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sorry for being weird, the loneliness and the need for a deeper, more meaningful human connection is eating me alive

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i PERSONALLY would like to FALL IN LOVE please!!!!!! and have the SAME PERSON fall in love with me BACK!!!!!!! could i get some MUTUAL AFFECTION out here!!!!!!!!!

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i dont “have ptsd” that’s all just the wizard’s curse

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Dayspring, Anthony Oliveira

#pairing: merthur #pairing: hilson #writer: anthony oliveira

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Dayspring, Anthony Oliveira

#pairing: merthur #pairing: hilson #writer: anthony oliveira

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Dayspring, Anthony Oliveira

#pairing: merthur #pairing: hilson #writer: anthony oliveira

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Dayspring, Anthony Oliveira

#the disciple whom He loved #writer: anthony oliveira

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my hobbies? uhh.. peeling back the layers…. uncovering metaphors.. mirroring…..connecting dots…..stuff like that

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girls when nothing gets better

#media: uptown girls

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is this entirely preventable situation that you placed yourself in and refused help to get out of bothering you queen

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dont let people tell u ur attraction to fire is "abnormal" or "hazardous" prometheus doesnt have his liver eaten every day for u to ignore the allure of arson

#character: gregory house #character: merlin #character: prince zuko #character: princess azula #fire siblings

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I wanted to wake up and find that I was five years old and my parents and neighbors would say, “My, my, what an imagination.” I wanted to be physically erased and start over again. I didn’t want to be here. I didn’t want to be there. I guess I wanted to be nowhere, I wanted to listen to my brain talk inside of nothingness. I wanted to be untouchable and have no need…

— David Wojnarowicz

#the great wound #writer: david wojnarowicz

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if i'm being absolutely completely totally honest i think that "it wasn't you" doesn't go far enough in absolving someone of the guilt of being the subject of a brainwashing or mind control plot. because at the end of the day, it was you. it was your body, your mind, potentially even your soul, being stripped of its autonomy, intimately violated and turned against you as much as anyone else. it's a kind of assault, and should be treated as such, especially in more mature narratives. i think that "it wasn't your fault" and "your shame at being made helpless and unable to control your own body and mind's involuntary responses is understandable, but you are not in any way irredeemable or unforgivable because of what was done to you" are also necessary reassurances. and i think that there should be lingering resentment in spite of words of forgiveness and miscommunication and long-term post-traumatic consequences also.

#i grieve what could've been stiles stilinski #he could've been so interesting #character: stiles stilinski

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nothing canon era fic writers could come up with will ever be as cruel as modern au fic writers putting these guys in the most basic modern scenarios. like he was born to live & die by the blade, his story was over before it began. and you made him take the bus and work a 9 to 5 job

#you guys putting arthur and the knights on modern times #like‚‚‚ guys‚‚‚‚‚ #this is not it ok #merlin was meant to wait forever and suffer by the consequences of his own actions and unending hope and devotion #character: knights of the round table #character: arthur pendragon #character: merlin

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Public speaking is actually really easy if you don't respect a single soul in that room. I've had an incredibly easy time delivering speeches when I hated everybody I saw and they all thought I did amazing because my disdain was read as confidence. I don't have any tips for you I'm just telling you a fact

#house on medical conventions #character: gregory house

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sleeping with a knife beside me in bed, not because i’m afraid but because it is like a lover to me

#character: keith kogane