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Monday Morning: @The hospital. around 10:30a.m

Sam: smiled softly,even though him and Santana have never seen eye to eye. He always knew what a good friend the Latina can be. And honestly he was just grateful for her at this point. “Well I guess I’m gonna have to thank her the next time I talk to her.” he said softly. Sam grabbed the ultrasound, smiling when he looked at the picture. “Thank you doctor.” he said as they walked out of the doctors office. He put the picture in his pocket as he grabbed his phone, but stopped when Alyssa turned to look at him. He was a little surprised that Alyssa was more than willing to talk about how awkward things were between them and Marley. But he was grateful that she pointed it out because he sure wasn’t going to. He nodded his head while she talked,and couldn’t help but smile. He knew that Alyssa was already a different person then she was a few months ago. But he was seeing a lot of growth from her and he was proud of her. He just wishes Marley would give them the closure that they deserved. Especially Alyssa. But Alyssa was right, if Marley didn’t want the closure then there wasn’t anything that they could do.He salute Alyssa “Yes Ma'am.." he chuckled, but turn serious "Thank you..Lyssie” he smiled when she said she was happy for him. “I don’t know how Marley is gonna react to the baby. But I can’t worry about that.. If she doesn’t accept it then.. That’s really on her..” he shrugged. Don’t get him wrong, he wanted to be with Marley. But he couldn’t worry about her feelings. When he had to make sure that the baby and Alyssa were good. “My focus right now is you.. And our little one..oh speaking off..” he snapped his fingers. “I’m gonna pick up some things that you’re gonna need. Especially since you are having back pain.”

Alyssa: smiled and quickly pulled Sam into a hug before taking a step back. "You really are gonna be a good dad Sam. I mean it. I'm really lucky that it's you and not some asshole I met at a bar," she nodded. "Now please, take me home so I can sleep, my feet are killing me."

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Monday Morning: @The hospital. around 10:30a.m

Sam:faced soften when Alyssa told him how much Santana was there for her. "Well.. If it means anything... I'm glad San was there for you... " he smiled softly, letting out a chuckle. "Well I'm friends with you.. So the people I hang out with can't be THAT questionable." he pointed. Sam was face instantly dropped when Alyssa brought up Marley. He was so wrapped up in how nervous he was, he forgot that he still needed to talk to Marley. "u-Um Yeah.. I'll talk to her about it when she comes back to New York.." he said softly. He tried not to show it but he was honestly nervous about everyone finding out. "No matter what.. They will be supportive." he sighed, praying to god that he wouldn't be wrong.

Alyssa: nodded. "She really was. She even watched me pee on three tests. Great bonding moment," she laughed. "Oh Sammy, I'm the most questionable one of them all." She noticed how quickly his mood changed when she mentioned Marley and she swallowed. Dr. Gupta handed them a copy of their ultrasound and smiled. "Well regardless I hope that it works out for you two in telling everyone. Alyssa, I'll see you in a month," she smiled. Alyssa climbed off the table and grabbed her coat and bag before walking out of the examination room. She waited until they were out of the hospital before turning to Sam. "Look, I can't keep walking around like there isn't this big elephant in the room. We're gonna have a kid and I don't want anything unsaid no matter how cringe it is." She inhaled and faced him fully. "You clearly have real feelings for Marley and as weird as it is that you're dating my ex-fiancee and I'm having your baby, I want you to know that I want you to be happy. Do I wish that she and I could at least have some kind of closure, sure but she doesn't want that and that's on her. You helped me realize that happiness doesn't have to be because of the person I'm dating." She swiped a piece of hair out of her face and continued. "Anyways I guess I'm trying to say that if Marley makes you happy, then there's no weirdness okay? I'm happy for you."

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Monday Morning: @The hospital. around 10:30a.m

Sam: sighed "She's my sister.. Shes gonna be around.. listen.. Charice isn't that bad.. You'll see.." he said softly, hoping that once Charice learned about the baby. Maybe she would attempt to be nicer to Alyssa. because he really did want her to be a big part of the baby's life. Sam groaned sitting back in his seat when Alyssa told him that Santana knew about the baby. Don't get him wrong he loved Santana to death. But he also knew she was gonna make her opinions on what happen known. "Well at least we have one friend knocked out. Now we just have the rest." he sighed. "I'm gonna tell Chris tomorrow.. alone.. Hopefully Britt won't be home.. I'm sure you probably want to tell her yourself.." he pointed out.

