@addersandsโ said:ย โย itโs easy to blame the dark .ย ย โ
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๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ others blame for what they deem as shortcomings. Jaelarys cannot findย ย FAULTย in what is only in theirย ย NATURE.ย They blame a lack of control, of knowledge, of ambitionโBut in the end, they all revolve around the same principle. Theย ย UNKNOWN.ย Darkness is only a manifestation of thatโTemporary blindness, the ignorance to what lurks in the shadows, a cloud in judgment, amongst others. It's also why so many obsess over the future, defying the limits ifย ย DESPERATEย enough by resorting to unconventional and shunned methods. Numerous happened upon him in search of those answers, eager for if just a glimpse of what pathย ย FATEย has chosen for them through his foretellings. The bloodmage wonders if she's one of them.
His nonchalance can frequently be mistakenly confused withย ย INDIFFERENCE,ย but that is yet another thing that holds no importance. So the comment has apparently no true effect on him, whether it was accusatory or a mere thought given voice. His features remained almost stoic in what many would refer to as a kind ofย ย COLD,ย male beauty.
ย ย ย ย โ Yes, โ Jaelarys agrees. โ It's easiest to blame the unknown, for those lesser that know no better. โ His eyes slightly narrowed then, staring straight into her amber and amethyst rimmed onesโperhaps he gazed deeper still. โ You are not one of them. โ
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@addersandsโ said:ย ย ย โย perfection is terrible .ย โ
ย ย ย ย ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ pleasure and fulfillment following a performance. To enthrall the audience with the sight her deft mastery of her own body, was kin to aย ย SEDUCTION.ย One might think she has been doing soโDancing like a corporeal flameโfor years on end. And they would be right in doing so. Jaelara has lived for too long with only her body as her companion, and it was only inย ย DANCEย that she felt most connected to it. Other times, when herย ย FRAGMENTEDย thoughts evoked a feeling of detachment from herself, it was as if she were a PHANTOM in a vessel. So she danced, and sheย ย REVELEDย in the awed sounds of catching breaths whenever she threw her daggers in the air ( with sparks of flame glittering like stars ).
When it was over,ย ย SATISFACTIONย would linger long enough to lift her spirits and she would not think of that gaping hole inside her. It was not uncommon for some of the folk to linger for conversation, or to impart words ofย ย PRAISE,ย but the woman minds it not. However, it was the out of the ordinary statement that has lavender gaze lift to meet the owner of it. A girlโA young woman of dark, luscious hair and lovely amber eyes. Jaelara smiles in return, tugging back silver-gold strands of hair behind her ear before tilting her chin upwards inย ย CURIOSITY.
ย ย ย ย โ I'm unsure whether you mean to insult or applaud me. โ She admits, though the smile widens as she swirls a dagger in her hand before sheathing it back in its holster. The once twin's lysene valyrian dialect, as all others of the Free Cities, was always possessed of an accent that stemmed from the High Valyrian of her nowย ย DESTROYEDย homeland. โ Aside from terrible, I'd say perfection would be awfully dull. After all, it's in differences and mistakes that many things become interesting, wouldn't you think? โ
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๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ง๐จ๐ง;ย ๐๐ง ๐๐ข๐ ๐ก ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง
ย ย ย ย I have finished, at last, for now. Below you will find a more detailed description of the history and workings of the language spoken in Valyria, Vaedarโs mother tongue; High Valyrian. Most of this is canon so the onlyย โheadcanonโ part is the connection with Latin that I use to explain or give examples of what I am describing with what could be a real life equivalent for High Valyrian ( in historical terms ). I cover a bit of the history of it, the spread, the division, how itโs still used after the Doom, its grammatical genders ( yes, High Valyrian canonly has grammatical genders, read on if curious ), and examples of its written form.ย
Be warned, it is a long post. Itโs already been added to Vaedarโs Valyria world building doc found over here as well.ย
