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Why, you will go home and then you will find that home is not home anymore. Then you will really be in trouble. As long as you stay here, you can always think: One day I will go home.

James Baldwin, Giovanni’s Room

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Aki, Audrey and Max in Gossip Girl Season 2 Episode 2 "Guess Who's Coming at Dinner"

#i need two boyfriends ugh

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A Burst of Light, Audre Lorde

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the ache of nostalgia

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i don’t go here anymore but i just read the full lyrics of but daddy i love him and yeahyeah matty healy but it’s still the GAYEST shit i’ve ever read like whoahhh

#idc about matty song gay as shit tho #you ain’t gotta pray for me….. #thank god this didn’t come out in my 2020 gaylor phase or this song would’ve HAMMERED me

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tell me why i just found out ex-crush is shooting a scene of her short film IN MY STREET tomorrow alexa play i bet you think about me

#worst thing is she Knows it’s my street #she’s been in my house and Also mutual friends of ours are working on her short film #like i found out through one of my friends who said oh we’re shooting next to your house tmr #and she didn’t know everything that happened so she was like come by! lmao as if #literally will run to my house and do everything to avoid them

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the way everyone is like this man here and this man there and I’m over here like my favorite eternal push and pull in taylor's life is how Taylor and Olivia will be doomed to orbit each other and clash and crash into each other until one of them leaves the spotlight or dies. and how Olivia is what Taylor made her and anointed her to be, but she has outgrown her maker. and don’t you want better for your children? but no wait not better than me... wait hold on... the ego of the mother creating her disciple in hubris saying of course she’s just like me until oh no…. she’s just like me… I was irreplaceable until I created my replacement…. forever intertwined. too resentful to let it go but too enamored with the reflections of themselves they see in each other to destroy. even if they don’t speak the world has shackled them together something something. and I think so much of the album is her hitting the realization head on that nothing lasts forever. nothing. not love not even after YEARS of work put into it and not public favor and not self esteem it took YEARS to build and not even satisfaction both in sex and in life's spoils. but also that huge one like oh and me…. even I won’t last forever. not mortality but worse; the waning moon of my talent being the brightest in the sky. i LOOOOOOVE this meta textual shit and it's a tale as old as time, quite literally a history creator and creation are doomed to repeat. she both hands her the keys to the city on this album and also inadvertently creates a song that is the exact same concept olivia made, but this time Olivia beat her to it like... The future isn't here yet, and it is bright but it belongs to someone else now!!!

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taylor swift is compelling to me as a horror figure

#OH ABSOLUTELY

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Loteria Art

La Sirena

(via @lonequixote​)

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Who are you when you're not performing?

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showed one of my friends a picture of her and the only thing she said was : well, you have a type. 😭😭 i know

me telling my friends: oh im so over my crush! look at this completely new girl im talking to (another short curly brown haired femme)

#we went on our first date the other day #and they’re actually completely different personality wise

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going to my uni is so funny cause teaching is every professors less important side job and tell me why i just finished watching a movie where the main actress was one of my actual professors and now i have to prep for my class with her tomorrow at 8 am

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me telling my friends: oh im so over my crush! look at this completely new girl im talking to (another short curly brown haired femme)

#look i have a type okay! #this new girl has blue eyes sooo they’re not that similar

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started reading the book “juno loves legs” and omg welcome back natalie scatorccio!

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The first rule of tragedy is to be yourself. The second of rule of tragedy is to be literally anyone else. The third rule is that however much you try, there is no escaping being yourself forever.

#un verano fatal en casas ajenas

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vampirism poses the question "what if there was a fundamental, horrible, unending well of want in your soul that, if truly satisfied, would lead to great pain for all those you hold closest and, in turn, their absolute and total revilement of you?" and naturally as a person with no problems I don't relate to this in any way at all.

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Martin and Ridley wish they could slay like this.