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gnosisparade · 5 months

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Chiron in the 1st house⚷⚪🎼

Careful, I'm Fragile Like Glass.

I will be writing about difficult health topics here. Reminder that astrology is not a diagnosis tool, but a measurement of chances using language. Consult a medical professional if you are struggling with your health in any way.

Tw: talk of trauma/abuse/bullying,mental illness,body image,eating disorders.

(I personally have this placement, some things will be from experience)

⚫ Appearance-wise these natives might have a look that seems sad or ghostly to others. There also might be deep physical insecurites. It can actually manifest in a mirriad of ways and all over the body. From simply disliking their appearance to scars to noticable disabilities.

⚫Might be physically weak and have a constantly pained look.

⚫I've found that it's a bit of a wild card regarding what is actually causing the insecurity. It could even be multiple perceived flaws by the chironic individual.

⚫An obvious low-self esteem.

⚫There is a high chance of these natives being born with jaundice or similar ailments.

⚫It's been said that these natives could get traumatized before nineteen months of age, but I would argue that it could be before four years of age.

⚫Can actually be very cute and sweet looking, might have a round face, watery eyes as if about to cry and a frail and/or chubby body. Kind of gives the same vibes as a sad puppy or a kitten in a box in the rain. A sweet or fragile appearance. Angelic looking but they don't know it.

⚫Indicator of identity issues. Major people pleasing aspect. Very non-judgmental.

⚫I'm sorry to say, but this is a big indicator of having gotten bullied and/or abused since a young age. It can be very severe and unspeakable things could be done to them. They carry this trauma into adulthood.

⚫If you have a child with this placement I would highly recommend putting them in home school or a specialized school with small amounts of students,since they will get picked on even if it seems like there is nothing wrong with them. Sadly v.v

⚫Very smart, might naturally excel in academic or intellectual pursuits. Very curious about knowledge. Likes to teach others what they learn.

⚫These natives tend to have an extremely gentle nature to them and could be very timid from a young age. This very same nature could make people think they are easy targets. It's almost like they're born with a layer of skin missing.

⚫Selective mutism or stuttering might be a possibility as well. Soft,whispery voices.

⚫Skilled with their hands, might even be a genius in dexterity. Their hands might be really soft,even if they have calluses and such. Could be nail bitters as well.

⚫I've found that others with this placement are very beautiful inside and out or even that their flaws make them beautiful but they have a hard time seeing this.

⚫Care about other people more than they do about themselves. Will give their life up for other's sake. They instead should do what they like even if it's hard.

⚫Jaded Chiron first housers might have a very stoic face. Their eyes could look constantly tired or anxious.

⚫Experts of overcompensation. Will do the work nobody else wants to do and with grace. They feel like this is the only way to be loved. It's not. They always have so much more to offer.

⚫Need lots of encouragement and praise. Never ever try to give these people "tough love" they're already harsh with themselves.

⚫Might have felt invisible everywhere. Even at home and at school. They might have trouble seeing themselves in the mirror. Depersonalization could happen as well.

⚫Might wear lots of grey, black and white. Could also overdress and/or underdress to compensate for their appearance. In that same vein they either care too much about their appearance or not at all.

⚫Wear their heart on their sleeve.

⚫Many of these natives could end up having mental illnesses as well as eating disorders. Weight problems too,especially if they have aspects to the Moon or Venus.

⚫These people make excellent healers from doctors to therapists to artists and poets. Their talents can heal others no matter what that talent is.

⚫Might love to take care of those weaker than them like small animals and babies. Could love antiques and broken things. Good at fixing things and making them beautiful again. Would have like those teddy bear hospitals and such ^^

⚫On that note they have a great eye for beauty in others and the world around them. Make excellent designers.

⚫Reminds me of Kintsugi, the Japanese art of fixing broken pottery by mending it with gold.

⚫Same energy as an anime girl angel flying in chains, who is crying through her medical eye patch.

⚫In the end these people are actually a blessing to have around. If you give them a chance they might be one of the kindest people you might meet. They just need some tender love and care to open up and bloom into the beautiful flower that they are🌼

And a quote to finish:

"I saw it was a human body

trying to stand against winds so terrible that the flesh was blowing off the bones.

And there was no pain.

The wind

was cleansing the bones.

They stood forth silver and necessary.

It was not my body, not a woman’s body, it was the body of us all.

It walked out of the light."

Anne Carson, The Glass Essay

I really love you and I know your pain my chironic siblings of the world.

As always,thank you for reading!^.^🎼⚪⚫

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