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i <3 deadly weapons

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Presentation day today....I'm second in line but I was the first to get here because I'm so nervous and I already got sweat stains on my blouse

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Kidnapped and experimented on by aliens but I was in the control group so nothing happened

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Ever felt so healthy u just want to smoke crack do molly, heroin, coke, ketamine, mdma, fentanyl, smoke some weed, cigarrettes, vape and drink orange fanta

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You can never go back.

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Feeling quite American right now....I'm craving a nice hot dog right now

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Not me getting angry at seeing my phone screen light up constantly because I got thrown in a GroupMe with people I barely interact with and apparently something I don't give a fuck about is going down :))))))

I AM SO STRESS AND IRRITABLE RIGHT NOW ITS WILD

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What's worse is that I don't really consider myself introverted....but also not extroverted....I just fucking hate people more often than not and within a period of time I can find myself irritate and annoyed with anyone

BUT the only people I don't feel like fighting due to my annoyance, we usually don't see each other that often....maybe "overexposure" to people makes me angry??? Idk man I don't study the brain in this way

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I genuinely do not want to speak with my friends and that is my true personality (how I am naturally) but I can't tell that to my friends because that's mean and I'm too tired and just in a constant state of irritation to even put on my friendly and sociable mask (I gotta be a different version of myself so I can have friends but it's tiring tbh)

#do I hate my friends??? no???? do I see us speaking for years down the road? not really tbh

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#going on 4 years....who gets rid of a perfectly good phone after 2.5 years???? #unless my phone commits or I break it she's stay with me

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I know some rad fuckers.

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#FOR REAL #LET HER GET THAT EDUCATION #da: origins

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My presentation is prepared. I've practice twice with slides and once without my slides and I know what I'm saying. I'm just really scared about blanking out during my presentation (it will happen but my practice got me stable) and for the Q&A session i have to allow

#in preparation for the Q&A imma finish up my 15 page essay that goes with it