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"Naoto-kun, wait up!" There wasn't a lot that Chie could think of to give Naoto for their birthday. Having been severely advised not to cook anything for them and a plethora of ideas for what she could possibly get them, she landed on a pretty simple option. "I know it's a pretty special day today so I figured we could go out to eat somewhere, my treat!"

#✰ — IC ✶ Racing With The Stars #Open #✰ — Chie ✶ Voice Of The Bashful #Naotos of the universe I give you an opportunity ))

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"Oh, Niijima-san, I heard it was your birthday today." Ken wasn't particularly close to the class President but he could at least acknowledge her birthday out of common courtesy. Swiftly he locates and presents a book that shows its age in minimal creases at the corners of the book's pages but was otherwise in pretty great condition. "I think I've caught you reading a few times and that reminded me of a book I borrowed from a friend of mine a while ago. It's been so long and I've read it so many times I figured maybe you might like it instead. I'm not sure if you like historical fiction, but it's a good read. Happy Birthday!"

#✰ — IC ✶ Racing With The Stars #Open #✰ — Ken ✶ Too Young To Die; Too Old To Cry #✰ — Ken ✶ Verse; My tell-tale heart's a hammer in my chest; V2 #Any and all Makotos are free to answer #One more reblog for the morning crowd #✰ — Queued ✶ Traveling Through The Solar System

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#✰ — Phoenix ✶ Musings; It's Written In The Stars #✰ — Queued ✶ Traveling Through The Solar System

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"Oh, Niijima-san, I heard it was your birthday today." Ken wasn't particularly close to the class President but he could at least acknowledge her birthday out of common courtesy. Swiftly he locates and presents a book that shows its age in minimal creases at the corners of the book's pages but was otherwise in pretty great condition. "I think I've caught you reading a few times and that reminded me of a book I borrowed from a friend of mine a while ago. It's been so long and I've read it so many times I figured maybe you might like it instead. I'm not sure if you like historical fiction, but it's a good read. Happy Birthday!"

#✰ — IC ✶ Racing With The Stars #Open #Happy birthday to all the Makotos #✰ — Ken ✶ Too Young To Die; Too Old To Cry #✰ — Ken ✶ Verse; My tell-tale heart's a hammer in my chest #✰ — Ken ✶ Verse; My tell-tale heart's a hammer in my chest; V2 #You can assume who he got the book from originally based off of context clues ))

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     "I  think  for  many  of  us,  dearest,  it  can  come  as  a  surprise  to  learn  that  love  and  war  often  go  hand  in  hand.  Opposite  forces,  yet  this  connects  them,  doesn't  it.  The  fiercest  passions  of  gods  and  mortals!  Isn't  that  right,  Lord  Ares?"

         "Mortals  are  so  bent  on  clinging  to  their  lives,  that  many  among  them  would  gladly  kill  for  it.  The  surge  of  emotion  which  they  feel...  one  passion  is  no  different  from  another,  Lady  Aphrodite,  dear."

#✰ — Self Promo ✶ Self Exploration And Conquest #✰ — Promo ✶ Shine Your Brightest Northern Star #A PROMO I GUESS?? DANI IS INSANE??? )) #THANK YOU DANI THIS LOOKS GREAT )) #hades rp #hades game rp #supergiant games rp

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Oh to write a forbidden love plot ...

#✰ — OOC ✶ Look Among The Galaxy #The appeal is too much for me to resist )) #One of my favorite tropes by far ))

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So I've been kind of on the fence about this but would anyone be interested in interacting with Hidetoshi from Persona 3? Might fuck around and find out. And no one should be surprised by this but yeah I'm gonna add Clove (Valorant), fake gasp. They're legitimately hilarious and I have an addiction, look away.

#✰ — OOC ✶ Look Among The Galaxy #I could just test him tbh )) #Clove's sense of humor is perfect they're legitimately a delight ))

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Eyes watch as she unravels in front of him and his smirk grows sporting a pleasant hum when his words inevitably sink in. There are facades she gives most that he's learn to weasel his way through, even if his reasons this time were entirely selfish. With ease she falls into him, as if she were meant to be there from the start and wordlessly he frames her, even if just for a second while their privacy allows him to. Here, in his arms, under the influence of his promises, the title 'leader' crumbles under simple words and sweet nothings as if it were flimsy from the start. Perhaps to the common eye but not he, the one that amuses himself with the knowledge that he's the only one that knows this side of her.