Alyssa: rolled her eyes but didn't speak. She didn't want to ruin a happy moment by talking about her and Charice's bad blood but she was the last person she wanted around her. "Hey, Santana is one of my best friends and she was there for me when I didn't know what to do. She helped and she didn't judge me," she reasoned. She gave him another eye roll and sat up in her bed. "You associate with the most questionable people but fine. I'll tell Britt myself...I'm gonna just assume you'll tell Marley since you two are whatever you are," she spoke. "That just leaves Benz."

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Monday Morning: @The hospital. around 10:30a.m

Sam: couldn't stop smiling once the doctor came back into room. Well until Alyssa reminded Sam that he was gonna have to deal with her brother. "Oh god.. Thank god Susan and Brittany loves me right?"he said trying his best not to get scared about telling people around them. Especially his sister in law. "Well speaking of.. I hope you're prepared for Charice..But don't worry.. I got your back.." he said softly. Sam reached down to rub Alyssa's stomach gently, "Hey little prince! It's me your daddy...you're mommy and I can't wait to meet you.." he smiled softly.

Alyssa: groaned loudly when he mentioned Charice. "Hard pass. I'd rather not deal with Queen Ratchet until baby boy is at least 18." Charice was the last person she was going to want around her much less her baby when he was born. But they'd deal with that when it came to it. First things first was telling their friends. "Well if it makes you feel any better Santana already knows. She was kinda there when I found out."

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Monday Morning: @The hospital. around 10:30a.m

Sam: chuckled along with Alyssa as he wiped away his own tears. He sat back in his chair facing Alyssa, watching the doctor put things away, leaving them alone. Sam was getting ready to point out how emotional Alyssa was, and beg her to be a part of the baby's life. But before he could say anything she had surprised him and said exactly what he was praying he would hear. He shook his head "Yon't don't have to ask" he got up to hug her. "I'm so happy that you changed your mind Lyssie! I was hoping that seeing the baby would get you to see that you want this baby as much as I already do." he said gently breaking the hug. "I don't know what the future holds. I just know that I can't raise our son without you... Our son needs you just as much as he is gonna need me. We got this." he smiled.

Alyssa: smiled at Sam's excitement. She wasn't sure she'd always feel like this about the baby or being a mother but she knew that she wanted to try. "We got this," she repeated back to him. She wiped at her eyes once more as Dr. Gupta came back in and gave them their ultrasound pictures. "So what now Doctor?" Alyssa asked. Dr. Gupta nodded. "Now, we make sure you get rest, stay calm, eat healthy and we have a monthly check up in a few weeks. By now your baby can hear you so I encourage you to talk to him. And I'd probably tell people soon because honestly you're starting to show," she teased. Alyssa frowned thinking of telling her family and friends. "Ugh, my parents are gonna kill me. And my brother. Ugh, he's gonna kill you Sam."

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Monday Morning: @The hospital. around 10:30a.m

Sam: watched the screen intensely, waiting for the baby to make an appearance.He was excited to see whether it was gonna be a boy or a girl. He gently squeezed Alyssa's hand letting her know that everything was going to be okay. Sam continue to stand there quietly until the baby finally their appearance. "oh m-" he he trailed, being speechless for the first time, feeling his eyes water. If you asked Sam how he was feeling in this moment all he would be able to tell you was that he feels overjoyed while looking at the ultrasound of their son. He remembered making fun of Chris and his dad for crying just from looking at the Ari's and Alley's ultrasound. But he instantly felt like a hypocrite, because here he was tearing up at the sight of the screen. Even though this was just a black and white screen shot of the baby. Sam could honestly say he was already in love with the baby. And even though he was really nervous about being a father. He couldn't wait to hold his son. Alyssa's voice pulled Sam out of his thoughts, causing him to look down at her, seeing tears in her eyes. "Yeah. It's a boy" he chuckled softly softly, leaning down to kiss her forehead, whipping away her tears with his free hand. "That's OUR son, Lyssa.." he smiled admiring the screen.

