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Bleachers- 45

#💀+🌙 I used to think I should quit you but I’m so addicted it hurts | Spencer and Moon;;

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#💀 I came from nothing and nothing is where I’ll return | Spencer’s thoughts;;

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In the great heat of the old motel I could feel the part of me that had been resisting the final disconnect beginning to wither. The kind of shrinking we practice turns us into invisible towers of strength. I’m sorry I brought you into this mess but I’m sorrier still that I’m not dumb enough to sink my arms in past the elbows. I have this sick feeling there’s something really great past the point of no return. Stupid, huh? I let the mice chew through the bandages. I sat back and let them go about their joyful business. Ripping and tearing. They were setting me free.

john darnielle, from the liner notes of we shall all be healed (via alluptheseethingcoast)

#💀 I came from nothing and nothing is where I’ll return | Spencer’s thoughts;;

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tag dump: spencer

#💀 Too fucked up to care anymore | Spencer ism;; #💀 I came from nothing and nothing is where I’ll return | Spencer’s thoughts;; #💀+🌙 I used to think I should quit you but I’m so addicted it hurts | Spencer and Moon;;

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Sue Zhao

#🦇 I don't wanna listen but it's all too clear | Andrew's thoughts;; #🐺 A lifetime of fucking things up fixed in one determined flash | Nathan's thoughts;;

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#🐺+🦊 Keep me breathing don't make the lights come back | Nate and Mason;; #shenanigans;; #mason would def do this to nate hdkhcs

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Sue Zhao

#🐺 A lifetime of fucking things up fixed in one determined flash | Nathan's thoughts;;

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thinking about monstrosities and tenderness

#🐺+🦇 The farther I fall I'm beside you | Nate and Andrew;; #🐺+🦂 Their hearts don't beat like ours | Jaspan;;

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lovelettcrs​:

new tag game: reblog this post and tag ur

favorite oc ( yes i’m exposing you )

newest oc

meanest oc

softest oc

oc you’d bang

oc you’d absolutely loathe if u met them irl

#1. Nathan. he was my first oc dammit!!! he has a v special place in my heart lol #2. Andrew. technically.... #3. Yoshiatsu. he's just a huge asshole who's a huge softie deep down tho lmao #4. Nathan again. he's a sweetie with a bite lmao #5. Andrew.... he is a goth dude and I am not immune to goth dudes...asgdsgdhs #6. Yoshiatsu. mainly bc of how much of an ass he is afdhfahs

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Tag an OC that takes bugs outside and stops to save worms from dying on the sidewalk

#for sure Nate and Mason fhdmhe #🐺 You're just a sad song with nothing to say | Nate ism;; #🦊 I know I'm a grown ass man who still acts like an idiot | Mason ism;;

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tag dump: andrew

#🦇 I don't wanna listen but it's all too clear | Andrew's thoughts;; #🦇 Hiding backwards inside of me I feel so unafraid | Andrew ism;;

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tag dump: mason

#🦊 I know I'm a grown ass man who still acts like an idiot | Mason ism;; #🦊+🦦 It's you I can't deny | Mason and Kim;; #🦊 And thank god you weren't there to watch me hit bottom | Mason's thoughts;;

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tag dump: nathan

#🐺 A lifetime of fucking things up fixed in one determined flash | Nathan's thoughts;; #🐺 You're just a sad song with nothing to say | Nate ism;; #🐺+🦇 The farther I fall I'm beside you | Nate and Andrew;; #🐺+🦂 Their hearts don't beat like ours | Jaspan;; #🐺+🦊 Keep me breathing don't make the lights come back | Nate and Mason;;