"Fine," he chuckles while hands suddenly find themselves on her waist, breath still gently brushing against her skin. "We'll finish this quickly and then I'll give you exactly what you need." It's a promise made in a low tone and less than subtle intentions. Just as easily as his hands rest on her body they slip away, along with the rest of his presence as he tries to keep their private plans in the back of his mind with a clear of his throat and the smirk that previously led that charge disappears. Any signs of his mischief now completely faded away while the next few words that leave his lips are completely detached from his earlier comments, as if they never happened in the first place.

"We'll get what we need and get out. Seems simple enough." Yoru rolls his shoulders back as the anticipation of another mission finally finds its way into his posture, eager to rid himself of these restricting clothes as soon as humanly possible. "They better be worth the effort of us getting dressed up like this."

and  he  cleans  up  so  WELL   ,  sage  inhales  sharply  at  seeing  him  ,  even  just  to  herself  ,  because  just  when  she  thinks  she  can  stop  ,  thinks  she  can  STOP  it  all  ,  call  it  quits  ,  call  the  unprofessionalism  and  the  BEATING  her  chest  offers  will  dissipate  ,  and  then  she  sees  him  ,  and  her  mouth  goes  dry  .   OH  .  oh  .  eyes  watch  and  FOLLOW  his  move  ,  up  until  he's  behind  her  .

so  sensitive  to  EVERYWHERE  he  is  :  knows   him  ,  tracks  him  ,  electricity  at  his  TOUCH  .   just  a  ghost  of  a  touch  ,  just  a  clone  ,   but  senses  are  OVERWHELMED  ,  everything  goes  FUZZY  ,  everything  goes  blank  when  FEELING  his  breath  on  her  ear   .  (   how  do  you  forget  that  ?  how  do  you  forget  the  man  who  made  you  more  human  than  anyone  else  could  ?  how  do  you  forget  his  touch  ?   you  don't  ,  you  can't  ,  and  all  you  do  is  crave  and  CRAVE  him  .   pick  his  voice  out  in  every  CROWD  ,   always  searching  for  him  in  places  he  shouldn't  be  ,  he's  yours  ,  he's  yours  ,  and  you're  his  ,  and  you'd  have  it  no  other  way  .  )    ❛    ryo  ...    ❜   a  gentle  whisper  ,  bordering  on  a  whimper  ,   feels  herself  leaning  into  him  ,     ❛    don't  ---  do  not  do  this  to  me  ,    ❜     sage  says  quietly   ,      ❛    it's  ...  it's  a  MISSION  ,  i  ---  we  need  to  be  focused  ,  i  cannot  do  that  ---  i  cannot  do  that  with  you  ---   ❜    leans  closer  into  him  ,  into  his  BREATH  ,  letting  her  eyes  flutter  shut  as  she  lets  a  sigh  escape  her  LIPS  .  

and  then  ,  quickly  ,  needily  ,   hand  clenching  and  UNCLENCHING  as  she  does  so  ,    ❛    it  is  yours  .  to  take  off  after  --  after  the  mission  .  i  ---  i  am  yours  . i need you .    ❜   

#✰ — IC ✶ Racing With The Stars #knifvd #✰ — Yoru ✶ I'm a friend of the devil; a dangerous rebel #✰ — Queued ✶ Traveling Through The Solar System #suggestive tw

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Even as the hat atop her head is weighed ever so slightly by the drops that fell she remains gleeful and intrigued by the other agent's answers, far too focused on Neon to pay much attention to the threat of rain or the consequences that could become of getting caught in the middle of it. Neon's worst case scenario does provoke a snort from the engineer as she entertains the idea briefly and then quite earnestly. "Oho the thought of you carrying me is already silly in itself but sprinting with me in your arms sounds like a challenge." She wasn't particularly heavy or anything but sprinting while holding an entire person (a person that happens to be taller, in Neon's case) offered its hurdles. Killjoy was aware that Neon was more toned than she and likely stronger but that didn't change the fact that Killjoy still had a little more height, and more weight meant a tricky uphill battle both in balance and strength.

She would still let her try, of course.

