you raised your hand to your face as if
to hide it , the pink fingers gone gold in the light
streamed straight to the bone,
as if you were the small room closed in glass
with every speck of dust illuminated .
independent , selective , mutuals only , oc & canon multimuse .
written by kyran . read rules & muse abouts before interacting .
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“Life—the way it really is—is a battle not between good and bad, but between bad and worse.”
Joseph Brodsky (via kaminotsumahajiki)
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i love you baby and if it’s quite alright...
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he makes a half-hearted swipe for the box, hoping to knock it out of bram’s grasp but mostly just succeeding at making himself stumble. small slip - up doesn’t stop him from joining in on the teasing ; he pouts and crosses his arms. “ could you really blame me if i were? i mean, you’re practically mocking me – oh, this juice box is so good, i love it so much. it’s unfair. ”
BRAM GRINS , LIFTING THE BOX TO TAKE A SIP , chuckling enough for him to cough after he swallows . he’s giggling before he even makes his joke , taking another sip from it and faux - moaning in bliss . ‘ oh yeah , this is so hot , i’d make love to this juice box only . real boyfriends aren’t a thing anymore , just juice boxes . ’ and he’s bent over himself in laughter , holding out an arm to simon . ‘ i’m kidding , i love you . you just can’t kiss me ‘til i get the taste of pineapple punch out of my mouth , lest you melt in jealousy . ’
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ashton doesn’t realize how much colin had to give up, and colin isn’t going to speak up ; empathy doesn’t come as easily to others as it does to colin. “ this isn’t the only place the plague has hit, ashton. ” he tries not to think about what that means for him – sometimes it feels like he’s just struggling to stay afloat. maybe it’s good that he intends to stick around london for a while. “ i don’t get why – why do you act like what you’re doing is so much greater? you distract people for an hour, then they go home and i take care of the plague that found them while they were at your show. ” he doesn’t answer ashton’s question – two people died yesterday alone, and colin needs no reminders of his failure.
HE DOESN’T REALISE AT ALL , ashton rolls his eyes , brow furrowed in anger . ‘ yeah , well , anywhere’s better than here . ’ he mutters venomously , chewing on his cheek as if his irritable energy has nowhere to go , ‘ i don’t act , i think , because at least with my music , people go away knowing that they might die , but at least there’s art , and that art is gonna be in their hearts because that’s what they love . you’re out here giving people false hope , and trying to save people that were doomed to die the second they got the plague . if they die , they die with my music inside them , and my music distracted them from this shitty world for five minutes , then i’m gonna think that i did a really great job . because the world is gonna die , we may as well enjoy ourselves while we’re at it . i may as well play rockstar and try to make something out of myself before the plague sweeps me up and turns me into the most disgusting thing on the planet , and i hope you skip my door when that happens . ’
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aside from the brief blinking of his led, he gives little to no physical reaction to alfred’s response. ❝ androids can become deviant when faced with irrational instructions or emotional shock. deviancy can cause them to act against their protocol, sometimes attacking their owners for seemingly no reason. ❞ a brief pause. ❝ daniel is the deviant’s name ? he may have been… jealous. of ross’ job, and the… attention… it got him. ❞
HE NODS SLOWLY , almost as if he’s deep in thought . ‘ we have sixty - three androids altogether working in my father’s home . we have five HK400′s , fifteen WR600′s and five WB200′s to accompany them , fifteen RK200′s , ten AX400′s , ten PL600′s , because my father is fond of the older models , natalie , his BL100 , and preston and chandler , both CX100′s . i know the other’s names , but we’d be here all day if i told you them . can we be sure he will be safe in their presence ? ’ he asks , tilting his head . ‘ i never met daniel in person , but i know ross has sent me pictures of the two of them . ’ he takes his phone from his pocket and opens up the picture history he has with ross , handing it over to connor . there were selfies and videos of the two , dancing and singing , generally acting like a couple normally would . the text messages have discussion about sexual natures , there’s one message that specifies , ‘ it’s like he was almost human last time . ’
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i have to be up at 7am tommorow groaaaaaan
