i want my whole being to evaporate with my tears
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yet another social situation that makes it so painfully obvious that i am on the outside and i cannot be accepted because. everyone. knows there’s. something. wrong. with. me. this can’t be a normal feeling
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im on a trip for a wedding and my mexican family is here n idk wtf but it seems like our side of the family has been pushed out or maybe it’s a culture thing but i feel so robbed that i’m not closer to them and i can’t really connect with them. as if i didn’t already feel super separated from most people i encounter to feel so distant from my own family, which most of them had raised me as a kid, is really weird and it hurts. i know they love me but ill always be the gringa and ill never have a real connection with them since i had been stripped away from tijuana so young. idk rip i guess
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i love lying bro
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i need a reason to fall apart. violently. might date someone who will abuse me again i just want the pain so i can become a junkie & cut & scream
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hope my mutuals remember me as that bitch
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who tf thought this movie would be a psa. it’s a fucking instruction manual
watching thirteen when ik it’s gonna be my downfall. already wanna do drugs & cut :P
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watching thirteen when ik it’s gonna be my downfall. already wanna do drugs & cut :P
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sad my tumblr era has died a bit but she will be back eventually. i will be sad again
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vape & vomit
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i hate to admit it but i hate soup
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indulging in the drunk feeling is what makes u really drunk
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my pussy smells like strawberries 🍓
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i’m just a passenger aboard this little life of mine
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why did he like my story
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i am a very put together girl
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listening to the rain and two owls whoo-ing at each other
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