"Ahh, little baby Neon floundering about in water. That's actually adorable when you think about it. Oh I can just imagine how cute you must have been, oh so precious!" The grin spread across her face makes her cheeks her while her mind buzzed with mental images of a much smaller, frazzled Neon first grasping the idea of how to control her abilities. The very cute thought of Neon as a baby was possibly garnering the biggest reaction though. "But maybe we could improve your suits capabilities? With a few measurements I could try to regulate how it functions or potentially make a few adjustments to your liking. I mean, I'm no fashionista so nothing cosmetic but functionality is completely within my talents. We could start with improving the durability of your surge protector! If I could just attach a meter … " Admittedly her own curiosity is most of the drive for her offer but Neon's concerns were usually evident by her uncertainty and anxious behavior.

"So your stamina is heavily dependent on your suit? I had no idea it regulated so much of your power that it could determine so much of what you're physically capable of! I mean I knew you were particularly specific in keeping your inhibitors but I had no idea they held such massive weight. I wonder if I could tweak it to respond to you better generating a greater output or at least something more controlled. Although I doubt electricity can be controlled, ha! Ohhh that'll be fun."

Neon chuckled a little in response to Killjoy's response, offering a grin in reply to her statement. "Hey, I just want to make sure we're in tip-top shape for our next mission! You know better than I that sickness affects the reflexes, and so if we do get sick, then there's no way Brimstone is letting us out on the battlefield!" she defended, but nodded, "But you're right, I'm sure we will be okay if we don't stay out long, and warm up once we're inside. We're probably some of the healthiest people in the world!” she could be exaggerating, but then again, who knew. They kept their bodies in shape for their missions, so Neon was convinced they had to be pretty healthy.

Neon was usually the type to be reckless – she found the thrill enjoyable – but if getting sick meant there was no thrill at all, then she didn't want to stay out too long. Even so, she relaxed, strolling at a calm pace beside Killjoy, a lazy smile making its way onto her face as she listened to the other girl's peculiar questions.

"Well, worst case scenario, I'll pick you up and make a run for it, I'm all speed, diba?" she chuckled a little. Her pigtails had begun flattening a bit from the weight of the raindrops in her hair. "Don't worry, my body is fine in the rain as long as I don't, like, activate my powers. Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to bathe and stuff! Which, used to be a big problem before I was capable enough to control my powers, but Sage mentoring me has helped a lot, and plus, It's all thanks to my suit that I'm able to control my electricity, y'know? Basically, the rain will be fine, and even if something does happen, well, I'm used to getting shocked! Before I joined VALORANT, I dealt with it all the time, so…" One of Neons fingers moved up to scratch her cheek, eliciting a nervous laugh from her lips. She attempted to minimize her past, as she believed it was not that bad. At least, in her opinion.

"It doesn't affect my speed or stamina, so long as I have my suit on. If I'm not, I'd have to focus a lot of energy on not electrocuting myself without those inhibitors, since even though I have a lot more control now, electricity is still a force to be reckoned with! I probably wouldn't be all that fast, and I would be exhausted from focusing so hard on keeping my powers in check," she explained, hoping she remembered everything Killjoy had asked.

#✰ — IC ✶ Racing With The Stars #starbrightstarwrite #✰ — Killjoy ✶ Crazy Equals Genius #✰ — Queued ✶ Traveling Through The Solar System #She is! She is the silliest ))

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The way she says his name … so pitifully, it makes the corners of his lips heavy with the thought that it stemmed from a mistake he could have prevented. That this worry now sat with her, rotted in some crevice he was blind to until now. Festering into something that he hadn't noticed until she stood shocked and shivering in his arms in the dead of night, sobbing her woes on his bare skin while tears he swore to wipe now fell with the bite of snow on a warm body.

Death wasn't a subject he liked to discuss but rather impose if ever faced with a decision. If the barrel of his gun didn't promise that at the very least he didn't deserve to hold it. Death was just a synonym for failure and if that were something he could tolerate he wouldn't stand so guarded, bothered and torn by the idea of it. Failure was too heavy a word for him to shoulder himself despite how often he would insist he could and reject the idea of anyone trying to shoulder that burden for him. It reminds him that his life is fragile, withering away from the idea of typical if it ever was. Loneliness, the damned thing, clung to him like the clothes on his back and wove itself into the very threads of his soul. Wearing it for so long he had little idea what it was like to shake it and now he knows without it he's cold. Cold and icy but inviting. He knows that without loneliness what he searches for takes shape in a woman and even bearing ice she draws him closer to her with shaky hands and a pleading embrace. Shivering and chilled her touch reminds him that he's been seen and the empty pit he's grown accustomed to is now full of what love she has to offer. Love, that word again, he's chased it for so long in all of the wrong places it's ironic that it came to him when he finally laid it to rest.