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‘ I’M SO ANGRY ? i’m so angry ? ’ incredulous , todd spins in a tight circle to disperse his building energy . ‘ you’re being a jackass . i’m not gonna not talk about john – i’m not gonna forget about john just because you get pissy whenever i talk about him and i sure as hell won’t let you keep shitting on my schedule like you do . just ‘cause all you’ve got is a sixteen year old and some guitar picks doesn’t mean i’m the same , you mug . ’
‘ ARE YOU FUCKING LISTENING TO YOURSELF ? ’ he asks , and he knows he’s getting louder , an easy indication of his own irrational irritation biting at him . ashton snorts , ‘ you bring him up every two fucking seconds , i don’t want to hear it . ’ the second comment hurts a little more than he thought it would , and it’s a far harder blow to take , he swallows , clutching the neck of his guitar like he’s threatening to strangle it , ‘ right , yeah , nice one , tee . i thought we were supposed to be mates , but yeah , my mistake , you’re clearly too busy to take a little you time and do something you’re good at , and that you like , something that’s gonna take you out of this rotting town and to other parts of the world , but yeah , i’m a misery - case for saying your schedules a little fucked , and that you’re a little angry . that’s charming , that is . ’
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“ you look – well – better than i would’ve figured. ” he was looking for todd and he got ashton ; if the approaching plague weren’t enough, this would be proof that God allows humans to suffer. “ still playing at being a rock star, i see. ” he doesn’t mention how his wrists tightened upon hearing ashton’s song – like he could ( should ) pick up the drumsticks right now and join in.
GOD , WHY’D COLIN HAVE TO BE HERE ? ... nevermind , god and ashton don’t talk enough for him to get an answer on that . he strums his guitar absentmindedly , and it almost looks like he’s going to disregard colin completely , clicking his teeth together in a wolfish snap . ‘ mmm , yeah . i’m gonna be living it up anywhere that isn’t here , and i’m not gonna be trying to infect myself with the plague every day . ’ he says , and he punctuates himself with a strum of all strings . ‘ and the people i influence are gonna pass my art on to others . making a difference . have you managed to save anyone this week , huh ? ’
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STILL SNICKERING , todd lets the coy words of the butcher’s daughter cloud his mind for just a second longer . it’s so easy to lose himself in things like that : how trivial and everyday flirting seems in the middle of this chaos . ashton’s stony face drags him out of his rose coloured stupor soon enough . ‘ i can’t believe you’re still not talking to him , man , ’ tee hums , voice delightfully sing - song as he rifles through his bag to find his music . ‘ you guys are just making this worse on yourselves . kiss and make up already . ’
HE ROLLS HIS EYES , glancing back at the girl that todd seemed so ... weirdly smitten with . people were weird , but that was just this town , with it’s weird shitty priests and people who were too busy saving others to save themselves , and that wasn’t the life that he was about to lead . he grumbles , smacking todd upside the head . ‘ you’re disgusting to insinuate i’d want to do anything with a guy who fucks bird masks for a living . ’ he mutters , pushing past the crowd . ‘ i feel bad for anyone who kisses him , they’d come back with leaves stuck in their teeth . ’
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todd makes one friend that doesnt kill him challenge
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‘ SHUT THE HELL UP , ashton . ’ it’s quiet at first , but todd radiates heat . ‘ you don’t get to act like i’m slacking off , here . you might have all the time in the world , but ever since john … my dad’s been on my back about everything . so shut the hell up and play . ‘s what you wanted , right ? ’
‘ STOP TALKING ABOUT JOHN ! ’ he snaps , slapping a hand on his guitar hard enough for his palm to sting , ‘ what the hell’s up your ass , huh ? i want you to be less of a dick , jesus christ . ’ he shakes his head , as if he truly believes he’s not the one at fault here . ‘ town’s getting to your head , tee , you’re so angry all the time . ’
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i fuck so much w the crystal kingdom ost
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i fucking love adam @ cam post come out sooner please please please
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stillworthy replied to your post:i want to see my baby girl! (here she comes!)
ky go to sleep
i’ll go to sleep if you tell me that mark thinks adams ok he guesses
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