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April 15

It’s been so hard to look at AK and feel love or anything positive lately and its because I know that he hung out with his ex and lied to me about it. 

When I brought up living separately he was against it and said it would be the beginning of our break up and yes I agree it would be but that would have been a great chance for him to agree if he didn’t want to be with me. 

So now he either lied to me because 

a. it was a harmless meet up 

b. he was cheating

c. he misses her in his life 

d. because he’s really dumb enough to believe that I would not find out? 

The part that hurts me the most is not him hanging out with her, but him telling me that he needs his personal space and the first thing he does is see his ex gf? I wasn’t aware that thats the kind of personal space that he wanted.

This whole situation made me realize that I am nice AF, I am way too fucking nice and he is clearly abusing my kindness. 

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I just want a hug.

I thought about you today, I missed your touch and your hugs. I miss it a lot but I don’t wan’t it - I don’t want you. I am angry at myself for thinking about you and for missing you and I hate that. It makes me feel vulnerable and ordinary. Sometimes I am angry that you were able to give up on me so easily. I feel that nothing that we have was special or meant the world to you like you used to say.  I have many questions which I don’t want to ask or know your answers to. I know that moving on is the best thing for me and my soul. I know that I deserve more and better, I know my worth now. I can’t help it but be a human and miss your touch. I just want a hug. 

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I refuse to please others at the expense of my emotional well-being - even if it means saying “no” to people who are used to hearing “yes”.

Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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Sacrificing who we are for the sake of what others think just isn’t worth it.

Brene Brown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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Love didn’t hurt you. Someone who doesn’t know how to love you hurt you. Don’t confuse the two.

Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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Moments become memories. People become lessons. That’s life.

Rithvik Singh (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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Sometimes you have to make a decision that will break your heart but will give peace to your soul.

@feels.myheart (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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You don’t always have to tell your side of the story. Time will.

Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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It’s OK if you don’t know how to move on. Start with something easier - like not going back.

Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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Sometimes you need to be selfish and make yourself and your happiness a priority. This may require you to cut out some things in your life, but be strong because your happiness is worth it.

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Hi, I would like to hold your hand and love you forever

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The Signs and Their Ingredients

Aries: flames directly from hell, shards of diamonds, the energy of a toddler, and a gallon of caffeine

Taurus: clusters of emerald gemstones, the scent of old books, warm chocolate chip cookies, and silk pajamas

Gemini: wind from a tornado, a pinch of salt, a child’s laughter, and a cup of glitter

Cancer: shimmering tears, the moon’s light, the scent of fresh lavender, and water from an ocean storm

Leo: a Hollywood actresses’ tears, the pride of a lion, the morning sun’s rays, and beaming highlighters

Virgo: freshly roasted coffee, the scent of new books, a bouquet of daisies, and the breeze of a fall afternoon

Libra: a cup of rose petals, a bottle of fruity perfume, creamy frosting, and the voice of Marilyn Monroe

Scorpio: deep rooted secrets, the eyes of a psychic, passion *added for flavor*, and a midnight conversation

Sagittarius: a child’s optimism, a folk song riff, a language not yet known, and the wisdom of a philosopher

Capricorn: the bones of a warrior, a gallon of pessimism, a leader’s authority, and Saturn’s tough, layered rings

Aquarius: an alien’s brain, a tablespoon of star dust, holographic beams, and one mystery flavored airhead

Pisces: melatonin, a cup of cotton candy, the heart of a goddess, and the tears of a siren

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Albatross Seabirds Stay in a Relationship for 45 Years. - WTF Fun Facts

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That’s how you know you really trust someone, I think; when you don’t have to talk all the time to make sure they still like you or prove that you have interesting stuff to say.

Sara Zarr (via quotemadness)