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[forsagara]

Let’s meet again, someday later. See you later.

[forsagara]

20.10.12

Happy birthday, love!

[forsagara]

[forsagara]

So apparently my boyfriend is mad at me

I made a very long paragraph for him to be posted on this page but tumblr sucks it got deleted and I don't even know what to do now I'm: sad

I'm crying dying

Aga, aga, aga... please forgive me... 🥺 I miss you so much please stop sulking and kiss me already

I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.

- Your girlfriend, crying in the corner of the room.

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All at once, everything is different.

Now that I see you.

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3 AM Call.

"Uhm? Did you noticed the difference?"

"What difference?"

"The lowest bar of the video call has a different color, the previous one is darker."

"I thought the difference is you being cuter."

"Aha... what a charmer you are. Do you practiced on pickup lines and how to be smooth on your words in these whole past 2 weeks?"

"I didn't even try, baby."

That is something that he would do every day.

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I told the stars about you.

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Sunkissed.

Warm, just like your existence.

Maybe, she's also an overthinker. Maybe, she has that tsundere side too. Maybe, she's very fragile too. But she won't say the actual words. Trying her best to keep it lowkey. She's not faking her actions, she's hiding something. And if you noticed it, she's actually okay, she just need your existence next to her.

It's more than enough.

[forsagara]

Thank you.

For accepting me as who I am,

For your lame jokes at 3 AM,

For your comforting words,

For your kisses,

For your warm hugs,

For your concern,

For your existence,

For your love.

Thank you for being with me.

[forsagara]

A short letter

Foreword:

A letter to her. Maybe in the future, when a girl named Rania is no longer on her beloved boy's heart. This is for her.

If someday I broke your heart, if someday we don't talk anymore, if someday you let go of my hand.

Please give this to your new lover.

Hello, to another lucky lady in this world. Or maybe I should say, the luckiest? Congratulations on winning the heart of my dearest man, take this as a reward of your achievement. You dethroned me, maybe that's my fault or maybe it is no one's fault, it's just how the universe taught us to let go of each other. Here's a few things you need to know about your man:

1. He's very witty. He can make you laugh in a split of seconds after he noticed that you're sad. Or maybe in a basic conversation, he might throw a joke in so sudden. Don't be annoyed by that, that's just his natural habit, and he just wants to make you happy.

2. He has a very unhealthy lifestyle. Please do remind him to eat some bread and add some green to his meals because he always eat instant noodles. I mean that's okay but you need to make sure he keep his nutrition balanced. I don't want him to be sick. Make sure that he's okay.

3. He overthinks alot. He's an overthinker, so if he confessed something to you, please try your best to make sure he's breathing well and is doing fine. Give him your concern as many as possible, smile at him, kiss him, pull him to your embrace. Make him feel like at the most comfort zone ever in his whole life, make him feel safe, just like what he always wanted to do to you.

I think that's a few things I need to say to you. With that being said, I hope you take care of him really well. Please don't easily get mad at him and be considerate about his feelings, his tsundere side is keep sticking on him.

I love him, but I'm letting go.

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A little confession.

A little stroll at the downtown walk as we gaze up the blue sky sounds fun, isn't? Well, everything if there's you on it will be interesting to me. Sometimes I can't let go this thought from my head... I'm afraid that I'm talking too much that makes you feel annoyed towards me. I don't want you to feel that way. I'm just the happiest with you, and I tend to talk alot when I was on your side. Please don't get bored of me. Please correct me if I'm wrong. Please be honest with me. Please love me sincerely. Please be okay.

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Thank you for making my birthday even more happier, dear boyfriend! I'm so glad that I can call you my one and only. Mine. You're mine.

You are the best gift I've ever got.

— R.

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Moodboard: 2

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I wanna stargaze with you.

[forsagara]

𝐗𝐗.𝟎𝟕.𝐗𝐗

The day before you asked me to be yours, I gazed upon the single star shining in the pitch black sky. Deep inside my heart I'm not expecting that hard to see more twinkling bells painted in the sky tomorrow, instead, it is something about you.

I hope something beautiful happen to us in the day after. There is a little hope I'm trying to hide in my heart, keeping it as a secret as the days passed by. But now, it's no longer a secret.

I love it how you confessed what's on your mind these whole time to me. Don't worry, I will not tease you. I will kiss you instead for making these butterflies inside my stomach awaken and kept messing around with me. But I love it when I'm in a mess because of you.

Thank you for loving me.

I want to keep on creating good memories with you, dear, love. I want to be locked in your eyes only, I want to wear your hoodies, I want to curled up into a ball and then rolling next to you, asking for a peck, and then I will surely pull you closer as we hold on each other tightly.

I will not regret my decision to tell my stories to you, even it was the most absurd thing you've ever heard or it's the craziest. Your girl is a really clumsy girl, bear with it.

I'm sending this letter to you with a smile carved on my lips. When I'm writing this, I'm thinking about you. I want you to always be happy with me, safe and sound.

Tonight, please sleep well. Meet me in your dreams. The next morning, let's start another day together. Eat your favorite breakfast. Wear your comfy clothes. If it's raining, make a warm tea and talk with me. I want to make sure you're always okay in my embrace.

Lastly, sorry for making you had to read these freaking long paragraphs.

I want to let out all of my feelings. I hope you're okay with it. I'm sorry, I just love you that much.

Dear, love.

I love you.

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When I'm loving you

I leave nothing in my heart

I will pour oceans into you

And expect nothing in return

I will give you the stars

and even the moon

I will be as loyal as the sun

and in your scars I will bloom

Sagara, if you are reading this

you should know that

I love you the most.