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I came up with a way to have Ayre inflict their pain and insecurities on others.

It's how the magic system works.

Weird how these gemstones very specifically need to harvest Pain, Despair, and Worthlessness.

I'm sure Ayre won't have trouble extracting this from others in trace amounts, get comforted by Cerya, then turn around and dump all of their trauma to charge the gems up to max.

Ayre has been through worse. This is Monday.

Fuck. I got really personal and in my feels on the timeline.

That's enough tumbles for me.

I'm gonna go weave fantastic trans horror scenarios of epic proportions now.

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The Mad Sorcerers beast.

#I also need the hrt that turns me into this

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Fuck. I got really personal and in my feels on the timeline.

That's enough tumbles for me.

I'm gonna go weave fantastic trans horror scenarios of epic proportions now.

#depths of promises sworn

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When trans women are mocked and made into jokes in the media, I get very upset, and I am often told “Kay, you can’t go through life getting offended every time someone makes a joke.” And I sputter and object but they don’t hear me. So I want to be clear for once, about why the jokes make me angry.

I learned to hate myself for being transgender before I knew I was transgender. I laughed at the jokes in stand up comedy routines, and prime time sitcoms, and animated comedy shows, and in the movies, and in books, and in games, laughing at trans women for existing, about “men in dresses”, about people who “got their dicks chopped off”, and I learned to think that was worthy of ridicule.

And then a day came when I felt a pang of envy at what my female classmates were wearing and I repressed it, and felt guilty, and a day where I felt incomplete because I had no breasts and I repressed it and I felt disgusting And a day when I realized the only images of romance that made me feel anything showed two women together and I repressed it and I felt like a monster And a day when I realized I felt sick when I looked at myself in the mirror after every shower before work and couldn’t bear to look at my own face, and I hated myself. And then there came a day when I hated myself so much, and I thought I could never understand why, and so I just wanted it all to end. And it was just a miracle that I swerved my car back into my lane in time.

And all of it started with a joke that I heard on TV, and then kept hearing from all the voices from the ether, over and over and over, worming an idea into my mind before I was old enough to realize I was absorbing it, the idea that a man in a dress is funny, and that changing your body parts makes you a freak, and that women who have penises instead of vaginas are liars and hurt men. And they’re still making these jokes. And somewhere out there right now, just like all those years ago, there is a little girl in a t-shirt and cargo shorts with buzzed off hair watching the TV, hearing that joke and absorbing it without knowing it, who will someday have to pry herself apart to tear it out of her head, just like I did.

That is, if she doesn’t kill herself first.

#It took a visual novel asking me to choose 2 between the transmasc transfem and enby would court despair to get through to me #I had to stare at that screen and admit that the two characters I most identified with had no future to get an ending that cracked my egg #i needed to see the two characters I cared about be intimate while a storm tore them apart and rewove their bodies to appreciate a sex scen #I needed a visual novel to tell me no there is actually a future where I like what I see in the mirror and there is someone I love in my be #Ascension Transition and Silver #anyway I just wanna shout and echo so much of what is typed out here but also share what pulled me out of it

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Falin🐲🫶

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Basil.

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Umm... A little help?

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"Princess"

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"Princess"

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"Princess"

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Falin's chimera design is so good I was mesmerized by her every time she showed up. Then I reached the part where Laios explain how absurd she is because she has a way too small mouth to feed such a huge body and I felt so guilty... I'm sorry miss Falin I was so engrossed by your glorious form that I didn't notice you were ill bred just like a little pug... Please forgive me..

#i must breed falin responsibly

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part two to marcille rolling to seduce dragon falin! (her nat 20'ing won the votes)

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A long goodbye to what we once had

my piece for the Sternzeit Tänze Zine hosted on twitter! thank you so much for having me and please check out the pdf! its free!

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I don't like showing much vulnerability online like I did as a kid and it feels good to keep my lil secrets and personal space.

that said, I'll be honest and say that having my(our old host) art completely ripped into by the internet not only hurt and traumatized us but it also made me almost give up art all together. I don't like panicking over small mistakes or slightly anatomical errors that are bound to happen. when you post your work online you are kinda opening yourself to many things, whether that be adornment, or pure hatred/mockery. still I believe putting yourself and your work out there is very brave. I'm glad I never dropped art.

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dragon g

g girl…

pr. ..

..etty.. .

Fanart of Falin Touden from Dungeon Meshi. I just finished reading it recently, incredible series.

(Psst I have prints of this available)

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i truly believe that this is the single most important panel in terms of falin’s characterisation 🍵

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laios in ep 15