Alyssa: felt like an emotional mess. She used her free hand to wipe at her eyes and chuckled lightly at Sam's tears. She looked back at the screen, her heart filling with love and joy that she wasn't sure she remembered how to give anymore. And yet here she was, her child not even there yet and she was willing to do anything for this little person. She understood now all those times Brittany and Santana talked about being a mother and that it changes you and she truly felt changed. Dr. Gupta, went to turn the machine off and wiped the gel off of Alyssa's stomach. "I'll give you two a moment and then be back with your ultrasound picture." Alyssa sniffled as she left the room and looked up at Sam, her eyes red with unshed tears. "I know I don't have a right to say this but... Sam, I wanna be a part of this baby's life. I know it seems sudden but seeing his little head and feet... and hearing his heart. I love him... And we can make this work. If Tana and Chris, the man child he is, can be co-parents, so can we."

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Monday Morning: @The hospital. around 10:30a.m

Sam: gave her a reassuring smile, "No problem" he said softly. He watched her do as the doctor told her to do, laying down. He couldn't help but get excited about seeing his child for the first time. Because he knew once he seen the ultrasound everything was going to finally sink in that he was going to be a dad. He was a little taken back when Alyssa asked him to hold her hand. But he wasn't going to turn down the chance to be there for her. He got up to move his chair closer to her. He grabbing her hand softly,while sitting back down.

Alyssa: would be lying if she said she wasn't nervous. In fact she was terrified. Being pregnant was one thing but this was becoming real. She had yet to hear the baby's heartbeat and in a few moments, she was going to hear and see it for the first time. Dr. Gupta set up the ultrasound machine and squeezed some cold goo on her bare stomach. "Alright, lets see if we can find baby," Dr. Gupta smiled, using the wand to rub against Alyssa's stomach. At first, all she heard was a whooshing sound but before long, the rapid thump, thump of a heartbeat filled her ears. Alyssa stared at the screen in wonder and searched it, her eyes landing on the blurry image of her baby. A lump formed in her throat as she could finally see it. Whatever it was. "Baby is looking healthy," Dr. Gupta smiled, looking back at the screen. "And I think congratulations are in order. You've got yourself a healthy baby boy." She pointed to the screen and said something but Alyssa couldn't hear anything anymore, only the thumping of her baby's heart. Her son's heart. "A boy," she whispered, feeling her voice crack. She couldn't take her eyes off the screen and felt hot tears sting her eyes. She was terrified, yes but a new emotion took her over. Joy. She wasn't expecting it, in fact she figured this pregnancy would provide her with the opposite of joy but hearing her baby for real, brought a smile to her face. Alyssa turned to Sam, her lips quivering and smiled. "It's a boy."

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Monday Morning: @The hospital. around 10:30a.m

Sam:sat down in his seat, rubbing his hands together nervously, placing them on his knees. He frowned at bit as Alyssa talked about everything that she had been through since the pregnancy. He could only imagine what she must be going through, which is why Sam is trying so hard to be there for her. Especially since her blood pressure was a little high. He wanted to say something but he honestly didn't think it was the time, at least not now. The last thing he wanted was to irritate her while the doctor was trying to keep her calm. He just thought maybe he could figure something out to help her stay calm. "It's gonna be okay Lyssa.. I promise." he encouraged her.

Alyssa: smiled down at Sam's encouraging words. She might be having an awful time but one of her best friends was still there to help regardless of everything. "Thanks Sam." Dr. Gupta wrote down a note in her chart before clapping her hands. "Okay! Let's see this baby. Alyssa I'm gonna have you lay back and then I'm gonna rub some cold jelly on your stomach to see the baby okay?" Alyssa did as she was told and nervously inhaled. She turned to look at Sam and reached a hand for him. "Hold my hand?" she asked.

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Monday Morning: @The hospital. around 10:30a.m

Sam:smiled softly at the doctor, grateful that she was understanding to how nervous he was. He silently told himself to chill out. The last thing he wanted was to make himself look stupid in front of the doctor. He nodded his head at the doctor, and let Alyssa go head of him, before following the doctor to the back room.

Alyssa: followed Dr. Gupta to the back room and placed her bag down on the chair as the doctor began to explain. "So this should be a relatively painless procedure. I'm just gonna check your blood pressure and then we'll get the ultrasound and find out whether we're having a girl or a boy," Dr. Gupta smiled. "Alyssa if you wanna have a seat on the examination table. Sam you can sit over there." She pointed to the chair and pulled out her clipboard. "So Mom... how have you been? Any complaints, pain or ailments I should know about?" Alyssa blew out some air and nodded. "Uh yeah... my feet ache all the time. My back hurts and I keep getting this weird headaches. I pee every ten minutes. My hands feel fat and my ribs hurt. So basically everything." Dr. Gupta laughed lightly and nodded as she went to take her blood pressure. "Mmmm pregnancy." She frowned a bit at the number on the monitor and nodded. "Your blood pressure is a little high for being just shy of six months. I know this is a huge change but if you want a healthy baby and to deliver healthily, I need you to take it easy okay?" Alyssa nodded as the doctor took the strap off her arm. "Okay."