"I promise I'm not going anywhere." Thoughts previously thrown into a state of disarray are muted to offer her a moment of peace. Confidence was something that he could offer her without thinking because the fear of failing himself, failing her was enough to make him sure that he wouldn't buckle under the pressure. The fear of letting someone in just to watch them leave was daunting, but he knew to tread with caution. Death always meant defeat and it always sat bitterly on his tongue once life flowed through his veins again. It sat on his tongue in bitter taste, on his mind as ugly reminder, in his heart as a feeling of rejection. A persistent blemish he was desperately trying to scrub away. He hadn't considered what death meant to her, not until now.

"Come here," he breaths even though she's as close as she can possibly be, an arm wraps itself around her legs to scoop her from where she stood and carry her in. The door hisses shut behind him when he takes quiet steps toward the bed still left with blankets tossed in a hurry and a space perfect for her just beside it. Carefully he lays her down, pressing lips gently to wet cheek and crawling into bed beside her as if it were perfectly normal to, as if this were any other night, any other night of perfect mundane worries put to rest by the moon's presence even as a thumb reaches to brush them away from her eyes yet again. "You're staying here tonight with me until you learn to believe me." His smirk is only temporary, melting into a small smile as he draws closer and offers another embrace to pull her close. "I promise I wouldn't leave you like that. I'll come back to you every time."

   ۟. ♡               ៶            the  physicality  of  HIM  is  nothing  short  of  COMFORTING   ,   his  touch  on  small  of  her  back   a  soothing  FEELING  seeming  to  bloom  through  her  body  ,  the  vibrations  of  his  voice  reverberates  and  sends  warmth  :  melting  away  the  fear  and  ANXIETY  that  had  found  itself  rooting  itself  in  her  veins  ,  but  hard  to  catch  her  BREATH  between  gentle  sobs  .  (   oh  ,  how  YOU  are  so  easily  undone  :  enigma  of  WOMAN  who's  supposed  to  be  nothing  but  fortitude  of  strength  so  easily  shattered  ,  leaving  nothing  but  the  sharp  edges  that  no  one  wants  to  touch  .   BUT  HE  SEEMS  SO  WILLING  .  HE'D  LITTER  HIS  FINGERS  IN  CUTS  IF  JUST  TO  SEE  YOU  BETTER  .   and  the  feeling  ---  it  tickles  ,  tickles  the  back  of  your  MIND   :  that  funny  familiar  FEELING   ,   a  stark  reminder  of  the  reason  why  you  put  the  WALL  between  the  two  of  you  ,  between  the  entire  protocol  .   )

   ۟. ♡               ៶           it  was  BOUND  to  come  eventually  :  the  fissures  in  sentinel  were  never  meant  to  HOLD  up  ,   but  she's  pasted  and  SEWED  them  over  and  over  ,  the  strain  of  HOLDING  everyone  else  at  arm's  length  is  never  sustainable  .  especially  not  for  her  .  gentle  hands  will  fiddle  behind  his  back  ,   brown  eyes  lingering  on  his  COUNTENANCE  ,  if  only  BLURRED  by  her  tears  that  have  not  yet  fallen  .  SAGE  WILL  silence  the  race  of  her  HEART  as  she  feels  herself  pulled  tighter  :  trail  mix  of  emotions   (   the  anxiety  ,   the  guilt  ,  the  FEAR   of  knowing  she  has  crossed  a  LINE  she  told  herself  she'd  never  cross  )  as  she  leans  into  his  TOUCH  ,  an  almost  blissful  look  on  her  own  features  ,  relief  flooding  her  system  as  she  lets  her  eyes  flutter  shut  .   ❛      ryo  ...     ❜     slow  and  gentle  whine  ,  barely  above  a  whisper  .

