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Small update.

I feel much better and am slowly returning to groups and wanting to talk again. I hope to be around soon! I miss Becky A LOT.

Indefinite Hiatus.

I am not in a good mental state or moment to write. This blog is linked to a personal decision, and it may take some time until the conclusion arrives. Until then, I will be around in Discord ( nikkilotte ) and ims, but not fully writing yet. If you would like to unfollow due to inactivity, go ahead. As always, thanks for the massive patience! Love you all <3

#ooc ⸻ ⊹ 𝑜𝑐𝑡𝑜𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠. #I'm still debating if cleaning up this blog? I don't want to make a revamp. Maybe just make another commish to have my aesthetics refreshed #But yes. I feel better and with a lot of feelings to come back soon. I miss you all!

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"But I don’t want to go among mad people,” Alice remarked. “Oh, you can’t help that,” said the Cat: “we’re all mad here. I’m mad. You’re mad.” “How do you know I’m mad?” said Alice. “You must be,” said the Cat, “or you wouldn’t have come here."

#DIVINGDOWNTHEHOLE —— an independent, private, and selective exploration of JERVIS TETCH / THE MAD HATTER from DC, based in Matt Reeves’ The Batman universe (established March 2024). Penned by Emilee (20+, she/her, EST).

Graphics credit - @anyacommissions

#promo ⸻ ⊹ 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑖𝑛. #Emilee is one of my friends and decided to try and write here with us! #She is the sweetest person ever && her portrayal of Jervis is AMAZING #She is absolutely one of my favorite writers!

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Attempting traditional art (sketches) with Jonathan and Becky. I love drawing profiles 🧡

#Jonathan tag. #I've made those while waiting for my laptop news; i love drawing them #Visage tag.

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Indefinite Hiatus.

I am not in a good mental state or moment to write. This blog is linked to a personal decision, and it may take some time until the conclusion arrives. Until then, I will be around in Discord ( nikkilotte ) and ims, but not fully writing yet. If you would like to unfollow due to inactivity, go ahead. As always, thanks for the massive patience! Love you all <3

#ooc ⸻ ⊹ 𝑜𝑐𝑡𝑜𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠.

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It's Becky's Birthday!

#ooc ⸻ ⊹ 𝑜𝑐𝑡𝑜𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠. #I can't write too much right now but I LOVE YOU BECKY

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⸻ 𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑒 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑑?

Palm.

You give and give. You are a gentle heart, broken but still standing... Always lending a hand to those who need it, expecting nothing in return. you deserve someone taking your hand and kissing your open palm, the hands which have selflessly helped so many others.

Tagged by: I'm a thief :} Tagging: @dehrdevil , @4ger , @parieur , @crimepin , @deathstrokc , @loneheir , @masteredfear , @am4zon , @hopesent

#dash games tag. #this is accurate and now I'm sobbing

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Becky will have two main verses, one for comics and one for movies. The difference between them, in general, will be her age and status ( Student and Attorney. ) I will be finishing and adding these two verses to my carrd this weekend, but here are the basics.

𝐶𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑐 𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑒.

Relating her life in Gotham as a Law student. Becky is 26 years old. Fear State and New Year's evil lore will heavily inspire this verse ( I'm more familiar with these universes ). However, I will take inspiration from other media to fit certain characters and events. Becky met Jonathan in G.U. while he was a "relatively young teacher." ⸻ I may make some changes in the future.

𝑀𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑒.

Becky is 29 years old and working as an attorney in Gotham. This verse will work like my "old" main one, with the difference that she is not a student anymore. The reason why I want to separate this verse from the comics is due to the events themselves. My mutuals come from different movies/series, so I want to make it easy for them to fit their characters into Becky's lore.  ⸻ I'm still considering whether Becky has met the Scarecrow or if she is having more than casual conversations with Jonathan.

