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Some words you can’t take back so <<<<<FUCKING SPAM RESET BUTTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

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I was born fearless.

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Feed.

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Its over. My feelings is over for someone like you who has a smile so genuine. Who loves taking care of the situation when it gets harder. Who loves giving advice when I feel lost. For you who was always there when I need you the most. No , these ain’t delusional, for you awaken and restore the love that is lost. 

But its over. My tears already dethrone the fire that’s growing. My heart knows this is wrong for I’m too late to say this, I love you. And Im sorry for being the coward that I am. 

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I became the person I never wanted to be. I became worst than I’ve ever thought.  I was a fool to think that I already know how life works. Yes, I was a fool.

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reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

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Somebody Owns You Now.

Anfg hirap naman umamin hanggang ngayon. Kinukulong ko magisa sarili ko  sa konsepto na mahal kita at patuloy ko lang tatanggapin na di ka talaga para sa akin. 

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You sometimes think you want to disappear, but all you really want is to be found. 

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soon.

Ngayon ko lang talaga nasabi sa sarili ko na, mahal talaga ako ng taong to. Na tangap niya ako ng buong buo. Walang ifs or buts. Basta mahal niya ako. Sarap lang. ilang araw na ako nag popost tungkol sakanya kasi di ko talaga mapigilan yung sarili ko dahil sobrang saya ko. Isipin mo nga? Inumpisahan ko tong blog na to na sobrang broken ako pero andito ako ngayon. May chance pa mga besh. May chance pa tayong sumaya at mahalin. Wag ka susuko. Kung nawala man ung taong minahal mo ibig sabihin lang you’re one step closer sa taong magmamahal sayo ng totoo.

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BLog blog Blog~~!!

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ahm, what have I done?

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I have lost my passion. Di ko na alam gusto ko. 

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BE-S

Ayokong umamin talaga sa iba na crush kitaaa. Ayoko kasi half -half? AHHAHHAHA 

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An open letter to BE-s

I will admit that when I first saw you , I got a crush on you. Well maybe because you got looks (which I deny til now coz that’s one of my way of teasing you) and I like tall guys. Pasulyap-sulyap lang ako pag nandyan ka sa malapit , kasi ganun naman talaga diba? When you start having a crush on someone , kahit presensya lang nya masaya ka na. Remember nung time na naguusap tayo , and you asked something like “edi lagi mo akong napapnsin” huleshet I caught off guard, dunno how to divert the topic but lucky me , I was able to .Pero wala pa ako sa idea na ma fa-fall ako sayo coz I was so broken that time and ayoko pa ( til now naman) ayoko pa magmahal ulit , di ko pa kaya sumugal ulit .  Anyway , back to the topic. I was so surprised when your message me first like shit di ko talaga ineexpect. Kung alam mo lang , gusto ko pumara nun sa jeepney and reply “sige intayin kita dito sa gateway” para lang sabay tayo nung time na yun , but I refused di sa pagmamaganda ha , nahihiya kasi ako and Im tired din tsaka nakabayad na ako nun sa Jeep HAHAHHAHAH. So ayun nga di ko yun makakalimutan syempre kasi that’s the first time that I was able to talk to you. Days passed and you start calling me bes, which I dont want to be called by you pwede naman kasing ‘be’ dinagdagan mo pa ng s , I WANT TO BE YOUR BEBE NOT YOUR BES , OMG! DAMI KO NG BES HAHAHHAHA CHAR! Wala na akong magawa syempre sinakyan ko  nalang yang trip mo na besprenin ako. Dahil dun, mas ginusto ko nalang din talgang maging kaibigan mo. Iniisip ko din kasi na baka kapag jinowa kita break na tayo ngayon. I enjoy your company kahit baliw ka, actually na enjoy ko nga dahil baliw ka. Sobrang lawak mo magisip , matured ba na mas lalong nakaka inlab omg sorry na hahahaha. Thankful ako kasi kahit sumosobra na ako nandyan ka pa din HAHHAHAH tho natatakot pa din ako. Natatakot na baka pag nakakilala ka ng iba e makalimutan mo na ako. Natatakot na baka pag nagkajowa ka na , di na kita makaka bond. Takot ako na mawala ka na. Saka ko na siguro sasabihin sayo to sa personal pag may kaya na akong ipagmalaki sayo. Ang dami kong natutunan sayo. Isa ka sa mga happy pill ko. Literal na nawawala stress ko pag nakikita kita. Naeexcite ako kada magkikita tayo coz I know walang dull moment. Sana walang magbago kasi gusto kong nandyan ka habang nag grow ako. Im doing my best para wag muna mag confess about this kasi ayoko may magbago. Ayoko na lumayo ka , baka hindi na tayo magkita . Magtravel pa tayo soon. I want you to know na masaya ako lagi for you and Im here to support you always, hide your secrets and eat with you. I miss hugging you hahahaha actually miss na kita ngayon HAHAHAH. And I want you to know that I love you- but as a friend muna :) Di ako nagmamadali :) 

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Just being with you takes all my stress away. 

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Paminsan-minsan, namimiss ka pa din.