hirahrasheed

[hirahrasheed]

The art of detachment. Nothing belongs to me, Its all an experience.

[hirahrasheed]

12/12/23

Listening to Margaret rn. I came back to hostel yesterday, Lahore ki sardi nahi pasand, itna udas hai sub kuch, I guess I am one of those psychotic people who prefer summer over winter lol

I made a cake for my friend's birthday, yesterday I gave it to her, we had tea in cafe and sat there for an hour I think, she told me that she wanted to watch lala land with her siblings but couldnt so I told her that I'll watch it with her, aisay he bs humari baat hui and I started thinking about you,

I just don't know what to say to you anymore, sub kuch itna mushkil kyun ho gya hai? Sub kuch asaan tha, hum asaan they, shyd ghalti meri he thi

Pta nahi, it's just I know that this is not going to work out lekin what am I supposed to do with all the things I know about you, all the little things that u like, abhi bhi someone says something and I start to think about u k aisay tou ap baat kartay hain, phir wahi sub yaad aye ga, ap yaad ayen gay, pta nahi kabhi kabhi mera dil karta hai k main sub bhool jaun,

[hirahrasheed]

[hirahrasheed]

even though I can't recall your face I still got love for you.

[hirahrasheed]

In my Eras era. 💅

[hirahrasheed]

i made your favorite dish. i made you something you’ve never tried before. i love you. i spent twenty minutes chopping. my grandmother made this for me when i was little. i made this dairy free for you. i love you. i want to eat together. the onions made me cry. i love you. i learned this recipe for you. i love you. i made this special for your birthday. i love you. i know you don’t like peppers. i love you. i love you. i love you.

[hirahrasheed]

بڑی لمبی گفتگو کرنی ہے،

تم آنا،اک پوری زندگی لے کر

Bādi lambi guftagu karni hai,

Tum aana,ek puri Zindagi ly kar

Have to do a prolonged conversation

You come, with a whole life

جب میں مانگوں کوئی مہنگا تحفہ

تم ڈھیر سارا وقت لے کر آنا

Jab mein mangun koi mehnga tohfa

Tum dher sara waqat le kar aana

When I ask for an expensive gift

You bring a lot of time

[hirahrasheed]

I’ll reread the same sweet messages 50x, I love kind words

[hirahrasheed]

"can u multitask" yes actually i am losing my mind and chilling at the same time

[hirahrasheed]

[hirahrasheed]

when hayao miyazaki said that true love was two people inspiring each other to live…recognizing just how hard living is, putting one foot in front of the other every day, how easy it is to lose our passion for it…… that’s the real shit

[hirahrasheed]

Feeling really low rn

[hirahrasheed]

[hirahrasheed]

JAB WE MET (2007) dir. Imtiaz Ali

[hirahrasheed]

I’ve always lived life with “everyone is meant to leave” and so I say the things I want to, and love as much as I can because when the time to walk away is before me I don’t want to ache for another tomorrow and yet, I do. And I miss us, I guess I’ll always do.

-her.moonlit.world

[hirahrasheed]

“you don’t know what it means to be loved by someone who’s tired, someone that despite their inner bitterness, they try to love you with all the sweetness in the world, and despite all of the chaos that lives within them, they tidy themselves up for you.”

أنت لا تعلم معنى أن تحب من قبل شخص متعب، شخص برغم كل الألم بداخله يحاول أن يحبك بشغف العالم، وبرغم الفوضى التي تسكن فيه يحاول أن يوضب نفسه من أجلك.

[hirahrasheed]

“I cannot fight fate, but for you I’ll try with prayers”

-her.moonlit.world