#ooc ⸻ ⊹ 𝑜𝑐𝑡𝑜𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠. #I need to work on my verses properly now that I'm talking with my mutuals for interactions #and I'm happy for including something I wanted for so long ( in relation to fear state ) #I love some comics and I want to make them part of my Becky's lore without making it confusing #hopefully this decision will make that work!

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&. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐭𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟐 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  dialogue  prompts  taken  from  the  batman  (2022),  directed  by  matt  reeves.  feel  free  to  edit  and  change  as  you  seem  fit.  ) 

❛ two years of nights have turned me into a nocturnal animal. ❜

❛ it’s a big city. i can’t be everywhere. ❜

❛ fear is a tool. ❜

❛ the hell are you supposed to be? ❜

❛ i’m vengeance. ❜

❛ what does a liar do when he’s dead? he lies still. ❜

❛ happy fuckin’ halloween. ❜

❛ i wish i could say i’m making a difference, but i don’t know. ❜

❛ the city’s eating itself. maybe it’s beyond saving. but i have to try. ❜

❛ you’re becoming quite a celebrity. ❜

❛ have a shower. ❜

❛ if this continues, it won’t be long before you’ve nothing left. ❜

❛ if i can’t change things here, if i can’t have an effect, then i don’t care what happens to me. ❜

❛ you’re not my father. ❜

❛ some fresh berries there. ❜

❛ oh, this guy’s hilarious. ❜

❛ get out of here. you hear me? or that little suit’s gonna get all full of blood. ❜

❛ take it easy, sweetheart. ❜

❛ boy, you’re everything they say, ain’t ya? ❜

❛ you got a lot of cats. ❜

❛ i have a thing about strays. ❜

❛ you’re not safe here. ❜

❛ i can take care of myself. ❜

❛ hey, why am i starting to feel like a fish on a hook? ❜

❛ boy, you’re a real sweetheart. ❜

❛ look at me. ❜

❛ that’s one of the guys i got into it with the other night. looks like i broke his nose. ❜

❛ is bruce wayne making an actual appearance? ❜

❛ serial killers like to follow reactions to their crimes. ❜

❛ you have to keep up appearances. you’re still a wayne. ❜

❛ i’ve been trying to reach you. ❜

❛ i’m giving you a chance. no one ever gave me a chance. ❜

❛ it can be cruel poetic or blind. but when it’s denied, it’s violence you may find. ❜

❛ if you are justice, please do not lie. what is the price for your blind eye? ❜

❛ since your justice is so select, tell us which vermin you’re paid to protect. ❜

❛ is this how you get your kicks, hon? sneaking up on girls in the dark? ❜

❛ what the hell is this? good cop, batshit cop? ❜

❛ no habla español, fellas? ❜

❛ jesus. his next victim is bruce wayne. ❜

❛ wasn’t sure i’d see you again. ❜

❛ was it worth it? compromising yourself for money? ❜

❛ who are you under there? what are you hiding? are you just hideously scarred? ❜