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Monday Morning: @The hospital. around 10:30a.m

Sam: sadly nodded as Alyssa spoke about how she was feeling. He hated that Alyssa really didn't want to be a part of their baby's life. He honestly didn't know how he was gonna do this without her, once the baby was born. And it hurt him even more just thinking about it. He sighed softly, praying that maybe once her eyes lock with their son or daughter that she will change her mind. "It's okay Lyssa... I'm not judging you...Like I said.. I'm here for the baby.. and for you as well." he said honestly. He quickly got out of his seat when the doctor approached. "hi" he chuckled nervously, reaching over to shake her head. "Nice to meet you as well. Dr.Gupta." he said shaking her hand a little to hard. He realized what he was doing , and quickly moved his hand away. "Sorry..I'm just a little nervous." he mumbled.

Alyssa: knew that she didn't deserve a friend like Sam. She knew that he was going to be the best father around and even if she didn't have a relationship with this child. she knew that it would be okay. She stood when she saw her doctor approach and sighed, her back aching. "Hi Doctor," she smiled. Dr. Gupta shook her hand and smiled at Sam's nervousness. "Don't worry about it. Most first time parents have a wide range of emotion. How about we go in the back and see about your baby?" she asked, leading the way to the back rooms.

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Monday Morning: @The hospital. around 10:30a.m

Sam: was about to defend himself but quickly changed his mind when he noticed that Alyssa really was having a hard time. "I-I'm sorry.. okay. I don't mean to be overbearing. I'm just nervous.. that's all.." he sighed, "I dial it back some.." he said offering her a small smile.

Alyssa: shook her head, nervously playing with her shirt. "I'm not as excited as you okay?" she admitted. "You know that. And your nervous is different than mine. Yours is kind of excited right? Mine is dread... I just... I feel like my life is turning upside down in the worst way and I know that sounds bad but it's how I feel." She went to say more but was interrupted by her doctor approaching them. "Alyssa, good to see you again. This must be dad," she said extending her hand to Sam. "Nice to meet you I'm Dr. Gupta."

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Monday Morning: @The hospital. around 10:30a.m

Sam: didn't think he could be as nervous about anything then he was right now. But yet here he was shaking his right leg, trying his best to calm his nerves down. Sure this was just an ultrasound of the baby, but this was still a pretty big deal to him. He took a deep breath trying his best not to make Alyssa nervous, because even though she claim she wasn't going to be a part of the baby's life. He still wanted to make sure he didn't freak her out while she was carrying his child. He had read in some of the baby books that he had gotten that the only way to keep the mother calm was if the father and everyone around them were calm too. Sam noticed a couple whispering harshly to each, and sighed. "hey! do you mind! My baby's mother do doesn't need you guys stressing her out okay!" he said glaring at them, as they could rolled their eyes, going back to their heated discussion. "hello! Do I have to get you kicked out of here?" he asked earning a fuck you from the couple while they got up to go to the other side of the big waiting room "I swear the nerve of some people." he whispered, turning to Alyssa. "Are you okay?" he asked gently,rubbing her back. "Do you need some water? I read that water is good for you and the baby."

Alyssa: was suddenly regretting telling Sam he could come to her doctor's appointment. On the one hand, he'd always been attentive and cared about those around him but right now he was being downright overbearing. He damn near lost his mind when she said that they should drive separate and after giving in and having him pick her up, he drove slower than a half blind old man. She was glad that he cared but they were both taking this pregnancy way differently. She was eager for it to be over while Sam was treating her like she was dying. Alyssa sighed as he snapped at the couple and shook her head. "Sam. I know you're doing this because you care about me and the... um... baby," she struggled to say, still having a hard time with this. "... but I need you to chill out. You can't yell at strangers for talking loud. I'm pretty sure the thing doesn't even have ears yet. And like I told you five minutes ago, I'm fine. I don't need water okay?!" She wasn't trying to be mean but the farther along she got in this pregnancy, the crankier she got. Her back hurt all the time, her feet hurt and her boobs would not stop growing. She felt like a mule carrying around something she didn't want.

