hi-yaz

[hi-yaz]

Hi Yaz

It’s been how many years? 4 I guess. Sometimes I still think about you and when I do, I still wonder if I am doing the right thing, if I am in the right relationship, if he’s really the one. 

I saw a soulless AVP today. And I saw how old looking the couple are. I saw the people who attended the wedding. It makes me wonder... am I the right person for B? We live in 2 different worlds Yaz. Sometimes, I can’t help but compare you two.. 

Remember the time when you gave me a piggyback ride in Poblacion cos my feet were tired? That’s one of my favorite memories of you. Night lights, honking cars, smog, the cozy smell of cold Christmas breeze. I will forever treasure that memory Yaz. While B smelled like my grandma’s closet, oozing with the sense of security, there are days when I crave for spontaneity.  

I can never bring myself to tell B about you and how intense those 2 mos. are. I probably never will. I will carry you to my grave. 

Just random thoughts.

[hi-yaz]

Hi Yaz

Today is my interview at Ayala and it might or might not turn out great. I might have gotten too cocky but the thing is, I was honest and I tried my best. I hope you are here Yaz. I miss you so much.