fuckmyfuture-fuckmypast

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My problem is I never healed I just kept going

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You could’ve, but you didn’t

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“Maybe your right. It hurts but isn’t that hard to believe. So, maybe your right. But I don’t care. I’ve weighed the options- losing them or trusting them or losing them by trusting them. Maybe I’m a terrible judge of character. But I choose to trust them. And I know it could end in chaos. But isn’t that what trust is? Knowing it could all crumble to ashes but choosing to stay anyways.”

- S. C. C.

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“It’s funny. What I wanted, over all the years, hasn’t changed. I still want someone to stand infront of my door in the rain when I need them. I want someone to read my poetry and understand it at heart. Someone who’ll check my Tumblr, who’ll do things with me, for me, just because I enjoy them. But the last years showed me that all I’ll get is someone who’ll break up over the phone. Someone who’ll critique my words. Someone who’ll put themselves first, always, but will drop me if I’d do the same. Romance may still live inside me, but not anymore as a hope, but as a secretly kept fantasy.”

— withthoseangeleyes

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BAAO

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“I wish I could be more.”

— Six word Story

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This is the kind of love I've been needing, a stable, calm, we got eachother's back kinda love. It may not be the head over heels, crazy teenage love, but it's love. And I'm hoping she'll stay.

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Maar terugkomen, is niet hetzelfde als blijven.

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“Today I missed you and it didn’t hurt to miss you like the earth longs for the rain when summer begins to fade, and it needs the drops to soothe the feeling of transition. Today I missed you and I was happy for the space you left how it was empty, null but not at all broken when autumn suddenly comes to take the leaves to the ground so that the trees can remember their roots. Today I missed you and I was there at the supermarket sniffing the flowers that reminded me of how beautiful a struggle winter is because what comes after that was the day I first kissed your smile that’s as annihilating as your giggle. Today I missed you and that’s all these words can express because you were searching for something while I was searching for something else and we both had to let go for our truths and honestly, I hope you find what makes you spring.”

— juansen dizon, Today I missed you

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“I won’t say it wasn’t meant to be, because it was. We were. only for a short while, maybe. But we were.”

— Unknown

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“How beautiful to find a heart that loves you, without asking you for anything, but to be okay.”

— Khalil Gibran

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“Bij u, lijkt elke avond een vrijdag.”

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Concept: someone loves me and takes care of me and fucks me good

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Keys to a good relationship:

1. Communication

2. Laughter

3. Rough sex

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“‘Houden van’ doe je niet snel verkeerd, maar toch loopt het vaak fout af.”

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