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Welp least they didn't have to go to Maury to get a DNA rest lol

ooc: Haha that’s true. Alyssa would run from the cameras regardless haha. 

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Summary: Alyssa finally breaks the news to Sam that she’s pregnant. How will he react? (ooc: This is hella late but enjoy!) 

Alyssa: could feel the sweat forming on the palms of her hands as she walked up to Sam’s penthouse. She was nauseous and as much as she wished it was from morning sickness, she knew it was because she was nervous. She was pregnant. With her friend’s baby. All because of a stupid few minutes that she instantly regretted. She wished she could take it back. She so badly wished that she listened to that little voice in her head that said that Sam was not it and that sleeping with him would be a huge mistake. But she ignored the red flags and went ahead anyways. The baby wasn’t the only thing she regretted. She felt like hadn’t seen Sam in weeks and as awkward as it was for them, they were still friends despite everything. He’d helped her when she was at her lowest and she had barely spoken to him since their hook up. Alyssa sighed and rang the doorbell, making sure to not look too pregnant, whatever that meant. She’d gained some weight, mostly in her boobs but thankfully she could hide her growing stomach with layers.

Sam: was on the couch facetiming with Presley, going over some last finishing touches of the designs that they were going to put in their new art gallery in Florida. “Alright Pres.. I’m gonna let you go...But let me know when Debbie gets back with you about those documents.” he said, earning a salute from his friend before he ended the call. “Nerd” he chuckled, placing his phone down as the doorbell rang throughout his condo. “Anni-” he caught himself before finishing saying her name. “Right I gave her the week off..” he sighed, getting off the couch to jog to the door. He thought maybe Marley was stopping by unexpectedly again, so he didn’t even bother to see who it was. He opened the door with a smile, only to freeze when he saw Alyssa standing at the door. “u-Uh.. Hey..” he said awkwardly. Don’t get Sam wrong he was happy to see her, just a little surprised especially after everything that has happened.  He stood there for a second before realizing he had been staring at her a little too long. “I- mean.. Come in..” he said, standing back to give her room.

Alyssa: felt her heartbeat pick up in the worst way as she walked into Sam's house. This was it. She was telling him that she was pregnant with his baby. Come hell or high water, she was going to do it. She hated to admit that Santana was right but she owed it to Sam to tell him about the baby. Even if she didn't want to keep it. She cleared her throat as she walked in, self consciously holding her bag in front of her and turned around to face him. "Did I catch you at a bad time?"

Sam: shook his head no as he held the door so it wouldn’t close on her. “No not all.. I-I just got done with a meeting with Pres.” he said softly. As awkward as he felt, he was really happy to see her, “What brings you by? I didn’t really expect to see you..” he said, rolling his eyes at his comment “Not that I don’t want to see.. Because I do.. You’re my friend. I mean why wouldn’t I not want to see my friend.. It’s just..” he trailed off taking a deep breath, telling himself to relax. “Sorry.. You know me.. I-I don’t do well in awkward situations.” he chuckled lightly.

Alyssa: blinked a few times as Sam rambled on and held up a hand to stop him. "Relax, you're giving me a headache," she said, inhaling slowly. "Um, can we sit? There's kinda something I need to talk to you about."

Sam: was starting to see that Alyssa wasn’t here for them to catch up just from the way she was talking to him. “Oh okay.. Yeah! Let's go into the living room.” he said softly, walking toward the couches, so they could sit down. He sat on the couch across from her, rubbing his hands together nervously. “Is everything okay?”

Alyssa: took a seat on the couch across from Sam and took a deep breath. She could do this. Nothing about her choices would change. She didn't want to be a mother and if Sam wanted this baby, he could have it. She just needed to tell him that there was a baby to be had. "So... um... remember New Years?" She closed her eyes, wishing that she'd started this differently. "Look I just want you to know this doesn't have to change either of our lives and while some options have been taken away because of time, we have other options. And I'm not asking for your help in any way but really it would eat me alive if I didn't tell you and-" she stopped herself, realizing that it was her turn to ramble. "Sam, I'm pregnant.... I'm really pregnant. And it's yours," she swallowed.

