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Started watching baby reindeer

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I had another dream about my ex where we hung out and he hugged me

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S Tuxedo Ave, Stockton, California.

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I <3 celibacy sex is evil and disgusting etc etc

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Mitski Slowdances with the stage light during Heaven

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ur in her dms im giving myself a sex change on her kitchen table

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di pesta - fw24

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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hi, is there any way to get the green&pink version of the economy tshirt you have in your pinned? in your shop im not seeing that color option but i love it sm:(

Hii I updated the shirt page to include the colour idk why it wasn’t there before

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Any chance you can make a white-on-black version of the transsexual angel shirt? I want one but cook and work with tools a lot so I tend to oil/food stain lightly colored clothes fairly quickly. :(

Wait there is one already I swear here’s the link (x)