   ۟. ♡               ៶            ❛      promise  me   ,     ❜      childish  whisper  ,  a  request  ,  no  ,  PLEA  from  sage  ,     ❛     anyone  ---  anyone  else  ...    ❜       sage  swallows  ,   gaze  FLICKERING  on  his  features  ,  studying  them  ,  memorizing  them  ,  as  if  afraid  she'll  forget  it  if  not  careful  enough  .   (   have  you  scrubbed  the  image  of  the  bullet  through  his  brain  matter  from  your  own  skull  yet  ?   have  you  forgotten  the  blood  getting  in  his  eyes  and  FLOODING  between  your  desperate  fingers  that  apply  pressure ?  have  you  ?  or  are  your  hands  still stained  red  ?   )    ❛     but  if  it's  you  ---  it's  ...   ❜       purses  lips  ,  the  words  caught  in  her  THROAT  ,  eyebrows  knitting  together  ,  blinks  back  tears  ;  but  it's  futile  ,  and  they'll  still  fall  down  her  cheeks  .     ❛     it  is  DIFFERENT  ,  so  ,  promise  me  ---    ❜      

   ۟. ♡               ៶            (      YOU'RE  NOT  sure  how  long  you  had  been  there  ,  the  familiar  feeling  of  your  RADIANCE  failing  you  time  and  TIME  again  ,  fizzing  out  like  short  circuited  wire  giving  out  it's  last  current  before  the  bulb  breaks  ,  the  failed  familiar  rise  and  fall  of  CHEST  you  had  grown  so  reliant  on  for  comfort  having  been  snuffed  out  .   you're  not  sure  how  long  you'd  been  there  ,  but  his  blood  had  run  cold  in  your  powerless  hands  ,  and  you  were  sure  they  had  to  pry  your  body  away  from  his  :  no  shrieks  of  GRIEF  to  escape  your  lips  ,  but  it  had  taken  two  of  them  to  pull  and  tug  you  off  of  him  .  head  hung  and  hair  matted  with  BLOOD  ,  no  less  deadweight  in  their  hands  ;  you're  not  sure  how  long  you  had  been  there  ,  but  neither  does  he  .  does  he  know  how  you  grieve  him  ?  does  he  know  the  HEARTACHE  that  rips  its  way  into  your  chest  :  burrowing  into  yourself  like  CHASM  and  demanding  to  be  felt  ,  over  ,  and  over  ,  until  you  exhaust  yourself  into  nothingness  ?   you  can't  keep  breaking  your  heart  over  him  .  you  can't  ,   I  CAN'T  LET  HIM  CONSUME  ME  ,  and  yet  ...  )

   ۟. ♡               ៶            blinks  away  the  dream  with  small  ,  tight  ,  wavering  smile  ,  small  ,  cold  hands  a  GHOST  of  a  touch  on  his  back  .      ❛     promise  me  you're  not  going  anywhere  .  i know --- i know it's foolish , just --- please , ryo .    ❜      

#✰ — IC ✶ Racing With The Stars #knifvd #✰ — Yoru ✶ I'm a friend of the devil; a dangerous rebel #✰ — Queued ✶ Traveling Through The Solar System

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The agitation she wears comes with good reason and it shows itself through awkward pacing and folded arms. Weight shifts from one side to the other in uncertain stance before Fade's voice interrupts the pattern, causing her to blink and acknowledge she was physically speaking her mind. It embarrasses her just a tad, sharing this too with a hand scratching gently at her cheek and brown eyes avert their gaze to try and explain herself without completely exposing her fears. Fears. She's forgetting who she's talking to.

"Just … a lot on my mind I guess." It's the truth and she struggles to carry the weight of what she really alludes to. The rising sea level of their planet as made her especially eager to do something with the pent up energy that's stored itself within her frame. The Philippines didn't stand much of a chance against the threats of natural disaster and dying Earth and when Legion offered solution she gladly took it. It's what she fights for, what she's here for but that doesn't stop the thoughts that plague her every day. That her absence somehow warrants unrealistic threats to the home she essentially left behind to be here. Neon tries not to let the thoughts drown her but it's hard not to immediately think the worst when she had minimal reason to believe it wasn't happening.