Sam: watched her closely seeing that was having a hard time trying to get out whatever it was that she wanted to tell him. He was gonna give her some encouraging words but the minute she mentioned New years. He quickly tensed up, not knowing exactly what to say. He just kept telling himself that she was here to let him have it about what happened. And honestly she had every right to be annoyed with him. That night should have never happened and he felt bad for how it made her feel. “Yeah...I’m really sorry Lyssie.. I-I never wanted you to feel the way that I made you feel. You mean a lot to me…” he said softly as she continued to speak. He was trying to keep her from exploding or at least he assumed she was about to. “I know you hate me..” he ranted, not really paying attention to what she was saying. He just wanted her to know how sorry he was. “Bu-” he was about to say until he heard the last thing she would ever say to him. He sat back in shock looking at her as if she had sucker-punched him. “W-What?” he whispered, feeling his heart beating out of his chest. “Pregnant?” he said more to himself to help him process the reality of what was going on.

Alyssa: nodded. "Yeah... look I'll admit I avoided you for a while because that night just did not go as planned and was a huge mistake but then I started feeling weird and I took a few tests and it confirmed." She brushed a piece of hair out of her face. "I um... I tried to terminate the pregnancy but um my doctor said it was too late. I'm almost 5 months at this point um..." She tried to take a calming breath but as it came out, she burst into tears, cupping her face as she did. "This wasn't supposed to happen like this and I know you must be so upset with me but I swear I didn't want this. I don't want this," she sniffled. "I just thought you should know that there's this thing we made and ugh... I feel so stupid." She stood up, grabbing her bag. "I'm sorry I came in here and just ruined your life. If you never wanna speak to me again, that's fine too. Just know I won't hurt this baby. I might not want it but I won't hurt it."

Sam: wanted to yell at himself for letting this happen, in his mind he couldn’t be a father. He didn’t think he would make a good one whatsoever. All he kept thinking about was how messed up the kid would be if it had him for a father. He told himself that no matter what he wasn’t going to become a father. And as fate would have it, here he was being told that he got his best friend pregnant. He sat there silently as Alyssa explained why she had been avoiding him. And if he was honest he understood her reasoning for it. Especially wanting to get rid of it. They both have talked about how neither one of them wanted to be a parent. Sam was so wrapped up in his head that he didn’t notice that Alyssa was crying until he heard her sobs. He instantly thought about what Alyssa must be going through. This was something that he helped create. And even though she was obviously scared. Here she was telling him that he had every right to be mad at her. “Lyssie no..” he tried as she grabbed her stuff. He quickly got up, grabbing her arms. “Hey… Hey..” he said, making her look at him. “Please.. Calm down… I-I’m not mad at you.. If anything. I owe you an apology. I’m sure I’m the last person you wanted a baby with..” he sighed, gently grabbing her stuff out of her hand to place them back on the table. “Please know you didn’t ruin my life Lyssie..” he said honestly.

Alyssa: shook her head and sniffled loudly. "I wasn't supposed to have a baby with anyone. Not yet anyways. I had a plan and then this just blew it up," she cried. She knew that he was saying these things to console her but the more he tried the more awful she felt. "Sam just stop. I know this is going to ruin everything. I mean I'm not supposed to be the mother of your kid... and you're finally happy and this thing ruins it all."

Sam: understood what she meant. She wanted this with the person she was going to marry and he hated that things would play out the way she wanted them to. She deserved to be happy with the person she wanted to be with.  “I’m so sorry… I really am.. I-” he sighed as he thought went to Marley. He would be lying if he wasn’t thinking about what was gonna happen now since him and Marley. But he wasn’t going to let her raise this baby by herself. Even though this didn't have plans in life. He wasn’t going to just act as if he doesn’t have a kid coming into this world. “Lyssie… I-I can’t just let you go and act as if this isn’t my child… I know I didn’t want to be a father.. But I’m not gonna turn my back on you or the baby.” he said softly, realizing that no matter what he said or how supportive he was. It was clear that Alyssa didn’t want this baby. He heard her when she said the doctor told her that she couldn’t abort the child. So the only option was adoption. “Lyssie?! We can raise this child... Nothing has to change... And if Marley can’t understand what’s going to happen... Then.. it wasn’t meant to be..” he said reaching over to wipe her tears away. “But.. I can see in your eyes you don’t want this child..” he said sadly. Even though Sam was scared shitless and he really didn’t know what the hell he was going to do. He knew he couldn’t just walk away, even if he wanted to. “And that’s okay.. BUt I-I can’t let you put it up for an adoption Lyssie..”

