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the thing about supernatural is that youll only Get It if it comes into your life at a horrifically vulnerable and influential time in your life. if youre normal and watching it itll do nothing but if youre like 13 and unstable those fags will become tyler durden to you

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❝ And then you'd kill the angel, Castiel. Now, that one… that I suspect would hurt something awful. ❞

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— FIRST & LAST

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it’s been. it’s been 364 days.

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you say “5th of the month next month” and it’s like yeah buddy it sure it. you say “3 years since destiel love confession scene next month” and it’s like who said that.

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i deserve it, don't i? | mitski - i'm your man

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the thing about. the end of supernatural. what you have to understand. about the end of supernatural. is that i am no fool. i pride myself on not being a fool, even. i am so set in my unfoolish ways that i naysayed for weeks prior to 15.18. i was bringing a Bad Vibe. I was bringing a you can just choose not to be queerbaited by supernatural in 2020 vibe. i was bringing a idk guys i think the tenth year they pull the football and you fall for it. it IS on you . vibe. only to. watch 15.18. and get egg on my face. but this did not deter me. from my commitment to being unfoolish. i continued to say things like. well contracts for actors are often for a maximum amount of episodes and not actual amount of episodes. i watched gamey thrones i played the heres how jamlam can still win game. this piece of evidence iknow it and we can discard it. i continued to say things like. maybe we should ignore aaaaaaall the metatextual stuff and tweets and boards and instagram posts which are imo too wishy washy and conspiratorial and not a great leg to stand on even when it looks like it. and look purely. at the story. but. heres the thing. when i . noted cynic. noted hater. noted pessimist. noted bringing a theres not going to be destiel in supernatural you stupid fucking bloggers. well. i started to . hesitantly. go. well. i think. the logical conclusion. of these pieces. is that it gets addressed? that they address this huge plot point that is the culmination of 12 years? i'm worried isound like a crazy person who makes 200 page powerpoints about how insert pairing here is going to be canon but. all i am saying is that. it makes sense. narratively. to follow up. on a plot point. that killed a major character. and recontextualized. 12 years. of a relationship. AND THEN I WAS CRAZY! I WAS EXPECTING TOO MUCH! I WAS READING INTO THINGS! AND THEY DIDN'T!

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#sigh.

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no actor has ever, ever appeased gay fans of anything like george blagden did. “oh but sam reid said some mad shit about the vampire show”, shut up, i don’t care, he’s not fit to clean blagden’s boots. when his character’s solo verse in his one big song got cut from the movie george blagden fucking went to paris stood in front of the building it was set alone at night and recorded himself singing it. he posted himself singing a death cab for cutie song that he’d adapted to be about his gay little character and the guy he was pining for. this man was the only person outside of tumblr to give a fuck about “grantaire from the les mis movie” and he fought and died for tumblrina rights. we will never see his like again

#know your herstory!

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Stupid dumb little comic

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in all 15 seasons of supernatural dean is never once displayed as a bad driver. he’s had full conversations WITH eye contact with sam and never once manages to crash or even swerve off the road a little. he will be battered to hell, blood spilling out of every orifice imaginable and he would still manage to drive the impala back to the motel in one piece. the only time i can ever recall in which he’s lost control of baby is when cas is talking about benjamin. all cas has to do is compliment another dude and dean is just driving straight into traffic. sam has to literally say “watch the road” and only then does dean look away from cas (who is sitting the back seat btw). maybe this is me looking too deep into something pointless, i just find it incredibly funny.

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i hear a good lyric and start mentally holding up blorbos like im in the home depot paint aisle comparing swatches