, but it's just the same awed, overwhelming emotion every single time 🥺

Also, rip Isak. He went out with a bang.

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Hello! I hope 2021 is treating you well so far. Your fic was one of my favorite fics that was posted last year and waiting for the updates every week was honestly one of the brightest parts of my summer. 🤗

Thank you!! 🥺🥺 I’ve never uploaded (or finished or written) such a long story, so uploading chapter-by-chapter was such an excruciating experience, but so, so awesome at the same time! I just wanted to share everything at once, but I also didn’t want it to finish xD

Tbh, Something Great is my b a b y and I love that story so dang much. I’m so happy you liked it, as well <3 <3 <3

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So I just finished reading “ I want you here with me “ and all I can say is thank you for writing something that beautiful. I am also asking for your blessing to be able to order a copy of your writing in a book format for personal rememberance and treasuring. I hope you say yes, this story was special to me and I can’t thank you enough for sharing it with everyone.

with love,

your self proclaimed newest biggest fan

Thank you for reading it, I’m so happy you liked it! :) <33

I don’t really know what that entails, if I’m honest, sorry xD So just in general! I’m not personally alright with anyone uploading my works on other sites - sharing is cool as long as it links back to my actual story and no one else is taking credit for it. A few people have asked to translate previous works, which I’ve okay’ed as long as they also link back to my story and give credit. I’m also not alright with anyone using my works for any kinds of profit. Thankfully, I haven’t been exposed to this (as far as I know), I’ve just heard horror stories of people stealing and trying to sell fics or og content as books, which ain’t alright.

From what I understand, what you want is basically the equivalent to printing out all 363 pages of the story (yikes, your poor arms whenever you want to read it!) and taping it all together just to read whenever. I don’t think there’s a problem as long as you are using it for personal use, not making a profit off of it, or pretending it isn’t my work/attempting to make it appear as not written by me :) Experiencing something that really means something to you is such a cool feeling, and everyone consumes and enjoys and pays odes to stories in different ways, be it making moodboards or collages or playlists or fanart or wanting to write your own stories. I spent so long writing this story, and the response to it really made my heart burst - I have so many fond memories writing out everything, uploading and replying to comments, hearing what people thought of it and why they liked it and seeing their reactions to plottwists and everything. The entire experience means so much to me, so I’m so genuinely happy it meant something to you, too :)

Thank you for such a sweet comment <3 If you want, let me know about the finished product :)

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How are something great isak and even right now? Are they happy? Living their most loved up domestic life? Can we get a glimpse into how happy and fluffy they are right now, feeling safe with one another? 🥺🥺🥺🥺 I reread prologue today for the millionth time and I still choke up to no end

I think we’re going to have to wait for glimpses for when I actually get Even’s POV finished Dx I’ve got loads of scenes planned post the pre-epilogue chapters of how they come to deal with everything and handle “being news” etc. and I know I won’t be able to write any snippets without having all of that in mind and accidentally spoiling something ^_^’

How about this, though: So, they’re having their Movie Night-night, and they’ve chosen this crappy romantic movie - you know, the type that basically has no distinguishable features to it, minimal plotline that makes sense, and not a whole of creativity to it. Needless to say, both Magnus and Even have been loudly criticizing the movie up to this supposed big romantic moment where the main characters have to slow dance together.

And it is awkward - the actors look uncomfortable together, poor directions, not great camerawork, just the works in general. So Even jumps up, wanting to try out various forms the scene could have been made smoother, however Isak basically becomes one with the couch in order to not dance.

But who would love the opportunity to dance with Even?

Magnus, that’s right. It rightly so turns into a mess, because Even is gangly and all limbs, and Magnus is basically breaking his back with some crazy-ass moves. So Isak is hiding behind his hands and Jonas, who is screeching with laughter. Mahdi has started shouting commands at what types of dance he’d like to see rather than feedback (”you call that a cha cha cha? Show me some hustling!” “this is the 21st century - don’t you know that the dance of love is grinding?”)

Obviously, later that evening when they’re getting ready for bed, Isak is about to get in bed when Even puts on slow, quiet music, which - Isak is so confused, because it’s night time. The boys are probably trying to go to sleep as well, what is -

So Even gets to slow dance with Isak, no comments about the movie because that isn’t what this is about.

