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It doesnt bother me none if it seems like my interest timeline is a "downgrade" or anything, i dont really care about being judged for what i like. As long as my friends are respectful and nice to me about it its whatever. I like whatever i happen to enjoy most, and i try to read and watch and play a lot of things to find what clicks with me best. My list of interests and things i love is huuuuuuuge i just dont make posts or content often here on tumblr i guess

#I used to have a massive ososan and undertale phase that i just. Never posted about. Granted this was on my OLDDD old blog #But i was content with them being my own little thing

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my tumblr interest timeline (not including micro interests and hyperfixations i never really posted about)

Jojo (part 7 fan especially) and cowboys -> splatoon but it stays as a secondary huge thing for everything else past this too -> fire emblem three houses and dimitri and percie (later perclings too) -> still dimitri and percie but theyre clowns now. Clown troupe and beginning of the big thomas oc bang -> Papa Louie games -> dottore, which began the evil descent into genshin but only the characters -> Star Rail now. And a few new ocs who mean lots to me like Eibel and Dr. Library and Sunnie -> planes and trains and thomas the tank engine and Sunnie's Toybox and Magicland (current day)

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i only just remembered that i probably look like a jojo blogger with this icon 😭 im sorry ive had this icon for many many years wolf gyro is a dear friend of mine and i love her. i dont posts jojo much but i still like it lots. and when sbr anime comes out next year i will probably never stop talking about it (im a huge part 7 fan. johnny is actually my favorite character not gyro but i like all the main sbr cast. i have 4 johnny figures and 2 gyro ones 😁)

#i used to be the cowboy mutual... *sighs wistfully*

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Can you imagine 1. Having a dad who looks like howard hamlin from better call saul. And 2. Not realizing the resemblance until your fourth bcs rewatch. This is the reality i live in

#My dad has the same scary blue eyes #Howard is just a younger more peppy and slightly shorter blonde version of my dad

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they always cast people in movies and shows and draw characters that look like, upper middle class and rich people, like the people i went to school with. They dont cast people who look like my mom and dad. Except howard hamlin who looks a lot like my dad, much to my chagrin

#My point is the genre of guy who looks like howard hamlin/my dad #And my mom they arent common to see in media

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i love seeing women with smile lines. Men too. We need to make this big, asap.

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i loooooove my trains and airplanes 🛩🚂 theyre so cute theyre my favorite animal

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thought of this because of one of the posts on the aita tumblr, but it really surprised me to see multiple people express discomfort with age regressed people or alters and say they dont wanna be around or talk to them... it confuses me bc they dont really say why (except maybe mentioning they feel worried about saying or doing something wrong in the moment but still the way its worded makes me feel bad) like i dunno those are still your friends and fellow people in a very vulnerable state, and not all systems can easily control what their other alters do or communicate to them so just saying "i dont want your little self/alter to interact with me" makes me sad

#if you wanna share your own thoughts on this or anything you can but be nice please

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#gif

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How I feel posting

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getting into something your friend likes is crazy. I like to share so i end up finding tons of fanart and posts and showing them and sometimes my friend will be like "ugh i have that artist mutually blocked after the insane discourse of '16 😒" and i just go damn my bad.

#It doesn't hurt my feelings or anything

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#Video

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whats it called, when planes or trains or anything are living and has a face and stuff but isnt anthro (like aeromorphs are) does that even have a specific term? I just describe it as being like the cars movie. I like that type of living vehicle best, they are cute

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dreams being extensions of your subconscious is really funny because of how unsubtle they are. I think im somewhat ok at managing my emotions when i am in an upsetting situation, but I sometimes have reoccurring dreams where someone is being extremely rude to me for no reason and I literally just start attacking them. Usually with me being ashamed after and apologizing profusely, only to attack again if provoked

#I had to deal with a lot of snideness and such while in school because i was autistic trans and i was surrounded by wealthy kids #One time a guy stepped on my fingers when i was trying to pick something up to hand to him #And he grabbed it and didnt even acknowledge me at all #I think i short circuited from the sheer rudeness but that was the closest i ever got to snapping like in my dreams

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>wake up in treehouse >hungover from root beer >late for my job as ice cream taster at candy mountain >stumble to cardboard box to drive to work >don't have enough imagination to make it go >try to take my bike >get pulled over by toy soldier for having a girly bike >get sentenced to a saturday of homework and to watch baby shows like barney >thank him for his service >fired from job >go to candy store >stumble home hyper >wake up for another big day

I LOVE LIVING IN KIDWORLD, THE ONLY FUN COUNTRY ON EARTH

#This is what the toybox is like

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The thing of "when you go outside and realize the world is normal and niche internet micro discourse doesnt matter there" is true and funny but i think theres alao an inverse. When you go out and remember oh right people will be fatphobic to you and look down on you for existing and also dont understand transness or pronouns or anything. Like i get comfortable here in my nice little internet space with friends where its normal to be myself

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i literally feel like im going to be sick trying not to laugh at this at my desk like i feel faint