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You can’t let this stupid ass evil world rob you of your vibe don’t let them do that to u

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Bloodborne is an amazing game because you are never given a diegetic choice to question your surroundings. You're a foreigner in a strange town, you're hated by everyone, you're given strange substances, and you know what you don't do? Ask any fucking questions. The beasts starting slashing and you just fucking roll with it.

A lesser game would give you a voiced protagonist, dozens of scared and confused voice lines, text prompts displaying fear and confusion and revulsion. Not Bloodborne. You kill and get killed in a horrific place with almost no semblance of realness left to it and you either roll with it like the game expects or you stop.

It's this lack of asking that is so poignant. After a while the game slips away because to a point you really do embody the character; you also just arrived here and decided to pick up a weapon without asking questions. Is it human nature to swing an axe just because it fits our hand? Do we question the means that brought us here or do we see them to their ends? This lack of choice and reflection is one of the best pieces of commentary that Bloodborne makes about systemic violence, because both we and our characters took part in it thoughtlessly.

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guys i think theres something wrong with my copy of new vegas

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based on my experience of getting kicked out of every casino on the strip while having arcade follow me around like a child forced to watch their parent go bankrupt

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How its been going so far

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me (in an old timey TV commercial voice): So, you played Fallout: New Vegas because you liked the television show so much and gosh... You may be wondering just what comes next! May I suggest trying hormone replacement therapy?

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u ever in such a bad mood u feel urself turning evil?

#oh shit I need to eat #this is actually the solution to half of my problem actually #can’t believe I haven’t thought of it

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"I cant draw" then do it bad who gives a fuck.....

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"I'm a Ghoul fucker, I'd fuck Cooper Howard" of course you would. besides his nose he's weirdly normal looking. The real question is would you fuck Gob?

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THEY BLEW ME UP! - April Fools (50 Sub Special!)

It's April Fools on the Obviois casual server! Aspen's prank... doesn't quite go to plan.

I recently reached 50 subscribers on my channel, so I wanted to do something special to thank you all! I hope you enjoy this silly little video :) I'm planning to post some more videos from the casual server in the near future, so if you liked this one, be sure to keep an eye out for more casual server videos coming soon!

(Yes this is super late for April Fools, but in my defence it was April Fools when it was recorded lol)

Watch it here!:

#hello mutuals #watch this

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

#!!!this #the feeling of being constantly watched is rooted in this I think #it’s still a huge motive in my art and well #everything I make really #the solution (for me at least) to this is accepting that the watcher simply isn’t going to like you #and you get to to whatever the fuck you want even if it doesn’t serve anyone but yourself #in the end you really are alone in this world and you are your only constant #that being said don’t be an ass about it

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All the night scenes in the Fallout show are so dark. They should have lit it like the games and had all of the characters talking to the vault dweller girl have a bright green pip-boy light shining directly in their face

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RESPECT ALL ASPEC IDENTITIES EVEN IF YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THEM

Get this message onto everyone’s dash rn

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The brotherhood of steel respecting pronouns was not on my fallout bingo card

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why don't people in zombie apocalypse stories ever just wear suits of armor? you think any zombie is gonna get their shitty rotting jaws through this?

I'm gonna rip and tear my way through the zombie apocalypse completely unharmed because none of the undead hoards will be able to get through my plate mail

#canonically what they did in fallout #guns can’t get you if you larp as a knight in metal armor twice your weight