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Don’t allow someone to come back into your life because you have history together. If your relationship went from something beautiful to chaos, let those memories go. Accept that the past will never be the future. Stop going back to what your heart is trying to heal from

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The miles spread between us,

The empty space in the bed next to me,

Never let me go.

The ache in my heart is too strong,

I need to feel you, touch you

but the thought of you is all I can hold on to.

Memories of our time together,

Whiskey smiles and Malbec kisses,

A nostalgic smile becomes a wicked grin.

Stories of our past force their way into the present,

Forest walks and bookstore dates,

The pain of your absent touch subsides.

I see your smile in a fountain’s spray,

Hear your laughter in the wind,

Read your favorite poet aloud,

Hoping you can feel it.

Sometimes I hear your voice in the wind,

A calming, soothing comfort

but when I turn my head you aren’t there.

I come home after a long day,

To an empty house, absent your presence,

I’ll answer the door,

And it’s not the face I’m longing to see.

I sing to the songs we used to sing together,

Walk the same streets we used to run down,

But there is no you to sing or run with,

Not anymore.

I go through old letters, old pictures,

Desperate to see us together again,

Back where we belong, completed,

Laughing, smiling, living, loving.

Maybe you hear the wishes I whisper to the stars

Or maybe you don’t, but perhaps if you listen closely

You’ll hear my song for the stars across the distance.

I tell them about you, about us,

How the distance is worth the wait,

How I’ve never felt this loved before.

Maybe if our wishes turn into stories that the stars write,

We’ll find our way into each other again.

I’d like to think so,

The stars tell me, even for them,

A love like ours, is once in a lifetime.

Till then I’ll walk the same roads, sing the same songs,

perhaps each tune, each path is leading me back to you.

For now, all I can give is my words,

Hoping for the best,

Always fearing the worst,

Waiting for you to come back to me.

In collaboration with @september-stardust​

Graphic from: https://pin.it/gkdy5o5vlld3fg

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reblog if you save <3 requests open

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tbh goals for now are to radiate love and just see what happens 

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how to peel an orange 

i have always found it nice that citrus season is in the middle of winter.

when everything is cold, and gray, and dead, 

spots of sunlight fall, 

dropping 

into our hands, 

bursting 

inside our mouths. 

you once told me i was your sunlight. 

you sunk your fingers into the 

soft skin

that surrounded me, and you opened me, 

tearing your teeth through my flesh

to taste the sun dripping from inside me.

you swallowed each drop, 

leaving me empty. 

- e. 

04.22

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Before long, being lost

was a stranger to my ear

then I thought of a falling leaf

from the tree, alone in the summer

hopelessly naked on the ground

Dry and dead.. I was sad

whenever hope is gone

where we put the faith turned sour

we fall to the pain of losing

it’s a needle in a grass field

a stone in the mid ocean

we became unknown to ourselves

then the struggle begin

for knowing - we don’t know anymore

now being lost is our new home

Me To You | Being L O S T

Df.

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Something about you It’s like an addiction Hit me with your best shot honey 

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Slayyyter - Mine

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Jai Wolf (Feat. Day Wave) - Your Way

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Lmao

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Know in your heart that you will attract everything that is meant for you.

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my only goal in life right now is to be genuinely happy

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you really gotta watch how people “joke” with you. people throw hella hate and jealousy on the low and cover it up w a laugh