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Before I start replying to things, I think I must post an important detail. Although the twins are mages in different crafts, they both are knowledgeable on at least the basis of the othersโ magic and if necessary, may even perform the more simple spells. This is based simply on how all Valyrian magic is based on fire and blood, and how it would seem so far in the books, blood magic does require the presence of some form of flame/heat/fire. This means for example, Jaelara would know the workings of bloodmagic, and might even know how to perform simpler spells. She lacks her twins more innate talent for it, though, just as Jaelarys would be able to call upon fire to, letโs say, light up a glass candle or a pyre.ย
This is something that is not uncommon among dragonlord families especially. Some might be better at it than others, but most did possess the magic in their blood to perform simple things like this, be them of fire or blood magic. This means Jaelarys will be able set something small on fire ( again, a candle, a small pyre, start a fire on wood, etc., ). The only way he would be able to control the fire similar to how his sister can naturally do, would be through blood magic. Blood magic allows him to do many things in powerful ways, as blood magic is the strongest form of magic. Only Jaelara, though, would be able to call upon/conjure/control/manipulate fire without the use of any other magic or spell but her own gift.ย
In terms of magical power, because of bloodmagic, Jaelarys would be theย โstrongerโ twin but only if he can use that bloodmagic to do so, which we know requires blood/related to blood in return. Jaelara has no need of that. GRRM mentions that Valyrians realized that using and saying the right spells or doing sacrifices to the correct god didnโt matter as much as who you were, what your blood was, in relation to the dragons, creatures of fire ( fire made flesh ). Which I think itโs safe to say it might mean that what matters is your blood, how powerful your blood is, how muchย โfireโ it possesses ( no, it doesnโt mean how muchย โpurityโ the blood has, even though that is how Valyrians saw it with their interbreeding ). When I say โfireโ ( that GRRM has said fire is magical ), it simply means how muchย โmagicโ it has, as the same would be true for non-valyrians with magical blood, like the Starks. We see examples of this too in how Melissandre saysย โkingโs bloodโ is stronger.ย
The twins have powerful blood, their blood is magically powerful, hence why the blood spell that Jaelarys is to do before he/or Jaelara dies, is strong enough to grant/imbue โimmortalityโ into the necklaces. Just wanted to clarify this little bit in case it needed to be clarified.ย
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MAGNOLIAย CASTILLOย SENTENCEย STARTERSย
โย what doesย โhappyโ feel like?ย โ
โย i think the real โmonstersโ are the ones who create the monstrous things.ย โ
โย broken things arenโt always ruined.ย โ
โย healing isnโt always about putting yourself back together the way you were.ย itโs about making something new out of the pieces that are left.ย โ
โย they stole my voice.ย this is me taking it back.ย โ
โย dying isnโt so badโฆitโs the leaving.ย going away when you havenโt really even gotten to do anything yet.ย โ
โย quiet. ย the ghosts are talking. ย โ
โย i think sometimes,ย some people are just meant to carry pain.ย โ
โย iโm not sure what love is supposed to feel like.ย iโve never really had it beforeโฆbut i know i feel good with you.ย warm.ย like home.ย โ
โย there are some things worse than death.ย would you like to see them?ย โ
โย you can get used to any pain.ย but loneliness,ย ย thatโs what makes you break.ย โ
โย the only thing that saved me was me.ย โ
โย i didnโt surviveโฆi just didnโt die.ย thereโs a difference.ย โ
โ ย please stop lying iโm trying to think. ย โ
โย iโve always been at home among the haunted things.ย โ
โย the world is too big.ย and i donโt know how to be in it anymore.ย โ
โย iโve seen whatย โbadโ looks like.ย youโre one of the good ones,ย trust me.ย โ
โ ย i think iโm afraid to heal, ย because that means i can be broken again. ย โ
โย there is good in the world.ย i know there is.ย i just donโt think i get to have it in my life.ย โ
โ ย you have to hold on to the little joys when you find them. ย โ
โย everything in nature is about balance.ย i think the spiritual world is like that too.ย maybe,ย if my life is so filled with darkness and hurt,ย someone else out there is getting nothing but light and warmth.ย someone who deserves it.ย โ