❛ i told you, baby. i can take care of myself. ❜

❛ do you know who i am? ❜

❛ i could see the fear in your eyes, but i didn’t know how to help. ❜

❛ i could teach you how to fight, but i wasn’t equipped to take care of you. ❜

❛ you needed a father. and all you had was me. ❜

❛ i never thought i’d feel fear like that again. ❜

❛ come on, vengeance. let’s go kill that son of a bitch. ❜

❛ listen to me. don’t throw your life away. ❜

❛ don’t worry, honey. i got nine of ’em. ❜

❛ whatever i know, whatever i’ve done, it’s all going with me to my grave. ❜

❛ i just ordered a slice of pumpkin pie. ❜

❛ my life has been a cruel riddle i could not solve. ❜

❛ i know now what i must become. ❜

❛ if only you knew how long i’ve been waiting for this day. for this moment. ❜

❛ god. look at you. your mask is amazing. i wish you could’ve seen me in mine. ❜

❛ you and i both know i’m looking at the real you right now. ❜

❛ i told you, we’ve been doing this together. you’re a part of this. ❜

❛ we didn’t do anything together. ❜

❛ this is not how this was supposed to go! ❜

❛ oh, you’re really not as smart as i thought you were. ❜

❛ what’s black and blue and dead all over? you. ❜

❛ i can already see things will get worse before they get better. ❜

❛ people need hope. to know someone’s out there for them. ❜

❛ one day you’re on top, the next… you’re a clown. ❜

❛ gotham loves a comeback story. ❜

❛ riddle me this… the less of them you have, the more one is worth. ❜

❛ don’t you ever just say hello? ❜

❛ you know this place is never gonna change. ❜

❛ the bat and the cat. it’s got a nice ring. ❜

❛ take care of yourself. ❜

#prompts ⸻ ⊹ 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑗𝑢𝑑𝑔𝑒 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡.

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&. 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬.

( this is basically just a very self indulgent list of various fluff, angst, and suggestive themed dialogue sentence starters. )

❛ i could keep you safe. they’re all afraid of me. ❜

❛ i’m trying to fix your hair, so hold still. ❜

❛ your heart is beating so fast right now. ❜

❛ promise me you’ll still be here when i wake up. ❜

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ i thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

❛ clean yourself up. you're getting blood all over the place. ❜

❛ here, give this a try and tell me what you think. ❜

❛ you can kiss me, you know. ❜

❛ come back to bed. ❜

❛ you look good like this. ❜

❛ working together again, it’s just like old times. ❜

❛ how is it you always know what i need, huh? ❜

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 

❛ i can’t imagine losing someone like that. i’m sorry. ❜

❛ you know you can always talk to me. ❜

❛ the only one who gets to kill you, is me. ❜

❛ so, what do i owe this pleasure? ❜

❛ ah, so you aren’t heartless after all. ❜

❛ may i have this dance? ❜ 

❛ it’s okay, you can touch me. i won't break. ❜

❛ enemies make the best lovers, you know. ❜

❛ hold still. this might sting a little. ❜

❛ we can't keep doing this. ❜ 

❛ you look like you've got something to say. ❜

❛ just relax and let me take care of you. ❜

❛ thought you’d be lighter without all that blood. ❜

❛ i had it under control. you didn’t need to do that. ❜

❛ everything looks so beautiful from up here. ❜

❛ you treat all your ladies like this? ❜

❛ well? how do i look? ❜

❛ can’t sleep? ❜

❛ do you mind if i smoke? ❜

❛ i’m scared of ending up alone. ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ how long has it been since you've slept? ❜

❛ you are losing my interest, and that’s very dangerous. ❜

❛ i’d suffer hell if you’d tell me what you’d do to me tonight. ❜

❛ you look really pretty right now. ❜

❛ i’ve never cared for anyone the way i care for you. ❜

❛ i’m not wearing any underwear. thought you’d like to know. ❜

❛ just a few more stitches and you’ll be as good as new. ❜

❛ i’d say we make a pretty good team. ❜

❛ i want you to forget this ever happened. ❜

❛ i'm here for business — not pleasure. ❜

❛ if i didn't know any better, i'd say you were jealous. ❜

❛ you'd look better down on your knees. ❜

❛ fine, keep acting like you hate me. ❜

❛ kiss me again. ❜

❛ are you asking me out on a date? ❜

❛ just sit there and look pretty and let me handle this. ❜

❛ you okay? caught you staring off into space again. ❜

❛ well, i do feel better now that you're here. ❜

❛ i'm not drunk enough for this. ❜ 

❛ why is it whenever we see each other, you’re covered in blood? ❜

❛ i was wrong about you. ❜ 

❛ the first time i met you, i had no idea you'd mean this much. ❜

❛ you gonna be a good girl / boy for me? ❜

❛ i’m not afraid of you. ❜

❛ books mean more to me than people anyway. ❜

❛ i just wanted to say thank you for protecting me. ❜

❛ how about a kiss goodnight? ❜

❛ i don’t have time for distractions right now. ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 

❛ if i have to think about one more thing today, my head will explode. ❜

#prompts ⸻ ⊹ 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑗𝑢𝑑𝑔𝑒 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡.

