ferris-the-wheel

[ferris-the-wheel]

I'm so braindead rn

#ೃ⁀➷ ferris' ramblings

[ferris-the-wheel]

#ೃ⁀➷ ferris' reblogs #ೃ⁀➷ ferris' polls #: ̗̀➛ bungou stray dogs

[ferris-the-wheel]

Seeing as how I've beaten the whole series twice, yes, yes I do.

#ೃ⁀➷ ferris' ramblings

[ferris-the-wheel]

Man I missed this game 😍

#ೃ⁀➷ ferris' ramblings

[ferris-the-wheel]

Damn it I forgot I have to do the tutorial again lmfao

#ೃ⁀➷ ferris' ramblings

[ferris-the-wheel]

I'm playing it again. I uninstalled it a while back cuz I finished it, but now I have the intense urge to play it again.

Once I finish this game, I will be moving on to the sequels :3

I think there are 4 games in this series total counting this one.

#ೃ⁀➷ ferris' ramblings

[ferris-the-wheel]

#ೃ⁀➷ ferris' polls #: ̗̀➛ bungou stray dogs

[ferris-the-wheel]

Uh- tw vent ig..?

I get super bad anxiety interacting with everyone (minus Lyle) because I'm always so paranoid that I'll say something that the person I'm talking to will get upset about when I didn't even mean for it to be offensive, I'm just really fucking stupid.

I have such bad attachment issues that I don't want people (my moots) to hate me and block/unfollow me for a misunderstanding, but at the same time I feel guilty for trying to get people to like me.

I'm also paranoid that people don't like me but they just act like they do so they don't hurt my feelings but if you do dislike me, please don't feel obligated to stay, it'll just make me feel worse.

I normally don't do vents or talk about how I'm feeling negatively online because it makes me feel like an attention seeker (this is also because I've been called an attention seeker for doing this irl). I also just don't want to make anyone uncomfortable in general.

I get so overly excited about being praised in any way because I was pretty much always overshadowed by my golden children younger siblings. At the same time, I feel like no one actually means any praise that they tell me and they're just saying it to be polite so I feel obligated to say something nice or be overly enthusiastic back.

I'm so unaccustomed to talking with people, even online, because no one ever really talked to me until like a year ago. I have a friend group of 5 irl people, but before that, no one ever willingly talked to me and ig now I just lack the skills to pick up on the slightest social cue besides the cues that equal "leave me alone".

.... This kinda turned into a whole long rant. Mb. This spiel could be a whole lot longer but I'll shut up now.

#ೃ⁀➷ ferris' ramblings

[ferris-the-wheel]

Okay... I guess that's the last time I try to do something nice for anyone.

I thought I was doing my mom a favor by doing some chores around her house while she was out doing errands (I'm visiting her for a few days), but all she did when she got back was criticize how I did stuff.

Nice to know that my effort was appreciated ;-;

#ೃ⁀➷ ferris' ramblings

[ferris-the-wheel]

IT'S SO SILLY GOOFY ☆

HAHA WAIT I JUST REALIZED YOU SWAPPED YOUR PFP I LOVE IT LMFAO YOU SILLY GOOSE 🫶🫶

LMAOOOO THANK YOU

#ೃ⁀➷ ferris' reblogs #: ̗̀➛ 《 lyle 🔶️ 》

[ferris-the-wheel]

Hugs <3333

@lyle-my-beloved I love you, silly <3 (plat)

Btw I am so going to end up making that fan club and I will fight anyone who tries to take president spot from me

#ೃ⁀➷ ferris' reblogs #: ̗̀➛ 《 lyle 🔶️ 》

[ferris-the-wheel]

@lyle-my-beloved I love you, silly <3 (plat)

Btw I am so going to end up making that fan club and I will fight anyone who tries to take president spot from me

#ೃ⁀➷ ferris' ramblings #: ̗̀➛ 《 lyle 🔶️ 》

[ferris-the-wheel]

I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING, CURSE MY STUPID BRAIN >:'{

I will have to settle for being president of your unofficial fan club (I will literally make that a thing ♡ )

In case it was not obvious already, you are my comfort person =w= ♡

FERRIS 😭😭 That's so sweet I'm really honoured to hear that tbh ❤❤ Same for u!!!

I'm still very grateful to have met you ^^ So thank you for interacting first because I probably would have been too scared xDD

#ೃ⁀➷ ferris' reblogs #: ̗̀➛ 《 lyle 🔶️ 》

[ferris-the-wheel]

I'm going to start a petition to make you ruler of the world >:3

Actually, simply ruler of the world is not good enough, let me think of something better. Gimme a second.

In case it was not obvious already, you are my comfort person =w= ♡

FERRIS 😭😭 That's so sweet I'm really honoured to hear that tbh ❤❤ Same for u!!!

I'm still very grateful to have met you ^^ So thank you for interacting first because I probably would have been too scared xDD

#ೃ⁀➷ ferris' reblogs #: ̗̀➛ 《 lyle 🔶️ 》

[ferris-the-wheel]

I'm gonna start a club dedicated to you that I will be president of <33

In case it was not obvious already, you are my comfort person =w= ♡

FERRIS 😭😭 That's so sweet I'm really honoured to hear that tbh ❤❤ Same for u!!!

I'm still very grateful to have met you ^^ So thank you for interacting first because I probably would have been too scared xDD

#ೃ⁀➷ ferris' reblogs #: ̗̀➛ 《 lyle 🔶️ 》

[ferris-the-wheel]

QPEMJZOANWJZOANWJSKS *banging head against my wall noises*

Shit yall I'm so embarrassed rn holy fuck help me

#ೃ⁀➷ ferris' reblogs #: ̗̀➛ 《 devil🌺 》

[ferris-the-wheel]

I'M FUCKING MORTIFIED RN I'M SO EMBARRASSED

Shit yall I'm so embarrassed rn holy fuck help me

#ೃ⁀➷ ferris' reblogs