𝐆𝐀𝐕𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐋'𝐒 𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐎𝐎𝐒.
¹ 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜. location : right 𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐛𝐨𝐧𝐞. age 18. reconciliation of self + acceptance of his life / reality. an attempt at embracing it.
² 𝚊𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕. location : right inner 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐦. age 19. heart hidden just below the sleeve.
³ 𝚍𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐨𝐧. location : left front 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧. age 20. another attempt at embracing what was once hated and feared.
⁴ 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒏. location : left 𝐫𝐢𝐛𝐜𝐚𝐠𝐞, side positioned. an ode to apollo.
⁵ 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚝. location : stretched across the front of his 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐭. intended to cover the scars from top surgery. age 18. note * thinner and longer than pictured, wings stretched wide and long to cover the span of the scars.
⁶ 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭. location : 𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐥𝐞𝐬, wrapped around. right design stretches taller than the left. both are cover ups of his self harm scars. age 20. a birthday gift to himself. hidden in the right is an alligator.
⁷ 𝗿𝗼𝘀𝗲 𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚘𝚘. location : inner left 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡. age 19.
⁸ 𝒄𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒌𝒖𝒍𝒍. location : upper right 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐝𝐞. age 18. beloved beetlejuice, his oldest friend and support.
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just realized i’ve never mentioned it here but gavriel + 𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 is something that is incredibly particular. he is hyper aware when it comes to how & . where he touches others, and vice versa. it is something that he craves so deeply yet is unfamiliar with. especially kind touch, and unfamiliar with giving. he’s had very few friends and few close enough to be comfortable engaging in physical touch with, partly due to childhood trauma and partly due to excessive bullying in his younger years ( middle school into junior year ). anxiety often pushes him to overthink as well, overanalyzing each placement, the weight of it, the frequency of it, the meaning behind it, if it’s welcome, what happens when he gets used to it and it vanishes ? baby steps. the more he gets used to your consistent presence, the more he has time to grow comfortable, the more he’ll gradually begin to initiate physical touch. touch him and he’ll grow accustomed to it, feel less and less like a live wire into something softer, content. like easing yourself into the deep end of the pool.
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𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐧.
originally started by apollo. now carried on by gavriel, even if the original garden is located home in louisiana. wherever gavriel travels, without her, he sets up a garden, no matter how small ( a simple singular tomato plant on a city fire escape ) and no matter where. carrying a piece of her with him. what can often be found here : cherry tomatoes, beefsteak tomatoes, plum tomatoes, salad tomatoes, roma tomatoes, early girls, zuchinni, cucumber, squash, romaine, spinach, kale, radish, broccoli, strawberries, various wild flowers. the flower garden is somewhat separate but known to contain flowers such as azalea, savanna phlox, blue sage, black eyed susans, lavender, etc. the garden provides solace and at one time, purpose, and is often used as a safe space. he’s become very quietly proud of his garden and if he shares it with you it is a sign of significant trust.
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𝐰𝐞𝐛𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞. 𝗀𝖺𝗏𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗅 + 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟. ¹ / .
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𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 : 𝖘𝖊𝖑𝖋 ( ¹ / )
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𝖓𝖘𝖋𝖜 headcanons .
oral. receiving, giving, he’s very comfortable with both, and a very natural talent due to how attentive he is. play with his hair, pull it, guide him as he goes down on you. hold his thighs or hips down, tangle your fingers with his as you go down on him. including rimming.
penetration ( receiving ). for the most part gavriel is fairly comfortable with receiving penetration vaginally. can be tentative at first, but for the most part, if he’s engaging in sex with you, there is a level of comfort and trust he feels with you where he is fine with vaginal sex. anal is not not enjoyed, but typically partaken in less depending on the partner. more often the cleaning and prep is tedious to gav and not everyone knows how to make it feel good, so it’s more case by case.
penetration ( giving ). in all areas for giving when it comes to penetration, gavriel is more than happy with. he’s literally strapped and ready to go. pick ur size. most of the time vibrates for both parties.
highkey u should let him ride. dick, face, fingers, etc.