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What leads a mere human to talk with creatures of the night? Her locked, tired heart is open ( a bit ) to the one they called unlawful, vengeance, a hero. Trembling words crashed against each other in an anxious search for an answer. And his murmuring voice, trying to lull the weep, made her feel worse. ( 'We are better for it' ) Perhaps it is because she feels angry that she can't see it. In a world that kept treating her poorly, the freckled woman only wondered what great evil she had done for life to continue doing her badly.

And so then a phrase caught her attention. She would look for him in the darkness with a wrinkled forehead. Thinking. How much would he know about her? About her past life and what she makes of it in the present? Could he feel how her hands tremble and hold back her emotions? Would he truly understand it? It is an uncertainty that only feeds the cynicism that makes her push people away. Not trusting to let them in. But why, then? Why isn't it like talking with the one whom they called Reaper, the monster outside her window?

“ It shouldn't feel that way. Nightmares don't bring us peace and calm, a shelter where to go to when we feel lost. ”  Becky was referring to Jonathan in secrecy. And how his presence in her life started to become an inner conflict. People called him a nightmare. But she, she called him my Scarecrow.

“ But who do I want to lie to? ” She sighed, “ The whole damn world is a condemned place. ”  Her watering eyes fixed on @loneheir next, letting her heart ask him.  “ If nightmares are more comforting than days, why do we let those people turn dreams into torture? Where does that leave you and me? ”

M . “  my world is just falling apart.  it’s like everything is just crumbling around me.  i don’t know what to do.  i just want it to stop ” / @fearthanked

the steps are washed in the moonlight , or rather what the skies allow to shine through grey clouds. helicopters sound , the enforcement of curfews and the never ending search for those who still found watery graves at the bottom of gotham's bay.

the batman moves within the shadows yet ? has learned that fear no longer has a place within heart - the people of gotham need to be heard ; hope has instead taken root.

' it's never easy ' the words lowly muttered as he looks up at the night sky , ' this world is cruel , and we are the better for it ' strange words that leave lips but he has a point to this all , ' it shows us just where to apply care and kindness ... here , that is a concept that is - well , we're learning ' not much is known about becky , her name identified upon lenses as he sees that there is a tie to jonathan crane , ' has it been helping ' he refers to the therapy that he know comes from the doctor.

the batman skeptical about the true aims of his work , there was something that lingered beneath visage ; a sort of emptiness that the batman knows well. ' gotham is cruel ... you are not unique in that thinking , the days more difficult than nights ' he pauses and looks down at her , ' nightmares are more comforting these days '

#004. ⸻ ⊹ 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑔𝑜𝑟𝑠 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 : attorney arc. #loneheir. #I'm so excited to write with you! #Sorry for taking an eternity though </3

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In the light of prying eyes, the tip of her fingers plays with the papers held against her body, all while listening to the woman who likes to dress like a Jester. Walking through the same hallway and scheduling a visit to none other than Professor Crane would draw the attention of any curious individual in the long run, whether she liked it or not. Still, her bubbling simper felt joyful, and the sensation of a hidden assumption on the tip of her tongue made Becky reply in the same tone.

