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it's so insane to me how differently jonah treats jon compared to how he treats everyone else. throughout his life he treated people like tools, like something "to watch, to know, and ultimately to discard". he doesn't care about their suffering as long as it benefits Him. but even though he separates himself from other people, puts himself on a higher pedestal, it never seems to apply to jon. with jon it's always "our master", "our victory", "the world that we have made". everyone else is for us to use. the world is our playground. he’s been living with this "use or be used" mindset for centuries, always on the run, never safe, never trusting anyone, just to meet jon and decide to include him in his life-long plan… and yes, part of this was out of the necessity (he did need to get an archivist for this to work), but if it was purely transactional, then why would he say all that. gayass

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I was a victim of rape and coerced sex by my apartment neighbor. My abusive family forced and pressured me into reporting it to the cops, despite the man in question being an influential, cis, white, man, and me being a disabled, queer, transmasc BIPOC. There's a drastic disparity in the way our two groups are treated. And the fact that the police will probs question him but not press charges, means he will likely come after me again and now have a grudge against me.

As a result, I am trying to crowdfund to escape this situation and relocate to a neighborhood where I won't be in proximity of this man and the men who were present enabling him. My family, despite insisting I report him, refuse to aid me in breaking my lease, and are actively shaming me for this.

So now, I am presenting you all with my KoFi and asking if you'd be willing to aid me in my attempt to raise money to not only break my lease but also get money to procure a new apartment, as my job not only doesn't cover my bills but doesn't come CLOSE to providing the necessary income to get me a new apartment.

I am also taking commissions at a fairly cheap rate as well. Please consider helping me by getting a commission as well. Have a good day.

If you can't help financially, please consider signal boosting, sharing, and reblogging, thank you so much

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man hasn't slept in 15 years straight

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I need to be kidnapped by kind aliens who take me to the alien vet and they know exactly what's wrong with me and they cure me and feed me nutritious meals

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When your friend gives you a lined notebook as a gift, you go back to your roots and draw in it.

They also got me into TMA so it’s only fair that I fill the entire thing with fanart and reckless pen lines.

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Here’s more pen sketches, Jon and Michael are the stars in this show.

I can’t tell if I like Jon with long hair more or super short so why not both

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I’m incredibly normal about this guy

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Yeah, sure I’ll keep drawing Gerry and I’ll be so normal about it

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it’s okay to have clumsy and awkward sex and it’s actually really common

the ability to laugh while you’re lying tangled and naked together bc you realize just how silly something is is really really intimate and trusting, and it’s the best feeling to be like that with someone and to be relaxed

it happens with long-term partners, it happens on hookups, and it’s rarely as bad as it’s always made out to be, except we usually think it’s bad we're told that’s not how sex is supposed to go. but that’s not true. 

it can still be passionate and intimate while being messy and clumsy, absolutely. you don’t need to “perform well.” sex isn’t a show: it’s about feeling good. sometimes it takes experimenting to figure out what feels good, and fumbles and awkward moments and laughter is all just part of it. sometimes that’s a huge part of the fun.

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jon and elias' interactions are almost erotic sometimes, it's so. what do you mean "details pulled directly from subject" (elias intruding jon's nightmares to catalogue them because that's what jon would want. because that's something jon will appreciate later). what do you mean Pleasured Exhalation (jon trying to break into elias' mind and elias enjoying the invasion of his privacy – even if it wasn't successful). what do you mean monologuing through another (and you can't tell me you're not curious). what do you mean a shared statement (jon joining elias' bliss, shaping it in his own way). what

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so insane how some pieces of media have changed me irreversibly. tma has done permanent damage to my mind body and soul that i dont think anything else could ever rival.

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More eye halo plus give him a friend!!!

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Cool eye halo, bro

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BDSM gets a bad rep as like a violent (male) dom pushing the boundaries of a reluctant (female) sub but in my experience it's a lot of subs with wildly elaborate fantasies screaming shit like "PUT MY ASS IN THE CHILI" while a new dom is like "Okay I think, we are reaching yellow for me,"

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some loser: humans are innately selfish creatures

my psych book:

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