โ ย i donโt want to hide anymore. ย โ
โย sometimes itโs easier to believe thereโs something wrong with me.ย itโs easier than if i didnโt deserve all those things and people knew that and chose to hurt me anyway.ย that just seems worse somehow.ย โ
โย you have a very messy brain.ย โ
โย do you think the moon gets lonely?ย โ
โย when i was little i used to believe fairies made it rain.ย i think i just wanted the world to feel magical.ย โ
โย people always go away.ย even if they donโt mean to.ย no one stays.ย โ
โย anything can be a cage.ย โ
โย at least,ย no one can touch my soul.ย thatโs mine.ย that will always be mine.ย โ
โย time doesnโt speak to me.ย โ
โย embrace your chaosโฆhug your demons.ย โ
โย there are things you can never forget once you know them.ย โ
โย donโt go poking around this stuffโฆit pokes back.ย โ
โย i just live in each second as it comes.ย thatโs all i have.ย โ
โย the only thing we can really control is ourselves.ย but thereโs a power in that.ย only you get to decide what kind of person all the hard things turn you into.ย โ
โย i feel like i donโt know much of anything anymore.ย โ
โย a body is just something youโre stuck inside.ย itโs not really you.ย just a place to stay for a little while.ย โ
โย i donโt know why people like to hurt me.ย they just do.ย โ
โย i killed him but,ย now thereโs a mess.ย โ
โย i want to help.ย please?ย ย i just want to do something good.ย โ
โย iโm not very brave.ย or strong.ย i broke.ย they broke meโฆbut iโm still here.ย โ
โย i got blood on my dress.ย i really like that dress.ย โ
โย there are so many secrets in my head i never asked for.ย โ
โย iโm in here.ย iโm inside this body.ย thereโs still a person in here and itโs mine.ย ย itโs my body.ย iโm tired of so many people acting like it isnโt.ย โ
โย i donโt really sleep much anymore.ย but itโs okay,ย someone has to keep the moon company.ย โ
โย iโm so angry.ย itโs always there.ย but if i let it out iโm afraid iโll never stop.ย โ
โย i didnโt think iโd still be alive by now.ย iโm not really sure what to do now that i am.ย โ
โย everyoneโs a little bit broken.ย but itโs okay.ย broken things can be pretty too.ย thatโs how mosaics are made.ย โ
โย i donโt want anyone to hurt the way iโve hurt.ย no one deserves that kind of pain.ย โ
โย iโll be gentle with your heart.ย โ
โย i like your soul.ย itโs beautiful.ย โ
โย you have a pretty brain.ย โ
โย the pain gets better.ย it wonโt go away completely but.ย you get used to it.ย it will get easier to breathe,ย bit by bit until you donโt really notice it anymore.ย โ
โย let me make it better.ย please?ย โ
โย youโre hurting.ย i can tell.ย you donโt have to hide it.ย โ
โย you canโt hurt me in a way i havenโt already survived.ย โ
โย the thing about being broken,ย is itโs already done.ย you know you can get through anything after that.ย โ
โย people are kind of like art.ย everyone is going to see something different when they look at you.ย โ
โย i choose to help people because no one helped me.ย i want to be that person for others that i needed.ย โ
โย fucking dumbasshole.ย โ
โย iโm still trying to figure out what i want to be.ย โ
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โชย ย ย ย ๐ด๐ถ๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ผ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ป ๐ ๐จ.๐ดย ย . ย ย ( ย a ย seriesย of ย sentenceย starters ย fromย sylviaย plathโsย โ the collected poems โ . ย adjust ย phrasing ย as ย necessary .)
my mendings itch . ย thereโs nothing to do .
what ceremony of words can patch the havoc ?
stop crying .ย open your hand .
it is a terrible thing ,ย to be so open .
i am too pure for you or anyone .
itโs easy to blame the dark .
how free it is ,ย you have no idea how free .
it must be one or the other of us .
it was a kind of marriage ,ย being so close .
nobody sees us .
i couldnโt sleep for a week .
it is comfortable ,ย for a change ,ย to mean so little.
tell me iโm here .
your room is lousy with flowers .
now i resemble a sort of god .
nobody can tell what i lack .
i suppose itโs pointless to think of you at all .
i can stay awake all night ,ย if need be .
this is not what i meant .
i canโt get it out of my mind .
when you kick me out ,ย thatโs what iโll remember .
i wasnโt fooled .ย i knew you at once .
if the moon smiled ,ย she would resemble you .
your clear eye is the one absolutely beautiful thing .
perfection is terrible .
i do not trust the spirit .
one day ,ย it wonโt come back .