“ It's a shame. Some people may like the flowers in the garden. ” The corners of her lips are tempted to curve upwards by the implication of said answer, but Becky maintains the gentle touch against the papers instead. So then, she replies with the same explanation she has given to everyone in Arkham. A half-truth and half-private term. “ Aside from the flowers, coming here is part of my internship. There's nothing more to it than that. ”

❛ you think I’m weak, don’t you? ❜

          “   i’d hardly consider y’ to be weak,   “          harley almost scoffs at the idea.          “   y’know,   i’ve been seeing ya here and there,   “          in arkham,   she implies.     she doesn’t know the exact reason…     but harley suspects it’s not—purely educational.          “   and people don't just come visit to smell the flowers.   “

#004. ⸻ ⊹ 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑔𝑜𝑟𝑠 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 : attorney arc. #arletquin. #let's feed her curiosity even further :}

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Walking through Arkham was like traversing a graveyard of beliefs and reflections. At every step, an echoing presage of falling into a judgmental pit. And the preacher is as ethereal as the shadows that wander around. Each visit encompasses a different talk, and every patient relishes inquiring a little further. Becky remembers a few. A girl with golden rolls with a mischievous tune. And a smiling, nosy Jester, witting at her own presumptuous conclusion. But unlike those conversations, she conceivably knew that he would come someday to touch the corner of her consciousness and call sense to the mind.

“ Do you always step restively in other people's solitude, Batman? ”  His stony voice caused her eyes to widen for a second, slowing her steps to look in his direction, gazing into the darkness that involved him. During the first question, she would remain quiet and attentive to any expected warning. His second one, however, almost made her voice react toughly.  “ I appreciate your concern, but I stress privacy over everything. ”  ( And not betray the little confidence I reach. )  “ Besides, what would he offer me? Fear, nightmares? You are well-versed in what he did some time ago in Greenvale. ”  He whispered to her, 'Give me your fear, ' and since then, Becky has sought to comprehend her own emotions tied to her past that anguished her. And she was certain that the one hiding in the shadows would call it senseless.  “ I'm here for my internship. ”

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"You keep visiting him."

There's grit in his voice, and a hint of something else. The Bat's voice comes from a dark corner of the Arkham hallway, his white lenses focusing on her, the only thing indicating he's even there at all. Just two bright white lights in the midst of inky black.

He got a call from the Warden, alerting him that someone keeps trying to visit Crane. He doesn't know if they met already, the orderlies must've gotten paid somehow to look the other way. It doesn't matter to Batman, they got dismissed already, but there's nothing wrong with Crane getting visitors, but the same one?

"Why are you talking to him, Becky Albright? What do you need from him?"

#001. ⸻ ⊹ 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒’𝑠 𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑜𝑓𝑡 : main arc. #nightvow.

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“ I may like my studies more than I should, ” Becky confessed. Thinking about her conversations with Jonathan was something she couldn't help but do. Especially the most recent ones. It brought a newfound joy to her heart as she finally understood what had made her sick for a long time. Retaining her feelings, bottling them up, and burying them wasn't the correct solution she thought it was. Indeed, our fears and what we do with them say a lot about us. “ Part of becoming an attorney for a city like Gotham is learning to talk with the people who compose it, don't you think? Besides, I started to appreciate our little chats before going home. It reminds me that Gotham has some humanity. ”

"I don't expect you to say anything specific. Though I do think that we can overcome our fears. Spite them for a time," she sips her tea. "But you also bring up a good point, our fears do say something about us." She knows all too well what her fears say about her.

"However you have been making more frequent visit which I can't help but take notice of."

#004. ⸻ ⊹ 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑔𝑜𝑟𝑠 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 : attorney arc. #the arkham librarian.

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❝ You can call me out as many times as you like, but If you go out dressed in half-white and half-black, I can also make decisions that seem idiotic to you. ❞ As if listening to a man dressed up like a scarecrow could mark a distinctive line there. ❝ Looking for me to discuss a rumor is slightly baffling, don't you think? ❞ As Becky took another sip of water, her simpering voice quieted, and her tone became more serious. Whether @acidcaught was attempting to persuade her not to accept an invisible invitation, somehow, the idea that he was watching over her was staggering. ❝ Is there something you're troubled about, Mr. Dent? ❞ / ( ST. )

