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fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.

hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.

hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy

hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it

hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently

hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love

horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho

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It's Gay Rights Gengar Friday

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"your birthday doesnt even matter after you turn 25 nothing even happens-" WRONG. when you are 25 you will try and enjoy so many new foods. you will learn the importance of probiotics and a good ice pack. you will start understanding the meaning of 'im still watching i promise im just resting my eyes'. and. you will learn the importance of a reasonably priced piece of grocery store produce

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the secret to life is to always use more spinach and less rice than you think you’ll need

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LET'S GOOOOOOOOOO

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So, a funny thing happened on trigun twitter

(amazon link where its 50% off as of May 8th: https://www.amazon.com/This-How-You-Lose-Time/dp/1534430997/)

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this might be the worst esc ever, I'll try to forget everything about it

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wtf is going on with the public votes this year

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They are so wrong for this.

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Juries everywhere: ✨ Sweden ✨

The public chanting Cha Cha Cha:

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I WASN'T GOING TO POST ABOUT EUROVISION BUT HOW DID GERMANY ONLY GET 15 POINTS FROM THE PUBLIC

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FUCK U SWeden

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Listening to the audio book of the seven husbands of Evelyn hugo and damn the narrator is so annoying evertime we move away from the plot to her thoughts i get 😒

#evelyn hugo #the seven husbands of evelyn hugo

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my last 2 brain cells

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Make it make sense

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warrior nun cancelled. first kill cancelled. paper girls cancelled. one day at a time cancelled. the owl house cancelled. im not okay with this cancelled. legacies cancelled. everything sucks cancelled. the babysitters club cancelled. dare me cancelled. i know what you did last summer cancelled. teenage bounty hunters cancelled. the wilds cancelled.

the attitude held towards sapphic media is clear and honestly just appalling. im so sick of this treatment we deserve better than this.