I know BTM isn't some peoples' favorite song (AND I AM JUDGING) but listen... BTM and HOTH live... it's like the clearest most evolved and perfect version of his 1D solos but uninterrupted for whole entire songs, it feels like everything I dreamed of listening to little snippets tacked together on repeat to hear his soft emotional angelic voice for longer, I could cry it sounds so fucking pretty
this is making me so beyond emotional. the guy who barely had solos for all of x factor and two full albums and thought that maybe he’d just never be good enough, the ‘can’t sing’ target of every stupid one direction joke on the internet, the guy who wasn’t even sure if he would or should pursue a solo career has a live album out today from his second world tour that’s still in progress. because he believed in himself, and because we believed in him. and now we get to be together on record forever 🥹
tomorrow oliver is gonna be like well, i do have eyes and there’s that scene in season 3 where they’re talking in buck’s kitchen, and i do see how that could be interpreted as sexual tension… i mean buck did say “i’d still take you” you know?… and i wouldn’t disagree with buck possibly wanting to get on his knees… that’s just our chemistry and ryan’s a beautiful man so…
Q: When you first met that character, and you seemed a little standoffish and maybe threatened, and not a big fan. Do you think it's because deep down you had these... something there brewing, but you didn't know what it was?