Naturally, the moment ends when Jonas, Mahdi, and Magnus all manage to simultaneously screech out the lyrics for “can you feel the love tonight” despite being in different rooms - Isak probably would have been impressed, were it not for the fact that they all started in different keys and at different points in the song, despite the very iconic lyrics anyone else would have started out with.

Basically, yeah, they’re happy :) Working on building healthy relationships with each other, with their friends, together and separately, working on themselves so it’s no longer a horrible fright to tell anyone that they’re in love, because they are. Very, very much so.

<3 <3 <3

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Do you have any good fanfic recs for Skam/evak that handle things like abuse as well as you do (aside from your own of course)?

This is so cool!! I can’t remember ever having been asked for fic recs, so I cannot begin to tell you how devastated I am that I actually can’t think of any.

Not to say that there aren’t any great ones out there!! More that it’s actually been quite a while since I’ve read any SKAM fics, because I always end up getting too invested and unable to set aside the story/plot/characters in the fic from whatever story I’m writing ^__^’ Also, I remember back when I wrote Red Towels, there were so few abuse fics - like, pretty much one or two pages, fewer for some specific abuse tags. Obviously, I wrote Red Towels because I wanted to write and write that specific story, but it was also a little bit that moment when AO3 doesn’t offer you anymore, so you get that oh no, i’ll have to write it feeling? xD

When I look for abuse fics, I generally use the tags “implied/referenced [insert type of abuse]” or “past [type of abuse]”. The abuse centric fics that I end up liking are rarely about the actual abuse, in the sense that it’s not necessarily about the moments the abuse happens. Obviously, it varies from story to story, but sometimes what holds the biggest impact for me are the moments leading up to it, the tension being built, and the aftermath. Past or implied are great tags when the focus is on how abuse is dealt with, how its impacts are apparent in behavior or thought patterns etc.

The alternative is to not go abuse centric, but rather go for tags like “internalized homophobia” (always a solid choice), various types of mental health tags, “angst” results can in my opinion be quite mixed, so I typically don’t single out any with this tag.

There are a few fics I remember - however, I know there are so many more and it’s just been too long since I last read them, and most aren’t abuse centric so I won’t have bookmarked them as such D’x

“you are my strength when I am weak” by everythingislove is quite an old one that I remember really liking.

“And if your glass heart should break” by DiscoNight from Penetrator Chris’ POV - I’m pretty sure it’s privated on AO3, and I don’t know if the author is alright with it being mentioned?? Someone, please let me know if I need to edit this one out thank you ^.^ If I remember right, it’s a prequel to a much bigger fic they also wrote, but I remember reading this one first and really liking it.

“we’ve made it this far, kid” also by everythingislove is such a good story - it’s not abuse centric, but it’s 100% worth the read anyway.

In other news, I’ve got an abuse centric Evak story in the works - no time frame, but hopefully it’ll turn out great! :D It’s really heavy on how abusive trauma comes to show in behavior and thought patterns and so on, and I’m really loving it.

If anyone has any abuse favs, please let me know!! :D And thank you for your question! xx <3

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Obviously you don’t have to say anything if you don’t feel motivated or don’t want to write but i was wondering if you had any big plans for the future- both personal/original projects and fan fictions. Love ur writing! Again, plz i mean not to pressure you just genuinely curious

Hello! And thank you, that’s so sweet of you :3 I don’t remember if I’ve said this (I’m pretty sure I have??) but I’m currently in uni, and course-load and exams have practically made it their mission to kick my ass at every possible moment, which is why there are these long breaks where I’m just, completely inactive (and I hate it, but I haven’t unlocked enough levels of adult to figure out how to healthily balance my work life and personal life - maybe in a few years ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ )

But I am still writing!! (or, am going to be when I get a moment to breathe) Definitely motivated and interested and keeping at it!! :D

As for projects, oh boy. What haven’t I got going on (loads, is the answer, but to go over a few!)

I don’t really have any original projects - I’ve never really liked creating oc’s for some reason? I much prefer having the characters from a show/book/whatever and working off of them for the story/plot whilst still keeping some of the character we all fell in love with intact - I don’t know. I really love making small comments about the OG platform (quotes, moments, mentions, really anything, just small easter eggs for myself and whoever reads the story) that I obvs wouldn’t be able to make with my own OG content xD Everything would be canon then.