Alyssa: stared at her friend and shook her head at his blind optimism. He always looked on the brighter side, no matter how horrible or dire the situation seemed. "Sam, I have no desire to be a mother. I don't want this baby so I'm planning on looking into adoption. I'm nowhere near the right headspace to do this." She sighed, her decision made. "Sam I told you this because I owe it to you but I have no plans to raise a kid. If that's what you want, fine, but you have another 4 months to decide." She dried her eyes and reached for her bag, pulling out a business card with a date on it. "This is my doctor. Um... she said at my next check up, you should come and we can find out the gender."

Sam: felt sad that Alyssa didn’t want anything to do with the child and as much as he wanted to try his best to talk her into being okay with the idea. He didn’t want to push her too hard, the last thing he wanted to do was to stress her out even more than she obviously was. He took a shaky breath and nodded his head when she told him that he could raise the child if he wanted to. “I-I want to..” he said honestly without giving it another thought. He had four months to prepare himself and his family for the changes that were about to happen. Sam gently grabbed the card out of her hand, not realizing that he was smiling when she mentioned that he would be able to find out what they would be having. “Okay.. I’ll be there..”

Alyssa: knew that she probably looked like a horrible person but she hadn't lied. She was going to do everything she could to protect this baby until it was born and then it wouldn't be her problem anymore. She hadn't quite wrapped her mind around what it would look like for her friend to raise a child that was half hers but she had no plans to think about that. In fact, her only plan was to have this baby and move far away so that she wasn't reminded of this huge mistake that she made. "Thanks," she grabbed her bag and went to walk to the door but paused, turning to face her friend one last time. "For what it's worth Sam, I know that you'll be a good dad."

Sam: nodded his head when Alyssa told him that he would be a good dad, “That means a lot..” he smiled sadly, as he watched her leave. He let out a long sigh while he sat down on the couch, looking down at the card that Alyssa had given him. “I’m gonna be a father,” he said, still in total shock. He had told himself that he would never have kids, just because he was scared of what kind of parent he would end up being. But yet as fate would have it. He was having a kid, and even though he was scared out of his mind, and had NO idea how he was going to tell his friends or family...let alone Marley. He knew no matter what happens, he was gonna make sure that he was gonna do his best to be the best friend he could be. He just hoped that maybe as the time gets closer Alyssa would come around and want to be a part of the baby's life as well. “Please let her change her mind...” he sighed softly.

#para: F is for father #dyfam rp

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Text: Sanlyssa

Santana: haha that is FOULLLLLLLL! haha Listen maybe Sam only has game when it comes to Mercedes.. But then again that's still not saying much. YES old age! Okay! It can happen! And I'm sticking by my excuse okay!

Alyssa: you know I'm right! haha maybe. If so let's start praying for Marley now. Okay fair enough. lol

#text: Santana

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Text: Sanlyssa

Santana: desperate times calls for desperate measures I guess lol. I get it. But I'm glad that you see that you deserve good things. haha not use having a girls night talking shit about Sammy Jr.. lol But listen.. I like to blame the first time on the fact I was just a horny teenager lol.. and my excuse for the second time... I blame it on my old age... It happens.

Alyssa: Yeah, me too... haha listen okay I was not only disappointed in the lack of "effort" put in but I'd wondered like why Cedes kept going back all those times but I realize, our poor dear friend Mercedes must have never actually had good dick in her life. No wonder she's playing for the other team now. She knows. hahaha Tana! Old age haha. There's gotta be a better excuse then that.

#text: Santana

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Text: Sanlyssa

Santana: Well.. At least you learned your lesson the first time around.. Unlike myself. Honestly.. I thought Marley would be the last person he would be with... She's not really his type...Yeah I get it. I felt the same way, when Chris and Britt got together. It's hard watching someone you were once with be with someone else. But you're gonna be okay Alyssa. I have a lot of faith in you. You deserve to be happy. and you WILL be happy. You just gotta believe that. nooooo not the community dick! lol Poor Sammy...Never thought this would happen.. lol

Alyssa: I'm not even sure what Sam's type is anymore. For the longest time I thought he didn't like white girls and then he started flirting with me and I was in shock lol... yeah I know. I know I deserve someone who will love me and believe me completely and that person wasn't Marley. But still... haha listen, you, me, Cedes and Marley can sit around and compare notes and someone can explain to me how you all thirsted after him despite his less than stellar bedroom skills because I don't get it lol

#text: Santana #ooc: They are so messy haha.