#004. ⸻ ⊹ 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑔𝑜𝑟𝑠 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 : attorney arc. #if I remember correctly; they met before he turned two faces so #If she is joking a little bit it's because she feels comfortable

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❝ I think we've all tasted his poison at some point and witnessed how our fears manifest, making us feel small and vulnerable. ❞  It's an experience I would dare to call intimate. Dreadful secrecy bared at the eyes of the one they call Scarecrow. The images of that exposed dream are still vividly etched in my memory, imprinted under my eyelashes, haunting me every time I close my eyes. I repeated it every once in a while. No, over and over, for people want me to forget the feelings that wrapped and held me that day. But I want to remember. I want to keep those images close rather than hide them from myself. It goes without saying that they would call me insane if I . . .

The sipping sound snapped me from my mind, catching this prying gaze on me. ❝ 'Curiouser and curiouser' expressed Alice after losing her 'common sense'. ❞  Perhaps I'm not the only one starving for answers. Perhaps is quite dull for life to go on in that 'common way'. But it sounds silly, hopping and talking without any prudence first. After all, his name is involved in this conversation.  ❝ Pardon my question, Mister Tetch, but what drives your curiosity regarding the Fear Toxin? ❞

"Tell me, have you tasted the boogeyman's poison?" He paused for her answer, sipping loudly from a chipped teacup before settling the china upon its saucer. Brows raised, eyes widened, he stared unto the ginger. Careful now, dear; curiosity killed the cat. "Have you seen its effects up close?"

𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋. / @fearthanked

#001. ⸻ ⊹ 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒’𝑠 𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑜𝑓𝑡 : main arc. #librarywent. #I felt like answering this in first person; I tried! #they both can be besties talking about Scarecrow once Becky feels comfortable with tetch #I warn you: she won't shut up

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❝ 𝑀𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑒 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎𝑓𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑑 . . . And the monster saved me from the avism. ❞

#fearthanked ⸻ Private & selective roleplay blog for 𝑅𝑒𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑐𝑎 (𝐵𝑒𝑐𝑘𝑦) 𝐴𝑙𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 from 𝑵𝒆𝒘 𝒀𝒆𝒂𝒓'𝒔 𝑬𝒗𝒊𝒍: 𝑺𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒘. Personal interpretation and r͟e͟w͟r͟i͟t͟t͟e͟n͟ lore. Unfeared by Nikki. ( 𝐸𝑆𝑇. 𝐴𝑢𝑔𝑢𝑠𝑡 2021. ) Graphics @ villainsrph. Companion blog @ masteredfear.

𝐴 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑑𝑦 𝑜𝑛 . . .  Old horror and romance cinema. The one who survived against the monster. Falling in love with the 𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑜𝑚 through the window. Traumas from childhood. Repressing and bottling feelings. 𝑇𝑤𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑣𝑖𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛 of own body.

CARRD. INTEREST TRACKER. JOURNAL. PROMPTS.

⸻ 𝐼𝑚𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑦𝑎𝑙.

Becky's age is not specified in the comic. The only seen information is that she goes to Gotham University and seems to live independently. I researched using this information to give my portrayal an appropriate age ( 26 - 29 years old ).

Despite being mentioned as an "undergrad," Becky did say she was studying to get a Law Degree specifically, never indicating she was studying for a Bachelor's Degree or Admission Test for Law School. I took the liberty to give her the BA degree in my portrayal to follow the requirements to be in Law School as it was seen in the comic.

#introduction ⸻ ⊹ Nikki ( 𝑠ℎ𝑒 / ℎ𝑒𝑟 ) . age +25

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Scarecrow Week Day 1: Trick or SCARE! & DCDrawtober Day 25: Horror movie night.

It was challenging to mix both prompts, but I wanted to participate one last day in the DC list.

#[ visage ] ⊹ 𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑏𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠. #jonathan tag. #it took me the whole day yesterday and I hope to finish the prompt of today but I feel tireeeed