As for fanfiction! So much!! Absolutely none of it is finished, because I have zero patience or sense of delayed gratification when it comes to posting - I just want it all out at once and to read everyone’s comments at once xD

I’ve got stories going for a few different fandoms and ideas just written down in my ever-growing ideas-doc for even more! I think I’m going to correctly assume you might be here for the SKAM fics, tho ;p

Basically, I’m horrible with understanding what is and isn’t a spoiler because I know the twists and turns so I just take it all for granted - however, when I actively try to describe a fic without spoilers, they end up sounding genuinely dull xD But I’ll do my best without giving too much away!

I’ve basically got so many stories going at once that I genuinely have no idea how many there are as I always forget some, so here are a selected few!

Obvs, there’s Even’s POV for “Something Great” (aka “that fic” aka my twitter legacy) which is nowhere near done. I’m really loving what I have got down, though! As far as I remember, I’m about 8k in, but I’m shooting for 30-40k, so no time frame. In case you didn’t know, I’ve done an entire announcement post where there are also a few previews included :D

Then there’s a pretty much crack fic with some angst and a way for me to memorize my course work that actually isn’t too far from being finished, but... it needs some work. It’s basically one of those “heeey, you’re pretty much my best friend and I don’t have unrequited feelings for you at all (lies), so it’s totally okay that we pretend to hook up to get back at our roommate who keeps sexciling us only for it to turn real” kind of AU.

Then there’s the other crack fic from boy squad’s POV (well, Jonas, but they practically serve as one entity) about them being oblivious to Evak until one day Isak announces #Evak is real, but they’re just so sure they would have noticed something, so they think Isak and Even are pranking them, so they set out expose them. A+ content, if I have to say so myself.

Next there’s my newest pride and joy that I’ve currently got sitting somewhere between 50-60k with no end in sight. I love this story, I cannot being to describe just how much I love this story. There is so much to this story, and I don’t want to give anything away :’( Basically, Isak has quite serious trauma from something that happened in his childhood, and it’s set during his second year in high school - he’s living in the Kollektiv (with four rooms, ‘cause I aint sending Noora to London), and he’s got the boy squad, Eva and Jonas are still dating so the girl squad also make a lot of appearances. And it’s basically just this major character exploration of the different ways Isak’s trauma appears, how it impacts the way he interacts with other people, the way he sees the world and other people, how he basically doesn’t deal with the trauma and how severely it affects him. And then there’s this entire thing about the sudden suicide of a famous Norwegian pianist (not one of the major characters, I ain’t about that life) that somehow ties into everything and everything turns very shady.

That barely covers the actual story and I’m pretty sure it sounds so jumbled up, but I literally can’t figure out how to describe it without spoilers.

Then we’ve got another angst-galore! A traveling AU! Which, timing, I know. We’ll ignore that. With my pace, it won’t be ready until traveling is allowed again anyway ^__^’ It plays on the themes of lost and found, and it’s basically about how Even travels to find out who he is, but he ends up finding Isak instead, running into him in different cities and countries, and they fall in love, but Isak is traveling to lose himself and everyone - ah. Angst-galore indeed.

What else - there’s a snakesak ABO!AU, because I’ve never written either, and for some reason, I must’ve apparently felt the need to put the two together. ABO is the kind of AU that pretty much everyone holds different opinions on - it’s not a tag I filter out, but it pretty much differs from story to story how much I like it. All I know is, when it is done well, it is done well.

I know there are more, because there are always more. I’ve definitely got so many ideas that I haven’t gotten anything down more than the premise: There’s a murder mystery AU, because I’ve wanted to do one pretty much since I wrote the first chapter for Beat the Record (you know, back when it was still just supposed to be a oneshot xD) and now I’ve finally got a basic storyline for it! Featuring detective Even who has been demoted to a permanent deskjob and basically only kept on out of pity after screwing up evidence? an assignment? plans still pending. Not accepting this, he sets out to catch the new serial killer with the help of newly hired forensic scientist Isak, whom he asks for help because of how talented Isak is, not because Even has a big-ass crush on him. Then there’s the university AU that’s basically a rom/com where Even is one of the hosts for the uni’s radio station, sees pretty boy Isak generally being a mess, falls instantly in love and keeps talking about “the cute boy” on the radio, asking if anyone knows his name and if they can get him his number. Isak only finds out about it because Magnus is a listener and accidentally figures it out.