they will wonder if i was important .
oh god ,ย i am not like you .
there is no stopping it .
we have come so far ,ย itโs over .
tonight will be ,ย in every respect ,ย like every other night .
thatโs how you always talk before we start .
if i didnโt trust you at this ,ย i wouldnโt trust myself .
at least i feel less dread of the world beyond ours .
i admit it :ย iโm afraid .
donโt be so smart .
i dreamed of doing it ,ย and now itโs done .
earth is my haunt .
what manner of business are you on ?
perhaps youโve late quitted heaven ?
i shall never grow old .
sugar can cure everything .
is there no way out of the mind ?
there are no trees or birds in this world .
this is what i am made of ,ย this and terror .
why is it so quiet ,ย what are they hiding ?
this is what it is to be complete .
is he wearing pajamas or an evening suit ?
the police love you ,ย you confess everything .
is my life so intriguing ?
where are you going that you suck breath like mileage ?
you flicker .ย i cannot touch you .
if i could bleed ,ย or sleep !ย if my mouth could marry a hurt like that !
what did they know that i didnโt ?
you say you canโt stand her .
iโm doped and thick from my last sleeping pill .
you are ill .
you are so exhausted .
i canโt communicate .
weโre here on a visit .
where do you stash your knife ?
what sort of scenery is it ?
you know who you hate .
pure ?ย what does it mean ?
i am not subtle .
right now you are dumb ,ย and i love your stupidity .
i know why you wonโt give it to me .ย youโre terrified .
is it impossible for you to let something go and have it whole ?
must you kill what you can ?
there is one thing i want today ,ย and only you can give it to me .
it wonโt hurt .
do away with it altogether .
are you our sort of person ?
i have always been scared of you .
i didnโt call you .ย i didnโt call you at all .
there is nothing between us .
seven hours knocked out of my right mind .
i am myself .ย that is not enough .
i dream of someone else entirely .
we should meet in another life .
it was an accident .
you know what lies are for .
dying is an art ,ย like everything else .
how far is it now ?
do not accept it .ย itโs not genuine .
i am so stupidly happy .
eternity bores me ,ย i never wanted it .
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Perzyssy vestretis se gฤlศณn irลซdaks ฤnogrose.ย Perzyro udrศณssi, aลt vฤedan.ย
โณ๐ง๐ต๐ฒ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ฝ๐ผ๐ธ๐ฒ๐ป ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ป ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐๐ถ๐๐ต ๐ฏ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ๐บ๐ฎ๐ด๐ถ๐ฐ.
๐๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐๐ฆ๐, ๐ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ.
Indie RP blog for twin original characters Jaelara & Jaelarys Dalaenar, mages of Valyria, from the ASOIAF series. Based on canon lore with heavy headcanon influences. Their story as recorded by: Tati
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I think it's time to get this blog going so I will be posting the promo and reblogging memes... Am excited. Thank you to all who have already followed for always supporting!
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ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐๐๐๐๐๐
idaรฑa /iหdaษฒa/
โณ n. 1lun.ย twinย (cf. idaรฑe.) pl. idaรฑiย twins
This is an Indie, selective, multi-ship, multi-verse, OC & crossover friendly RP Blog for the two original characters, twin sisterย ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ง๐๐ซ and twin brotherย ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ซ๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ง๐๐ซย from the ๐๐๐๐๐๐
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๐ข๐ซ๐ ] books series. Game of Thrones/House of the Dragon shows friendly. Developed on canon Valyrian lore with heavy headcanon influences. This blog will contain tagged NSFW. Mostly low and sporadic activity.
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Threads; Jaelara [ย ๐'๐ฏ๐ ๐ง๐จ ๐ง๐๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐๐ค๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ฅ๐ซ๐๐๐๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ ], Threads; Jaelarys [ย ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐๐๐ญ๐ก? ], Prompts [ย ๐๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ๐ณ ๐๐๐ซ๐ญ๐จ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ญ ๐ฏ๐๐๐๐ข๐ฌ ], Asks; Jaelara [ย ๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ง'๐ญ ๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐๐ข๐ ], Asks; Jaelarys [ย ๐๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ ], Musings; Jaelara [ย ๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง ], Musings; Jaelarys [ย ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐
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