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Bb x'D @saidebanks

*rotates him like a rotisserie chicken*

so how about that newsletter huh?

(the original question i referenced is under the cut, as well as versions without the hammock battle net)

he looks Very silly without the netting dbfkfbdj

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💜We Made It/Face Reveal / Our Love Story💙

First off-yes I'm a girl lol lotta peeps assume I'm a dude, I'm just a genderfluid pansexual, so a male or female title never bugged me.

After 1 year of being in a long distance relationship we finally met and went on our first date in September of this year.

<- My baby Boo~ Me->

My dearest most precious and sweetest @saidebanks I love you with all my heart and promise to cherish you and our love for as long as you'll have me.

Now-story time

We met in December before covid hit on Twitter, I was surprised my art caught the eyes of someone I've never seen before I'm not a very popular artist but it was very much appreciated.

Since than we started talking more and more especially when it came to our ocs and the undertale fandom, before we knew it we were bestfriends by the 2nd year.

It was by the 3rd year when I caught feelings for her, but it was a bad timing because she was going through some things too, so I backed off and burrowed my feelings deep inside for her sake.

I thought if I can't be with her like I want to be, I can at least support her and admire her from a distance, the thing is I didn't know at the time she ALSO- started to feel the same way about me.

Her and I were flirting back and forth almost every week! Rp wise we ended up sharing a kiss both on Christmas day and New Years.

But even so we both never acknowledged each other's feelings because we both thought 'maybe they're being playful?' ( I wish I could go back and tell myself "you dumb ass she likes you too!" ) x'D anywho-

By the 4th year this kept going back and forth what with the flirting and the affection, it was a cycle that went no where and we were both too afraid to confess to the other.

It wasn't until she started dating again is the time I finally confessed how I felt about her, I felt I would lose her if I didn't speak up (with a help of an ex-bestfriend..thanks bro..) on the night she returned from her date (I was relieved to know her date didn't go well sorry bb x'D), I finally told her how I felt about her.

Her exact words were "...I like you too, do you wanna give us a shot?" Needless to say I didn't think I would get that far so-I panicked lol honestly I was prepared for a flat out rejection or worried that doing this would make things awkward between us cause well-we were bestfriends.

In the end tho' I said yes and I'm glad I did, because we're gonna be heading onto our 2 year anniversary soon as a couple.

We we're bestfriends for 4 years and started dating by the 5th year, we're two peas of a pod and I hate to admit but we're both idiots lol.

We're still long distance but I plan on moving in with her, for now I'm happy with our visits and planned dates till the day we can finally start a future together.

I love you Saide and nothing will change that.

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Hhh forgive me my friendssss Dx

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Oooo bb @saidebanks

In one of my ADHD groups, a question about motivation and inability to start came up. This is one of the comments:

"Mel Robbins (who is also ADHD) talks about 54321-go. She wrote a whole book on it, but its mainly as soon as you think of something or have / want to do something, you count down from 5 to 1 then MOVE YOUR BODY TOWARDS WHAT EVER IT IS YOU NEED TO DO before your brain can talk you out of it. There loads of neuroscience why this works and before I was diagnosed I used this technique all the time. From getting out of bed, to getting a shower, to reading, stopping scrolling, stopping watching tv to literally everything if I needed to. I still do. It really helps me. And like you say, once you get started its okay, and then the dopamine kicks in. She did a talk on it, I think if you google it will come up. Also, tyrosine and theanine is good for me too. Hope this helps."

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I looked it up and I'm going to try it.

https://kaizenlife.org/2018/01/20/the-5-second-rule-54321-go/

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Such a mooood

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I love..LOVE this comic series!

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Why must he be so cute baby, whyyy x'D glad you like hims~

Baby Bernard / Bb Bone Art

Kaname: I couldn't get this lil cutie out of my head today and ended up doing a full on drawing with the pencil crayons.

This is how my art style looked like before I got into copic markers.

These are the pencil crayons my bb gave me as a gift I thought I would finally try them out (while I had a day off) and had fun with em, thank you honeyyy!

Also Bernard belongs to @saidebanks

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My bb says she can't draw tis a lie! Lol look at how precious these are! I shall forever preserve dems.

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This moo moo made my day when I wasn't feeling so hot.

And this is adorbsss bb Bernard is one of my favorites.

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