Briefly, a smile shows itself on her lips as she shakes her head. "Nah, she doesn't need me to scare her." She scoffs out of confidence or jest isn't immediately clear but Neon's content nonetheless. "Sorry, I'm just restless. I can't stand waiting around like this waiting for something to happen and I can only do the same things so many times to occupy myself." She doesn't need to wreck havoc on her double but it certainly helped to blow off the steam. "Don't you get like … antsy?" The bouncing creature resting at their heels does manage to bring back the smile that fell, even if momentarily.

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"Something on your mind?" They have their chin atop their knuckles as they glance at Neon. "You seem... agitated. Or excited. Or both. You're making Nightmare nervous." It's delivered in such a deadpan manner that anyone unaccustomed to Fade's way of speaking wouldn't know how to react. The shadow by the feet of the chair they're sitting on dances for the briefest of moments; whether in acknowledgement of the comment or something else, there's no other indication of it. Then there comes the urge to run her tongue against the tips of her canines again—she resists.

"If it's about last mission, you know Brimstone decides who goes where. I'm sure you would've loved to have been the one to send your Mirror running. Away."

#✰ — IC ✶ Racing With The Stars #stormduelist #✰ — Neon ✶ Let me light up the sky; I'm a lightning strike #✰ — Neon ✶ Verse; All you gotta do is die a little to survive; V1 #✰ — Queued ✶ Traveling Through The Solar System #Thank you for this!!! )) #Some Omega food!! ))

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Oh the way she falls into him makes it that much harder to deny that his body yearns for rest. It yearns for closed eyes, fallen shoulders and the peace that came with rest. Rest he knew he'd never wake from if he gave in but there was no temptress greater than peaceful sleep, even when death wore its face. Lips so sweet mark pleas on his skin that he recognizes, even if he can barely make sense of her features, he knows her. Every part of her. Her touch, her voice, he reaches them, he needs them, he knows them like gospel. Had he the mind to warn her against using affections in such a fragile state it would have been stated but he couldn't give a damn with a mind half there, half faded.

"You better be." Looking for him, that is. It's not quite as confident as he would have liked but that's partially due to how heavy eyelids grow despite how hard he tries to keep them from falling. It's a challenge, a challenge he isn't above trying but is ultimately losing with every haggard breath. Fuck, where was everyone? How long did it take to haul ass from one site to another? Those idiots acted like they were lost, picking the worst time to drag their feet. Energy seeps from him faster than he can breathe, mind busy with thoughts that came and went until the same thought grew when feeling began to fade. Cold. He's so fucking cold. It's no surprise when blood not only coats him but pools, and he knows his chances of fighting it off much longer are futile even with his stubborn attitude. There were limits even he had to admit he had reached.

"I'm trying … " His voice struggles to hold the same unwavering confidence it once held, now fallen to a volume he wouldn't otherwise hold had it not been for his lack of awareness. "But I'm so damn cold." Yoru somehow finds it in his tattered body to chuckle and he swears he feels none of it. "Can't really do much about that." There's sound that stirs him slightly but he can't make out whether it's footsteps or more gunfire in such a sorry state. Without thinking he leans on her, chasing heat, he thinks despite the irony. Cold hands offer nothing but she's still human, she wasn't void of warmth even if it wouldn't be enough to satisfy his body as it essentially gave in to its wounds.

"Don't act like this is the last time you'll see me," every word becomes harder to draw when his breaths are now split between keeping himself alive and speaking to her. "Whatever you have left to say can still wait until later. This isn't the end." How could he be so sure? How could he say that when he was on the verge of looking death in the eye. So tempting, so inviting …

"… This isn't goodbye, Wei."

OH   ,  and  she  is  nothing  more  than  mere  angel  turned  HUMAN  ,  if  only  by  the  person  in  front  of  her  :  what  a  feat  ,  what  a  MAN  he  must  be  ,  to  have  so  easily  melted  the  ICE  she  was  so  proud  of  .    (   he  taught  you  how  to  be  human  .  spent  years  of  your  life  scrubbing  it  from  your  BODY  until  your  arms  and  legs  and  body  was  RED  ,   so  proud  ,  what  a  proud  bastard  you  were  ,  to  not  let  ANYONE  in  ,  an  untouchable  enigma  .   you  were  .  you  were   .  he  RUINED  you  .  he  RUINED  you  .  spent  how  many  months  grappling  with  the  IDEA  that  you  were  becoming  everything  you  had  spent  your  life  training  not  to  be  ,  but  he  ruined  you  ,  he  ruined  you  .  

