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hey guys new diagnosis just dropped: EVIL AUTISM

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i love how in orv when we see (outside perspective) yoo joonghyuk its like he glared with murderous intent. he growled menecingly. and we think ah typical badass hero archetype. but then you read yoo mia side story (which is from yjh's perspective) and you get his internal dialoge which boils down to:

how do people work. i dont know what to say so ill just stay silent. eye contact is weird. DO I HAVE A SOUL? how do people work. how do i socialize. AM I A PERSON?

#orv #yoo joonghyuk #he's my little autistic guy #probably doesn't even realize he looks scary

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fave yjh moments from yoo mia side story:

he can't drive. we know this as he is driven to work by his manager(s) and takes a taxi home.

he reads a lot of parenting books. also visits parenting forums and worries about raising yoo mia correctly

his Thing about food. it's one third eating disorder, one third paranoia and one third genuinely seeing the world through a lens of food metaphors.

shin yoosung looks him in the eye once and he immediately thinks thats the nicest anyone's ever been to him.

compulsively reads hate comments about himself. says it doesnt bother him when it very clearly does.

the obvious brain damage he isnt acknowledging. constantly tormented by visions (seizures + hallucinations). has both long-term and short-term memory loss issues. experiences a whole ass psychotic break. hes like that dog in a burning house comic saying this is fine. yoo joonghyuk go to a neurologist im begging you!!!

#orv #yoo mia #yoo joonghyuk #what in the WORLD is happening in the side stories😭

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this is how round zero went right

#orv #GIGGLING

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my brain is fried from thinking about ratiorine recently does anyone have any cool au ideas for them so i can fry it more

#hsr #ratiorine #OMGGG CATIORINE

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the point of art is not to be great but to make it transparently obvious that there is something wrong with you

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-Rumi

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- f.k.q

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I’m going to unlearn shame *bursts into tears and beats my head against a brick wall*

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{Words by Anaïs Nin, from The Diary Of Anais Nin, Vol. 4 (1944-1947) / Cynthia Cruz from diagnosis,The glimmering room}

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somebody get that girl a large sized beverage before she loses it completely

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“let’s run away together” trope fucks me up bc it’s almost always doomed. but what if it’s not this time.

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I MISS A LOVE I NEVER HAD; ON LONGING

unknown // haruki murakami // unknown // lucille clifton // emily palermo // mahmoud darwish // frank o’hara.

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Credit: budo_212 on ig

#this looks so pretty? #god i need this to be like a reference art for ships #just bcs