demisexual/nonbinary bearcub // attracted to all genders // gainer // he/they // 28 y.o. // i blush a lot // CW: 357 lbs or ~162 kg // GW: idk... just bigger // 18+ ONLY // MINORS, THINSPOS, FASCISTS DNI // cover art by zion_chubby14
I'm not going to sugar coat this. I need help. Specifically financial help. I have an Internet bill that needs to be paid before I can transfer service from the old apartment to the new apartment. I have groceries I need to get because I am out of food until the 7th. I have to buy all new dinnerware and cookware because the dishes I have are very old and warped from years of use. And I have to get some picture hooks that won't peel the paint off the walls or put holes in them, among other things that I need for the new place and can't afford because no matter how much I apply to some of these businesses that say they're hiring, they're not hiring me apparently.
So it's been really hot for late April, and because it has been unbearably hot, I decided to go baby face, shaving off my impressive grey beard and showing off my double chins.
You're such a sweetie, and we will see each other again indeed.
I love you Papa Bear 💕
It's a bittersweet day to, as my Baby Bear has gone home today after a wonderful week and a half stay here with me. I hated to see him leave (hell, I hated to see him pack earlier today), but I know we will see each other again real soon. Until then, love you, Baby Bear.
Working a lot on future plans and goals while I spend a little time in my papa bear's embrace. Shame to learn it after about 3 decades on earth, but having someone just love the hell out of you is so good for your mind. I have to remind myself this is real sometimes.
Well, over the last few days, I've had the distinct pleasure of hosting the wonderfully awesome @eatthepasty, and he has certainly taken good care of me while he is here. These are just a few of his stunning shots of me. I hope you all enjoy.
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Reblog if you're into soft XWG. Wholesome-but-extreme, extreme-but-wholesome. Scalebreaking weights celebrated with praise and caresses. Playful flirtation during gigantic all-day binges. Extreme sizes as an opportunity for tender caretaking. The warmth and intimacy of getting really fucking fat.
Often it seems like the line of division is between option 1, wholesome soft feedism with plump round tummies, and option 2, extreme weight gain and supersizes accompanied by degradation and shaming kinks. Neither of these are "wrong" ways to fantasize (as long as option 2 doesn't involve real life fatphobia), but I'm a fan of option 3.
this but... if you want to be a hedonist, dive in. i have unironically achieved more of my goals in the embrace of hedonism than i ever did living with pleasure coming last.
I think I have a better plan for myself over the next couple years. It won't be easy, but I'm not used to easy. I am, however, taken aback by the kind of support I've received from this community. I think I can say kink kept me alive this past year.