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jackxkillon​:

“The history of my family. Let’s say we take this to the next level, one day we’d want children? I can’t protect you from the Killon curse.” His mind was racing, something that it often did though most just saw him as one of the muscles in the pack. “Who says I’m not yours? I haven’t labelled what we are but I haven’t been with anyone else either, Gen. I own a bar, getting flirted with kind of comes with the job, doesn’t mean I act upon it, since well, I haven’t.” Jack said as he cupped her cheek. 

Gen frowned at his words, looking down at the ground. She knew their family line was nearly nonexistent, especially when it came to the women. It was why Julia was so important to them. But..still. “Shouldn’t that be my decision to make though?” She asked quietly, biting her lip as she took his hand, lacing their fingers together. “Not every relationship is lucky enough to have children..but that doesn’t make it any less important. Besides..children isn’t even something on my mind right now as something I want. Not as much as I want you, Jack.” She leaned her head into the touch on her cheek, letting out a shaky breath. “I’ve belonged to you since the moment you found me. You, of all people. Like...like you were meant to...--don’t you think something like that is a bit stronger than some curse?”

#c: jack

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lunawclf​:

“Is it bad that I almost completely forgot today was my birthday?” She asked, to no one in particular, after so many years the day didn’t seem as special as any other day. She didn’t have any plans for it, either, maybe she’ll get herself a little cupcake.

Gen shook her head, giving the other girl a little smile, “Given that I did forget mine last year, I can’t blame you at all.” She teased, laughing softly. “I guess the older we get too they all start..blurring together a bit? But still! You did remember, so you should celebrate. Do you at least want to get a cake or something? a cookie at the very least?”

#c: jade

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jackxkillon​:

“And I will always try to save you…” He added to her words. “And that’s where I’m afraid, cause what if I fail?” Jack sighed, he knew his worries were probably irrational but with the track record of Killon women dying in the past, he had always refrained from getting too serious with anyone, but that was before he had found Gen. “I know and I feel that too.” He said with a slow nod, lightly squeezing her hands in his own. Jack however looked up when she spoke again. “I don’t want to think of you with someone else at all… I didn’t know that until the party when someone was trying to flirt with you. I couldn’t take that, which is why I got in-between.” He admitted with a sigh. “This is just new to me…”

“Why do you think you will? When have you ever failed me, Jack?” she said it rather desperately, letting out a breath as she took another little step closer into him, more into his space. Gen knew he could hear her heart racing, feel her nerves, but this was too important to let her fears get in the way. “And you think I can? I hate it when I see other girls flirting with you...and knowing I have no right to since you...since you’re not mine. As much as I want you to be..”

#c: jack

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jackxkillon​:

“Things are different now.” Jack repeated the words, slowly nodded as he listened to her. The look on his face was one of confusion, sure he got around but she wasn’t just another person in his bed, not at all. “You’re just another person in my bed? Is that really what you think, Gen?” He asked as he stepped closer to her, taking her hands in his own. “No, it doesn’t mean just anything. It means everything. I don’t know how to answer your questions, because you know I’m not much of a talker, but also because I’m terrified of how I feel about you. So there you have it. We’ve always been close and I cherish our friendship. I want… to take it to a next level but I don’t want to lose your friendship at the same time.” Jack sighed. “What if we do label it? What if it doesn’t work out and it ruins our friendship?” As usual he was thinking way too much but he was letting her in, which was new to him to do.

“No, I..--well...” Gen bit her lip, looking down as she shifted on the spot, “I don’t know what I think, Jack...” she looked to their hands as he took them and as he began to speak, Gen listened, hesitating before finally looking up at him. “I’m scared too.” and she was. “I-I lost everything...I thought I was going to die....and then you were there. Saving me. And you’ve saved me every day since. You’re my best friend, Jack. You’re everything to me...” Gen’s heart was racing and she let out a shaky breath. “I’m scared of all that too but....but I feel like you, this..it could be worth the risk?” She took a little step closer to him, still looking as nervous as she felt, “Do you like the thought of..me with someone else? Because when I think about it for you, someone else with you..someone who’s not me.....” she shook her head, her hands tightening in his. “I can’t stand it.”

#c: jack

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jackxkillon​:

The whistle made Jack chuckle, the times they had gone upstairs and none of those times it was to actually talk, nor did they always make it up the stairs. The question caught him off guard, he wasn’t much of a talker and words just didn’t come to him just like that often. “I’m not sure what you mean?” He said as he lightly stroked her cheek. “You mean the world to me, you know that.” Words that he meant but was she really asking him for labels?

Gen’s exhale came out a bit shaky as he stroked over her cheek and she looked down for a moment, a little frown tugging onto her lips, “No, I...I know that, but..” she leaned into the touch on her face before she finally looked up at him, knowing he could probably feel how nervous she was, tenseness coming off her in waves. “I’ve always meant a lot to you. But......things are..they’re different now. Between us. And..well....does it mean anything? Or am I just reading too much into us suddenly sleeping together when really I’m just another person in your bed.” she didn’t need labels so much as she just..needed something. 