And so many more. Literally. We are talking pages upon pages, let alone some quite long stories I also have going for other fandoms. I seriously can’t wait - I just need to get myself writing xD

I hope this helps tide over the long waiting period a little :) xx <3

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So I finally got time to read Something Great and wow I could not stop. I literally read through it in basically two sittings because I had to sleep at some point but then I went right back to reading and the way you built up their relationship in the past as you showed us how disintegrated it was in the future... the back and forth was a great writing device. I just wanted to let you know I loved it so much and saw you are working on more from Even’s POV and I can’t wait to see that too. 💖💖💖

Thank you ♡♡ !!! It's such a long story it's honestly impressive you only needed one sleep break. And, oof, my heart, I'm so glad you liked it! Having the story play out like that is honestly one of my favourite parts, because it allowed for so much - we got to have a great mystery as to what in the hell happened; the past gets to have a completely different feeling to it as we know something happens, just not what; and purely writing-wise I got to not have half a story full of fluff and then the other half nothing but angst xD

Even's POV is proving to be equally fun and difficult to write. I'm calling it now, hearts will be broken - getting Even's side of everything from when they're still together to being in America to searching for Isak and the post-party, my heart already hurts Dx It's such a trip writing out the same scenes again but from a different perspective.

With that said, still no ETA. It kind of got derailed by a different Evak AU I've been working on for quite a while now (that also has no eta xD wow) that I CANNOT BEGIN TO DESCRIBE how hyped I am about!!!! It's going to be so great. As soon as I actually have the yime to get some writing done :'(

I'm so pleased you liked Something Great. It was my baby for so long - and still is - and it's been months at this point but I still can't get over how many hours of work I put into that story and how much fun I had with it even when I wasn't sure what to write or when things got difficult. The fact that the story can matter as much to you as it does to me really means a whole effing lot to me.

Thank you ♡♡♡♡♡

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So I’m reading Something Great, & I just finished ch.9 and I am sobbing!!!!!!! I’m so emotional!!! You are amazing. ily

Genuinely had to think for a second to remember what happens in chapter 9 😅 So much happens in the later chapters it’s so difficult to keep in mind just what happens when.

I’m sorry for making you cry!!! But I’m so happy you liked it ^_^ <3 <3 <3

The ending for the present, like the entire award show and the showdown-dialogue/monologue of Jonas’ I actually had written as one of the, maybe first five scenes? I really wanted the parallel of Even showing up at the door to resemble 3x7. Originally, it was actually set before the license is published, so I had to change some dialogue that suddenly did not make sense xD But there were so many other parts of this chapter that actually took so long to write - because a lot of it is description to contrast the scenes that do have dialogue in them that are actually really heavy - we’ve got Isak going through a panic attack and then we’ve got a very short conversation between Isak and Magnus that actually took forever to write despite how short it is, and then there’s the final showdown with Jonas and Even showing up - all quite intense. But the descriptions also had to carry their own weight without getting too dull to read either. So a lot of the sentences are brief, but there’s also so much information in them, both as to what is actually happening, but also Isak’s feelings and how overwhelmed he is that he’s basically detaching himself from his surroundings, until he realizes how it’s impacting his friends (Magnus having to hide away in his own home, which just - whew, hits a little too close to home, you know?)

And then the past - oomph. It was actually pretty sad to write - both because we’ve done a complete 180 from a goddamn marriage in the last chapter, and now we’ve got this mix of sadness and a little fear for the future, but also excitement on both Isak and Even’s part, but we know that this is the beginning of the end even as the characters don’t know it, and it was actually a little difficult to detach from my own emotions about having to write a scene like that and only focus on what Isak and Even would be feeling at that point, unaware of all the shit that will go down later.

Really hope you’ll enjoy the rest of the chapters, thank you sooooooo much, ily2 <3 <3 <3 <3 xxxxx