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Death family🪺

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Chay and plushies

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🌹 "I trust that you will find your way again."

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LMAO Phil sussed it out immediately. Why is he so incredibly smart and yet so oblivious so often at the same time.

My streamer.

#Tbh it's the observance he has #Mans has bird vision for realsies #He can be socially blunt and oblivious #But the things he perceives makes him smart as shit #qsmp philza #qsmp

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Honestly, good on Phil for keeping going through that nausea effect. They genuinely had to nerf that shit for him during purgatory when it happened in a disaster so he didn't throw up on camera. Motion sickness is no joke, king was playing in his peripherals the whole fight.

#tbh out of rp kinda wish they didn't use that one #But oh well #Pretty sure they didn't know #I think Phil's turning that effect down manually now #Honestly a stronger person than me #I would have caved and asked for a timeout out of character lmao #qsmp #qsmp philza #qsmp luffy

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Guys i love the eggs and am so happy they're back but can we talk about whatever the fuck happened for them to be missing for TWO MONTHS in the first place 😭😭 Like why did they have to leave in the first place?? What did those black books they all got say?? what is the eye and/or cucurevil's role in all this?? THE FUCKING WHEEL???? Why the fuck did the wheel teleport them What the fuck even is the wheel What is going on 😭 THE MAZE?? THE GOD DAMN FUCKING MAZE??????? WHAT THE FUCK WAS UP WITH THAT STORY IN THERE ABOUT A BUNCH OF EGGS GOING THROUGH A MAZE AND FUCKING DYING OR WHATEVER?? how does the dark matter connect to them?? Does it even connect at all 😭???? The timeline the eggs have given thus far about where they ended up and when doesn't even make sense. what happened. Literally what the fuck is anything. What. Happened. WHY DID SOMETHING SPECIFICALLY TARGET *THEM*????? WHERE AM I. DOES ANYBODY KNOW WHERE ALL MY VITAL ORGANS WENT?????????? CAN ANYONE HEAR ME?????????????????????

#According to Chayanne and Tallulah #Apparently they were threatened in those books #with harm against their loved ones (presumably including each other) #so they ran #plus the dark matter with the messages on were from them. 100% them. And Phil's messages sometimes DID get through. #But ALSO. Sometimes messages they were trying to send seemed to get INTERCEPTED and BLOCKED. #Qsmp #qsmp chayanne #qsmp tallulah #qsmp philza

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WHERE'S THE GODDAMN RAIN BITCH??? THE WORKERS??? THE IMPENDING AURA OF DOOM AND INFECTION???

Quesadilla island you could not look more suspicious if you tried, honey.

#I need to know exactly what happened between the last cucurucho stream and this moment in time #because babes #You were not even CLOSE to figuring out how to stop that rain #and you expect us to believe it's all Gucci now? #ABSOLUTELY NOT #qsmp

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"But if all the eggs were there, where was Techno?"

See that small house up on the top of the Wall? That's the one; surrounded by vines and crows and field after field of potatoes.

What, didn't you wonder where Philza was today?

Old friends have a lot of catching up to do. And it's best done over some farmwork.

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Tubbo is right - it's bizarre that Quackity has those photos, PLUS the weird staged ones? It does feel like a manipulative outside force is involved, preying on qQuackity's paranoia and erratic state for whatever goal. Did they get given to him? Left for him?

The ones that could not possibly be anything but faked just sort of cement this idea - because if Quackity thinks they're real, how could he have made them? And they HAVE to be made, because in meta sense, we know Fred and Tubbo are like awkward teenagers who can barely look at each other without falling all over themselves. Like cuddling? Give it a decade or two and maybe they'll hold hands lmao.

But then what's the end goal of all... This? Who would even bother? Why?

#qsmp tubbo #qsmp #qsmp fred #qsmp quackity

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Bruh the effect some Wilbur stans already have on the Qsmp threads and tags I follow for Phil is nuts.

Like the last 6 months? Great. Awesome. Loads of interesting conversation, commentary, live reactions, etc. And all positive! Productive! A good experience! Nuanced and mature!

One interaction, and immediately there's a flood of genuinely nasty or negative posting on the sites I follow around qPhil and Phil himself, which I have almost NEVER seen before in relation to his Qsmp participation, because he's not acting the way they want with Wilbur or whatever?!

Like bro you guys were not kidding some of these people are a whole different breed and I want fuck all to do with it lmao.

#can we go back #who the fuck are these people #Never even seen 90% of them in relation to the Qsmp before #Do they just drop in when Wilbur arrives one every few months #shit on CCs for not coddling their blorbo #and leave??? #I thought you all were exaggerating. Nobody was exaggerating. #Philza threads are a comfortable space for me and these people are like some invading parasite #kinda shocking tbh #qsmp wilbur #qsmp philza #qsmp

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Honestly. Good for qTubbo. The only people who've supported his projects and haven't been actively antagonistic have been morning crew - a three person iota of the server. And his projects are super cool! Incredibly beneficial! And good for other islanders!

The whole moral quandary of trauma Vs trauma between him and quackity is a different matter to talk about, but his personal acknowledgment that the way he's being treated is out of order is good. And his willingness to snap back is refreshing!

Like yes! Use that shiny steel spine! (But please point the tnt in a direction that won't hurt you and your allies too lmao)

#qsmp tubbo #qsmp morning crew #qsmp

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There's something sort of distorted with how grief is currently being seen and dealt with on the island + Qsmp.

I've been thinking about this for a while during the missing egg arc, but Bagi implying that Foolish wasn't that attached to Leo has finally pushed me into putting the thoughts into words.

