honeywithcerealtypeoflife

[honeywithcerealtypeoflife]

really sad, really really sad, i need to talk to him abt all those things. that’s not normal yk he just disappeared and pretends that’s it’s okay, im telling unwanted and unloved

[honeywithcerealtypeoflife]

literally all my relationshps were ruined by clingyness and that one i REALLY want it to work out so just stop, you have your own life, fucking LIVE IT, go to the gym, study, jornal, watch your things and do your stuff, u don’t depend on him to be someone, u can be it by yourself

[honeywithcerealtypeoflife]

stop. being. clingy.

[honeywithcerealtypeoflife]

there’s so much people telling me to stop posting myself that much for so long, i think it’s a sign that i do need to be better

[honeywithcerealtypeoflife]

omg um overreacting ONCE AGAIN with ANOTHER PERSON, with her it used to make kinda sense cuz she didn’t like me but with him, at least now i don’t send one million things like before, know i suffer in silence, and suffer without any reason to cuz we’re happy together im just annoying

[honeywithcerealtypeoflife]

nos pessoas que já desejamos ficar muito doentes ou serem internadas pra ver quem realmente se importa

[honeywithcerealtypeoflife]

fuck u u r literally using that as an excuse to not talk to me and i know it it’s sad and im mad at you i just wanna talk with my BOYFRIEND but i can’t cuz u r sick and ooooh poor u IM SICK TOO and i want to talk to u but it looks like we’re in the small talk stage and it SUCKS cuz i can’t tell u anything oh god im so fucking mad, there’s literally nothing i can tell you because u don’t wanna listen to me, are you sick of me?

[honeywithcerealtypeoflife]

dengue got me with not appetite at all and the relapsing is coming slowly but steady, which is fine by me since i was getting was too fat again and that’s not what i want at all, i saw her writing abt the fact that she’s relapsing, i wish i could talk to her abt it, im so happy in my relationship and her friendship would be very nice rn, maybe in the future, i wish she could come to my birthday

[honeywithcerealtypeoflife]

that’s gonna be a good safe place considering that no one follows me here so no one can catch me and wish bad things upon me, i fell like my english is getting worst fuck u lucas let me have my síndrome de supla i need it

[honeywithcerealtypeoflife]

i feel like it is really a me problem and thats clear just from the fact that i’m now with someone who wants to be with me and i still manage to be ANNOYING AS FUCK just cuz he’s not doing well therefore he’s not answering me the way i want to, am i selfish or is this what’s like to be a person?

[honeywithcerealtypeoflife]

can’t believe it in this fucking app, at least i can practice my english now that i don’t have any one to mix languages with anymore, i really do miss her friendship tho