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Been spending a lot of time in storage units lately

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Current Joys - Hall St.

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Common face made as of recent realization

someone pulled communication out of me and changed me for the better but I’m out of it feeling like I didn’t breathe for six months and cried instead

I want to be better

I don’t want to be as self loathing

On the bright side I saw a ufo tonight, hope they abduct me soon.

Gladyougottoseeme

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Another year down I’m twenty three now

I cry more now

I think about where and who I wanna be more now

Loss creates room for more

Don’t really wanna be doing the thing where I live

But still here n got 4 years to go

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Michael Lipsey (@StoicMike)

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https://www.instagram.com/p/Bll5DZihP9i/

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big dummy vibes

fuck a big dummy

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iyam twentytwo now, i have 5 years to know if my 4 y/o self was correct when i told my mom i had a dream that I will die at 27. in the past 6 months, for the first time, i do not want that to happen. and iyam proud of myself for getting here. maybe if i want to live i’ll dodge death at 27.

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I sink until the mattress melts around me            soft coffin open to the sunshine

I don’t want to die

                                                    I don’t want to die

I want to sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep until the day my skin is not so heavy

— Brian McGackin, from “In Case Of Death Tired But Not Ready,” In Case of Death

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i can’t kill myself but despair is tasty

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letter to july, cont. / mixed media on paper / instagram