when it comes to preferences, he really doesn’t have a preference for whether he tops or bottoms, both are fine, but he’s really not a dominant personality, in or out of bed. there is a submissive lean most of the time, though this is also something that varies partner to partner. pretty fond of being manhandled though. is open to being more dominant though depending on the partner <33
he really likes focusing on his partner and making them feel good, i think service is definitely part of his love language that translates to sex. if his partner is happy, he’s pretty happy, he enjoys the satisfaction of their pleasure and especially if it’s followed by praise. another reason he likes having very vocal partners.
speaking of praise ....... literally one of the best ways to get him going. please. he’ll feel so appreciated and cared for.
gavriel does have some interest in some of the less vanilla areas of sex such as mild impact play ( spanking, crop ), ropes, mild pain play, etc. most of this is receiving but he’s typically open to at least try anything you may be interested in too. these are typically areas of sex though that he has to have a very comfortable and trusting connection with a partner, and it varies greatly by partner.
* sex is not something that’s inherently intimate / romantic for everyone, and while it’s not necessarily romantic for him, it is usually more intimate. this doesn’t mean non platonic intimacy only because that is included here for gavriel with sex. u could be best friends and have sex and that’s intimate and platonic. that being said, he’s not opposed to casual hook ups or even one night stands, but prefers them among friends vs. strangers.
if you both have that kind of comfort and dynamic with each other, come inside
very touch and aftercare inclined. especially likes laying with his partners afterward, wrapped up in each other and falling asleep like that.
being choked is hit or miss, sometimes it’s a large point of anxiety for him, so checking in beforehand is important, but sometimes .. loves it. is a lot more tentative when it comes to choking a partner, but can be eased into trying.
please appreciate his ass, it’s really such a nice ass, thanks. perfect for marks.
when it comes to volume, gavriel initially tends to start out quiet, just out of habit, biting back sounds until he either forgets, stops caring, or simply can’t anymore, so he falls more on the grows in volume over time category. but can get fairly loud when he stops caring.
his sex drive really is a fluctuating thing. it can range anywhere from low to average to high. most of the time it settles at average, low usually tends to be when he’s feeling mentally lower or more anxious than usual. but when it’s high, he’s really kind of insatiable.
ok last one bc it’s 3 am ♡ but. marking. bites, bruises, hickies. cover him. also prone to leaving little bites and hickies all over his partners too. ok that’s it for now </3
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𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 : 𝐒𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐙
𝒓𝒆𝒍. 𝘢𝘶𝘯𝘵. → marriage to 𝘦𝘷𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘳 ( uncle. brother of julius tailler. deceased. ) forty - nine ( 𝚐𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚒𝚊𝚗 )
you are no mother. no wife. barely a sister, and it’s been a long time since you were someone’s daughter.
but you are an aunt. you are the last this child has, and he is the last you have had in longer than you want to remember. you never wanted children but he never asked to be abandoned. neither did you.
none of your life is adaptable for children. he is eight and your home is so empty it can barely be called a place of living you work. you travel. you haven’t taken a holiday in years, if you think about it. but you are all he has.
he doesn’t speak and you try not to feel as though you’re failing. it’s . . normal, they say. a response to severe trauma. he is eight and you are trying to adapt to your new life. you cannot imagine what is his own, world uprooted without care. he is ten, finally, a yes cracking through so soft you might’ve missed it. you drop the bowl you asked if he wanted. it shatters, but he doesn’t flinch, looks kind of like he was expecting that.
it isn’t perfect. he doesn’t tell you everything and maybe that’s normal. you never told your parents everything. maybe that’s why you worry. you do better than them though, you make damn sure. even if he won’t come to you, you support him. it is all you can do sometimes, just remind him. be there. it is all he will let you do. you can’t push with him. you hope and you will hold onto that hope that one day he’ll come to you. that he’ll let himself burrow into your love. however long it takes, you’ll hope.
you are not his mother, but he is yours. some days, you wait by the phone, just in case. you can’t miss it. some days you dig and re dig through the mail, holding on. you’ll always hope. you’ll always be there.
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