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I've come to the realization that I have nothing to offer. No I don't mean I cant offer the simple things like love and care for the people close to me or that I cant provide some semblance of financial assistance to my household. I pay my taxes and i contribute to society. What i mean is, i have nothing, absolutely nothing, beyond the very minimum that we all have. I should be satisfied with that but I cant be. I dont think i was ever able to be satisfied with that. My life feels empty and broken. I am not special or unique. I have never possessed the ability to be great. There is simply nothing i can offer of real value. The void that fills my chest is consuming me and i cant run from it any longer. I sought help, I tried to tell myself that what I have is enough but it isnt. I can barely afford to feed myself, I have no friends, my hobbies are all but nonexistent and nothing interests me. I dont think I am meant for this world and I dont know what to do anymore. My body is falling apart with my mind now and I'm left with even less than I had before. I'm sure none of this is making much sense and sounds like rambling. I dont even really know why I'm posting this except for to get it out of me finally. It feels as though my end is nearing and where I once feared such a concept I now welcome it with open arms. Whether by my own hand or that of fate I dont believe I have much time left. I hope that if my mother, wife, or our girlfriend should ever see this that they know I loved them very much and I am so sorry I couldn't stay longer. I just cant do it anymore. The weight has become too heavy and I am crushing beneath it. The medication wasnt enough to stop the inevitable. Please forgive me and please be ok. I can only hope that when I am gone that I will know the peace I have so long pursued. For anyone else seeing this I ask that you not act. I've not done anything nor shall I for some time if at all. Right now I need to release the pressure under my ribcage and beneath the surface of my skull. Maybe things will change. I doubt it but I know better than to set my expectations in stone. Lastly, I would like to plead to the heavens. I've never been much of a believer but should there be a power higher than this plane I ask for release in whatever form it may take. Please silence the screams that plague me in my quietest hours. Free my soul from the horrors that it knows or remove it from existence entirely. I cant go on like this, not anymore. I am too shattered to continue.

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so today I drove past a traffic sign that said 'hey teens buckling up is totes yeet yo'

i wish i was joking but after we screamed a bit my brother attempted to get a picture as proof, failed, and ended up with this masterpiece that pretty much sums up the whole experience

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Wait a minute, the three top-polling Democratic candidates for President are named Joe, Elizabeth, and Bernie. J.E.B... could it be???

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Top 50 Best Photoshop Competition

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Look at what I saw today

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maybe im sauteeing bell peppers, green onions, and mushrooms in garlic butter. maybe im not. depends whos asking

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whenever i feel like i can’t make an idea i really want work in my story, i just remember that alex hirsch wanted gravity falls to have a halloween episode so badly that, even though the entire show takes place over summer vacation, he just made up a fake holiday called summerween that’s just. halloween but in the summer

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If I lived in Hollywood I would simply not date someone half my age

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high fantasy except. in exclusively shitty settings

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Happy October, y’all!

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it’s october 3rd so mean girls as a 90’s anime 💋💄💖✨

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When a drunk girl outside a club bathroom speaks… you listen. If she tells you that you’ll find love despite being hurt in the past? She’s right. If she tells you to stop being so self-aware? She’s right. They are the modern day Oracles at Delphi and must be taken at their every word

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