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I’m sorry but I am not ready for whatever this is but I love you a lot pt. 1

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My wrist turned into a canvas of past agony

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“There are days when I would think that maybe I’m fine, That my depression is gone and the sun shines, That the days are brighter and so are the nights, Stars are gleaming, and they’re bright. The black hole inside my chest feels lighter, My perception is a tad bit clearer, I don’t doubt that there are storms on the way, But I feel that I can make it through the day. And then it hits me, right in the face, No matter how fast I run, it can’t be outpaced. Depression is a shadow and I’m running ahead, Trying to outrun it so I don’t end up dead.”

— i’m dying inside

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This might sound dark and I’m sorry but do you ever get to the point where you want to be dead but you won’t do anything because you do know you genuinely have people that care for you but that just makes you feel more guilty like why am I like this. I don’t know. I’m just exhausted and don’t want to be alive if this is life.

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Sometimes I feel so broken I don’t think anyone can love me

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Every thought is a battle, every breath is a war, and I don’t think I’m winning anymore.

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how to disappear completely and never be found again

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Adulthood is literally just a cycle of spending every waking minute wishing you could go to bed until it’s actually time for bed and then it becomes the absolute LAST thing you want to do because going to bed is the thing that makes tomorrow happen and then you have to do it all over again

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Shoutout to all of the people going through some shit, but still trying their hardest to be positive. I’m proud of you.

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sick of having to pretend to know stuff about things. i don’t know anything about any stuff

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do you ever talk to someone and feel really happy no matter how shit the conversation is