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– Audrey Hepburn

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What could I have been? What will I be?

i. Between the Bars, Elliott Smith / ii. @danielcalmdown / iii. The Bell Jar, Sylvia Plath / iv. Things You Wanted To Say But Never Did, Geloy Concepcion

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i get mean when i’m nervous like a bad dog

Unknown/@papayajuan2019/a hero of our time - mikhail lermontov/poor things (2023)/ @sarakleijn/venetta octavia/ @papayajuan2019/@ https.c0rps3 on instagram/cop car - mitski

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fawzul himaya hareed (@milodrama) reimagining shame, on writing and being seen (link to substack) \\ @allsadnshit \\ alyse leah angélique des francs on lirr train \\ sam sax xenotransplantation (via @cloudswamp) \\ liana finck

kofi

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A love song on for the radio

Judith Herzberg, “sentimental” / A 70’s teenagers bedroom / Ben Doller, “Radio, Radio” / Queen, “Radio Ga Ga” / Ruslan Sabiroff, Radio / Tom Clark, “Radio” / John Denver, “Take Me Home, Country Roads” / Judith Herzberg, “sentimental”

Bonus: @argumate

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Do I want to be right or to be kind?

Jenny Holzer/ Angie McMahon, “Slow Mover”/ @thesofthuman/ Fenne Lily, “Hollywood and Fear”/ Mary Oliver, “Spring”/ Lady Lamb, “Heaven Bent”/ Jenny Holzer

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HOLE THEORY

@/wovi / Immemorial Silence, Karman MacKendrick / Track, Tomas Tranströmer tr by Robert Bly / Black Square on a White Field, Kazimir Malevich / Hole Theory, William Pope L. / Overflowing With Empty, Judas H. / The Man With a Hole in His Head, Rick Bursky / William Pope L. / @/vren-diagram / Andrew Wyeth / Eating the Archive, Yousif M. Qasmiyeh / What We Buried, Caitlyn Siehl / Ann Carson

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angels in america - tony kushner / ilya kaminsky / yves olade / end of desire - MUNA / maggie stiefvater / oh god - miya folick / angels in america - tony kushner

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tonight we die as a family, mohammed el-kurd

[english on the left as published in the poetry review & translated into urdu on the right by @/smuntahaali on instagram]

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Nicole Krauss, The History of Love

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i hope my absence gives you the peace my love never could

- dee

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— Edna St. Vincent Millay, from a letter to Arthur Davison Ficke featured in Savage Beauty: The Life of Edna St. Vincent Millay.

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— Louise Glück, from “The Untrustworthy Speaker.”

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Sara Teasdale, from The Collected Poems of Sara Teasdale; "Song,"

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I think I was just born with something dark and ugly inside of me. Always waiting to be found out.

planetarium - adrienne rich/@twoheadedfawnn/ugly, bitter, and true - suzanne rivecca/a burning hill - mitski/a hora da estrela- clarice lispector/ @100493503004422/sharp objects - gillian flynn