and  given  the  chance  ,  you'd  do  it  all  over  again  .  in  a  heartbeat  .  )   when  he  calls  ,   WHEN  HE  CALLS  ,  she  will  always  come  ;  sewed  into  her  soul  by  the  man  whose  life  slips  away  between  her  FINGERS  like  sand  in  hourglass  .   when  he  calls  ,  she  will  always  come  .  she  will  always  answer  .  WATCH  as  she  inches  closer  to  him  ,  watering  EYES  and  zooming  heart  with  BLOOD  rushing  in  EARS  as  she  inches  CLOSER  ,  hand  cupping  his  CHEEK  before  falling  and  squeezing  one  of  his  hands  :   even  if  alarmed  ,  doesn't  show  it  .   

"Stop panicking, Wei and look at me. Just look at me."

(    ❛      just  look  at  me  ,    ❜    he  says  ,  and  sage  looks  pointedly  AWAY  ,   flustered  ,  embarrassed  and  PINK  cheeks  .   firm  TOUCH  of  hand  ,   on  CHIN  to  turn  her  towards  him  .  hands  don't  leave  the  TABLET  with  mission  report  on  it  ,  but  her  attention  has  been  PULLED  away  by  one  in  FRONT  of  her  ,  eyes  flickering  and  FLITTERING  around  :  refusing  to  look  him  in  the  eyes  .       ❛     hey  ,  i  said  look  at  me  ,  WEI  .   ❜     rolls  her  eyes  ,  but  still  looks  at  the  OTHER  ,  pout  on  glossed  vanilla  lips  ,   as  he  presses  GENTLE  kiss  to  her  lips  ,  pulling  TABLET  from  hand  as  he  DOES  so   ,   as  if  planned  from  the  beginning  .     ❛     don't  be  mad  .   i  said  i  was  sorry   .    ❜     

a  slight  pointed  glare  to  him  ,  before  GIVING  quick  kiss  and  SNATCHING  the  tablet  back  .     ❛     fine   .    ❜     )

blinking  WATCH  of  arrival  time  is  to  PULL  her  attention  away  from  the  other  ,  it's  too  long  ,  always  too  LONG  ,  you  called  for  back  up  AGES  ago  and  they  still  take  their  time  to  ROTATE  .  panic aches and RUNS through her body , her BONES , but she is still his at the end of the day . if he calls , she will come . she will always come . STOP PANICKING . stop panicking .

❛     i   ...  i  am  looking  at  you  ,     ❜     she  says  quietly  ,  coated  TEARS  on  her  voice  wheeze lingering on her THROAT from sobs torn from it .  squeezes his hand gently , bites back GASP at feeling blood on it .  (     three  times  .   three  times  .  three  times  .   )      ❛     i   always  am   ,     ❜     she  admits  ,     ❛     looking  ...  for  you  .      ❜     in  any  crowd  .  in  any  room  .  in  any  place  .   rests  her  head  against  his  SHOULDER  ,  arm  wrapped  around  his  ,  bites  down  on  her  lip  .    ❛     there  are  still   ...  things  .   i  need  to  do  ...  with  you  .   to  say  ...  to  you  ,     ❜     sage  whispers  ,   but  unlike  the  TIMES  that  she  had  done  like  keeping  secrets  between  the  two  of  them  ,  it  is  more  PENSIVE  .  more  quiet  .   grey  lingers  on  tones  of  her  voice  like  heavy  BLANKET  ,   letting  tears  fall  FREELY  from  her  eyes  with  not  a  CARE  to  wipe  them  .  

 ❛     so  ...  keep  talking  to  me  .   do  not  go  into  the  night  ,   我的心  .   ❜    presses  gentle  kiss  into  blood  stained  CHEEK  ,  tries  to  ignore  the  stench  of  iron  coming  off  him  .      ❛     do  not  leave  us  ---  do  not  leave  me  yet  .  you  are  not  FINISHED  .  we  are  not  finished  .   ❜   

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“People say I’m dangerous.”

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Alluka calls me onii-chan, but Nanika calls me “Killua”

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