#c: jack

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jackxkillon​:

Jack watched her hand go down to his hand, easily sliding into the light hold. “Yeah of course.” He said before looking aside to the one behind the bar with a nod. “Hold down the fort for me.” He smiled and looked back down to Gen. “Let’s go then.” Leading the way to the door on the side to make their way to the stairs that lead up to his apartment, closing the door behind them. “Will you now tell me what’s going on? I know something is on your mind.” To Jack it was easy to see that something was up and it kinda made him freak out a little inside. 

Gen blushed as Jack’s bartender whistled at them as they walked off, figuring it did look like they were disappearing off to hook up or something. But she really was going with just the intention of talking. She followed him up the stairs to his apartment, fingers laced through his as led her inside and closed the door and once he did she sighed, “I...” She bit her lip as she looked up at him, “Jack..--what am I to you?”

#c: jack

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jackxkillon​:

For now he would put it aside, she seemed strangely nervous and that was something he wasn’t used to, especially coming from her. Had he done something wrong? He hoped not but right now he wasn’t too sure. “Alright, alright. You really think too much sometimes, you know that?” Jack chuckled and shook his head a bit. “I’m good, tonight is a bit slow but I don’t mind a slow night every now and then.”

Gen tilted her head up, keeping her eyes on him as she hummed softly, “So I’ve been told.” she murmured, giving him a little smile in response before she nodded, “Good--slow nights are good, yeah. Everyone now and then deserves a break.” She agreed, hesitating before her hand reached down for his, “I was actually thinking..well...since it is slow..you wanna go upstairs for a bit? Talk?” She figured if they were going to talk, she’d probably feel safer doing so alone in the confines of his apartment.

#c: jack

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wildvtheart​:

It was cold out and after having been to the library, Freya decided to head towards the coffee shop for a cup of hot chocolate to warm her hands on. She couldn’t resist the temptation to flip through her book - a Dr. Seuss - on the way there, however, and was soon engrossed in it. So engrossed that she didn’t see the person walking out of the shop until she crashed straight into them. “Oh!” she gasped. “I’m so sorry! I wasn’t looking - I’m terribly sorry. Are you okay?” she asked, looking down to see if they’d spilled anything.

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Gen wasn’t usually alone in the city, but she needed to get to the art supply store, pick up some new acrylics and all. But she just wanted to get in and get out....and maybe get a cup of coffee. She was just walking out with her drink (and a cookie) when someone smacked right into her and she gasped, the coffee sloshing around a bit. She hissed as the liquid hit her skin but she held it outwards, not letting their clothes or anything important get wet with the couple of drips. Panic set in deeply for a moment before she realized it was a human and she relaxed just a bit, letting out a heavy breath as she shook her head, “I’m okay. It’s fine.”

#c: freya

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slycxpper​:

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Eli found himself picking up dinner from him and Mia at the Blue Moon Bistro one evening. She was taking care of the twins so he wanted to surprise her when he came over to help. He was scribbling on a bit of cocktail napkin as he waited for the food, looking a bit frustrated. He wanted to make a birthday card for Mia this year but he was completely at a loss for ideas. Noticing Sage at a nearby table he called out to her. “Hey, Sage, you’re…good at this art thing,” he mused, trying not to sound as frustrated as he was. “Got any ideas on what a good card idea would be? For a birthday?”

Gen was humming to herself, wiping down a table at the bistro when she heard her name and she looked over, raising a brow in amusement at the comment before she finished up and walked over to the younger wolf. She could hear the frustration in his voice, see it in the tenseness of his body and she hummed, moving to slide into the stool beside him, “Would it be for a certain someone’s birthday?” She asked teasingly, knowing her (adopted) sister’s was coming up. “Do you have any ideas of how you want it to look? Or even just...the general vibe you’re looking for?”

#c: eli

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jackxkillon​:

“Since when do you ever have to call?” Jack said, looking at her a little puzzled, something just seemed off. He leaned aside to tell the one that had taken over behind the bar to tap them a beer before resting his sight on her again. “I’m glad you’re here, you seem troubled somehow, are you alright?” He asked, having no idea what could be on her mind.

He was right, she’d never called, but she just..felt nervous again, unsure. Gen knew that Jack wasn’t the commitment type--in the entire time she’d know him, he’d never even been in an actual relationship. So she was nervous to ask, to know if he wanted something like that for the first time. With her. She let him order them a couple drinks before giving him a little smile and nodding, “Yeah, I’m alright.” She tried to assure him, knowing he’d probably see right through her like he always did. “Just...thinking. But I’m okay, promise.” She reached for his hand, giving it a quick little squeeze to try and get him to relax. “And you?”

#c: jack

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