The Choose Your Own Adventure drawing for September 2023 as voted by my $5+ Patreon patrons! Cooper + stuffing, bondage & force-feeding. Hope you like it! Thanks so much for your support!
I am so unsure of What to do with my body.
I dont know If I want to be jacked with muscles and all, Because I think I would feel really comfortable and sexy.
BUT
I also want to let go and get fat. I just love The feeling of my little pudge and would love to know What it would feel like If it were bigger.
As you can see I am not the best when it comes to getting fatter. This is because I seem to have an on/off relationship with this fetish and I wonder why that is, because I have had only good experiences. The people are nice and encouraging, the fat I gained feels amazing, yet there is always a big cloud of doubt in my head, if this is truly the right thing to do.
This results in my inconsistent gaining, where I want to gain really bad for a couple days, maybe a week and then stop and don’t gain any further or even loose some weight. What I hate about this the most, is me ghosting my really nice and friendly encouragers who are probably sick of my constant dissapearence.
So my question is, if you had these episodes of doubt how did you overcome them and what helped?