I really don't like how several of the islanders - especially the new ones - view grief and expressions of grief. It's like they expect all grief to be big and loud and performative, and otherwise, it isn't as significant, or as important. Like how Bagi's expectations for sadness seem to be shaped by Bbh's very visual, obvious deterioration, and disregards that MAYBE, just MAYBE, not everyone is going to shove their feelings in your face when they barely know you? That some people may break down privately, where you are not privy to their thoughts, and you are not entitled to a public performance of that grief in order to verify that they do, in fact, care?

It's not just islanders who haven't spent much time with the eggs either - Forever himself said he thought that, ASIDE FROM BAGHERA AND BBH, everyone was simply moving on and living life without the eggs. Funnily enough, these are both players with skins that specifically denote emotional turmoil :). Does grief have to expressly visualised for people to acknowledge that it's there? That was particularly jarring as a Philza main, who's character was and is currently going through a drealisation and mental deterioration arc after going to suspicious coordinates (the birdcage) FOR THE SAKE OF HIS EGGS.

Most annoyingly it also bleeds into the fandom sometimes, despite the fact we have the benefit of meta awareness. I've seen posts or comments about how 'oh, bbh is the only one truly miserable about the eggs' 'other islanders aren't suffering about the kids like ___".

It's just striking having watched Fit, a person whom canonically struggles with outward expressions of vulnerable emotion due to his background but clearly deeply misses Ramon, who would fall into this 'unaffected' category because he's not giving showy public displays or monologues about his feelings. Or Phil, who to members of the island who haven't reached out to him on those topics, seems largely still like a strong rock to lean on because he plunged himself into propping up other islanders the moment he returned - but behind closed doors fell apart at Tallulah's letter and is clearly rapidly deteriorating as a character. Or Foolish, who maintains an upbeat character, retains his capacity to carry on moving, and lives as brightly as he can while SIMULTANEOUSLY being completely broken up internally about his daughter. You can see it in the way they talk about their kids, how they rush to collect any clues whenever they pop up, how many of them seem to be living in limbo, incapable of new changes and beginnings.

And alright. So that's not explicit to those other characters. But it should not have to be visually explicit for them to not degrade their grief. The assumption should not be that grief is either public or nonexistent. You are not entitled to flashy displays of feeling. Forthright and in your face emotion is not the baseline requirement for distress. Demeaning someone's attachment to their child because they aren't grieving in the RIGHT way for YOU, one that isn't visible enough to YOU, isn't excusable because 'oh I can't really see how that person is feeling though'. It's basic social understanding.

And of course they are aware of the mental and emotional states of their friends - who are also very visual with their grieving - above others, because those people are ALSO the ones that those like Bagi and Forever consistently interact with for prolonged periods of time. Have they actually really, deeply talked with all the other islanders about their internal state? No, of course not, they don't spend that much time with them and aren't that close. That's not bad or anything, that's life and relationships and very normal. But then what grounds do those assumptions of 'oh, there are parents who don't care' actually have? They themselves should be capable of acknowledging that they don't actually have insight into these other people, and they should not be using the expressions of grief from say Baghera and Bbh as a cudgel to cheapen and diminish that of others.

#Sorry that's a lot #It was all adding up slowly - just an awareness of a general disregard some people had for how others were processing the disappearance #But the fact that it didn't get resolved with time and in fact seems worse just pulled it out of me all at once #The Foolish and Bagi thing mainly #Just how being subtle in your distress leads particular people to brush it off or pretend you feel quite the opposite is frustrating #And soz kinda personal lmao #as a person who has struggled heavily mentally but has had it devalued using how others outwardly react to their own issues #It kinda resonated #Foosh you are valid and a brilliant father to me #qsmp #qsmp foolish #qsmp baghera #qsmp forever #qsmp bagi #qsmp eggs #qsmp philza #qsmp fitmc #qsmp badboyhalo #Edit - just to note this is about the characters and their interactions only #It would be stupid to be saying this about actual ccs lmao

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So. Tomorrow is gonna be wild. Cellbit is streaming on an off day in order to attend a federation event (LORE). Wilbur is logging on (LORE, ANGST, COMEDY, SHENANIGANS). Depending on who's on, he has 2/3rds of a server to meet (CHAOOOOS). Oh and who knows, is it a coincidence that he's logging on on the day of this federation event? Who can tell ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Surely nothing will cause problems :)

#This could either be very intense #Or very stupid #Or both (probably both) #qsmp #qsmp wilbur #qsmp cellbit #(Also is the lore Etoiles was talking about that couldn't happen on Sunday being moved to Monday? Because that would be-)

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Well considering that they were clipped ON or PRIOR to the train, the feds would have had no way of 100% knowing how he'd feel about them at that point. He could have turned out to be a fed apologist once on the island. And at that point, Jaiden had not yet truly become their supporter (even if she might have had a past with them, unaware or not).

So it could be that she could never actually fly and they knew that (because of her history with them). Or Phil's past reputation got ahead of him (smpe is pretty much canon. He's also talked about his very brief time on 2b2t visiting fit. +Mcc is technically canon). Or just her history with them meant she wasn't a flight risk - but Phil is (and maybe Baghera but her relationship with them is super complicated). But yeah he made it canon that they took his wings before he ever even knew of the federation.

not to butt in when i haven't seen the stream but have we considered that the reason q!phils wings are clipped but q!jaidens aren't is because q!jaiden helps the federation?

#qsmp #qsmp philza #qsmp jaiden

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TUBBO CRASHED LMAOOOOOO

#qsmp #qsmp tubbo

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Tubbo has to get up for his flight in seven hours

Actually it would be so funny if he just logged off and went to bed rn

Quackity gets on and he's just. Gone

#Saved from death by the power of a horribly early flight #Qsmp #qsmp tubbo