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i'll ask him

hey

hey jun. jun jeff misses you and says you should come down to providence to see us.

(…. i miss you too, nerdlord)

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hey

hey jun. jun jeff misses you and says you should come down to providence to see us.

(.... i miss you too, nerdlord)

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i scrolled holy shit 

I'm sorry I've been busy??? 

  not my fault you couldn’t be bothered to scroll

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wow fuck you too

nordy why are you even checking on me

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because you're my friend holy shit

nordy why are you even checking on me

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idk why you keep doing it

JEFF’S PLAYING MYSIMS AGAIN

I CANNOT BELIEVE

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do not ask meEEE

JEFF’S PLAYING MYSIMS AGAIN

I CANNOT BELIEVE

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JEFF'S PLAYING MYSIMS AGAIN

I CANNOT BELIEVE

#HE HATES THAT GAME

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THIS IS A FLETCHLING

THIS IS A FLEDGELING

I CAN SEE HOW MAYBE SOMEONE COULD HAVE GOTTEN CONFUSED

THAT SOMEONE BEING ME

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ALL THIS TIME I THOUGHT BABY BIRDS WERE FLETCHLINGS

NO

THEY'RE NOT

THEY'RE CALLED FLEDGELINGS

I AM SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW

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really wanting to not exist right now

i feel gross and i'm getting upset about things that happened years ago 

i shouldn't even fucking care about my stupid crooked right arm anymore even if it never healed properly ughH

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You want a physicist to speak at your funeral. You want the physicist to talk to your grieving family about the conservation of energy, so they will understand that your energy has not died. You want the physicist to remind your sobbing mother about the first law of thermodynamics; that no energy gets created in the universe, and none is destroyed. You want your mother to know that all your energy, every vibration, every Btu of heat, every wave of every particle that was her beloved child remains with her in this world. You want the physicist to tell your weeping father that amid energies of the cosmos, you gave as good as you got. And at one point you’d hope that the physicist would step down from the pulpit and walk to your brokenhearted spouse there in the pew and tell him that all the photons that ever bounced off your face, all the particles whose paths were interrupted by your smile, by the touch of your hair, hundreds of trillions of particles, have raced off like children, their ways forever changed by you. And as your widow rocks in the arms of a loving family, may the physicist let her know that all the photons that bounced from you were gathered in the particle detectors that are her eyes, that those photons created within her constellations of electromagnetically charged neurons whose energy will go on forever. And the physicist will remind the congregation of how much of all our energy is given off as heat. There may be a few fanning themselves with their programs as he says it. And he will tell them that the warmth that flowed through you in life is still here, still part of all that we are, even as we who mourn continue the heat of our own lives. And you’ll want the physicist to explain to those who loved you that they need not have faith; indeed, they should not have faith. Let them know that they can measure, that scientists have measured precisely the conservation of energy and found it accurate, verifiable and consistent across space and time. You can hope your family will examine the evidence and satisfy themselves that the science is sound and that they’ll be comforted to know your energy’s still around. According to the law of the conservation of energy, not a bit of you is gone; you’re just less orderly.

Aaron Freeman (via larmoyante)

(via miss-cthulhu)

#grief #important posts about death

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Crow unties shoe to try to steal pan. [video]

#WHAT A SMART SWEETIE

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#PUT IT ON ME

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i literally just started crying.

this is adorable.

omfg.

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The Black 01