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#purple / french english / different country (can you guess which ones lol at least one of them is not the one you expect)

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If people were too mean to you when you were growing up, a newborn animal will materialize inside your brain and it’s so so scared and shivering and it will stay there for years. Decades, even. And whenever you say something kind of weird but true to your heart the animal will tell you “Noo! You can’t say that! If you say that, everyone will hate you!”. The animal means well. It’s so so small and everything is so scary for them and it’s just trying to protect you. But listen to me. Listen to me. Whenever this happens, you can’t do what the animal says. You can’t. If you do, you’ll become as scared as the animal. You have to keep saying weird shit. You have to keep doing things the animal wouldn’t approve of. If you do enough things that scare the animal, maybe one day it’ll go to sleep.

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i must not stir the pot. stirring the pot is the notifications-killer. participation in the discourse is the little-death that brings total activity obliteration. i will face the bad opinions on the internet. i will permit them to pass over me and through me. and when they have gone past, i will turn the block button onto their source. where the discourse has come from there will be nothing. only i will remain.

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fuck it homebrew boop button. reblog this post to boop the person you reblogged from.

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Fabian hit me!

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I write for myself

*checks AO3 every few hours to see if I got any new kudos, comments or subscriptions*

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“Many people seem to think it foolish, even superstitious, to believe that the world could still change for the better. And it is true that in winter it is sometimes so bitingly cold that one is tempted to say, ‘What do I care if there is a summer; its warmth is no help to me now.’ Yes, evil often seems to surpass good. But then, in spite of us, and without our permission, there comes at last an end to the bitter frosts. One morning the wind turns, and there is a thaw. And so I must still have hope.”

— Vincent Van Gogh

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There is something so incredibly satisfying and poetic in the juxtaposition between The Bad Kids’ first fight against the corn cuties and their performance in The Last Stand. Where they were laid low by bad luck and tables, Gorgug not only lives but solos a fucking purple worm and dominates the battlefield with crit after crit. Kristen lives and with incredible wisdom and faith in Doubt makes a move that turns the tables on their entire conflict with The Ratgrinders. (and ends with another cleric of Helio meeting their god. Hopefully, history repeats itself there too) There is redemption at every turn. Against all odds they sail through to the end and are met once again by Arthur Aguefort, as he affirms that the faith he placed in them at the end of their first battle all those years ago was always going to be justified.

They’ve worked so hard and come so far. The Bad Kids are officially the greatest adventuring party to ever come out of Aguefort Adventuring Academy. THE Maximum Legends.

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It's so crazy that in this instance of The Last Stand--a suicide run of an exam where there's even rules for if the proctor dies--the only person who died is the one person who under no circumstances is supposed to even get touched.

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Fuck it, HE ball

From my Instagram 🏀🏈🥎⚽️

Bonus Sophomore year moment under the cut

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Buddy had the revivify stones. He was going to revive them. God fucking damnit.

That’s a kid who is literally just Kristen if she never met the bad kids and she spent the whole time thinking buddy was going to find a way to not revive them, and then kipperfuck slit his throat in front of her. And he had the stones in his bag.

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SHOUT OUT TO THE CLERICS WHO’VE DIED

WHO’S GONNA HEAL YOU FUCKERS WHEN THE CLERICS ARE DEAD?

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We’re haemorrhaging money on the groundskeeper, Jawbone!

Some of my favourite little bits. This is like the first time i fully color them ^.^ it was fun. Took wayy longer than it shouldve LOLL

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Ep 15 doodle along

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Pulling an 'Ally'

Rumble Road | The Last Stand

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what 3 years of high school does to you

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the most "fucking, fair enough i guess" response ive ever gotten to something i said was in the ER

me: hi, i need a rabies shot triage nurse: oh? why's that? me: i got bitten by a bat triage nurse: what were you doing that you got bitten by a bat at 3 in the morning? me: removing a bat from my bedroom