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“Oooh, self burn. Those are rare.”

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I'm a mix of quiet and impulsive.

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its always “ill support you through your mental health issues” until i start showing actual mental health symptoms

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me: *isolates myself so i cant hurt or upset anyone*

people: *get hurt and upset bc they never see me anymore*

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Sometimes hope feels like my biggest enemy. Everyday being alive feels like a burden, but theres always that little tiny spark somewhere in the back of my mind, saying "maybe it get's better someday". We've been through this for years, it never got better, just let me go.

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I can’t eat. It disgusts me. I’m disgusted by my self. I don’t deserve love. I don’t deserve respect i don’t deserve anything

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I don’t feel like eating at all… I think I’m about to lose a lot of weight this time. I’m so sad and I can’t move on it’s so unfair

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