Ps: I hope I'll come back a year later, read through to see if things ever gets prettier than this or uglier. Hey Tanyusha, I love you so much. Just pouring my heart out because there is no one I can talk to and I do not want to hurt your feelings.
Its October 21st 2021, 00:33hrs and I can't get myself to sleep. The future is scary. Not knowing what my future career awaits me is scary. Not knowing how my life will turn into is scary. As much as I want to live the best life, I am still figuring it out and I dont know what to do. My girlfriend and I have been together for about 4 years, the best Ive been with, thanks to my exes, I found my soulmate and the love of my life. Never comes into mind that I can look forward to the future with someone who knows me more than anyone else, who actually brings me back to life and who brings out a better version of me. She has proven to be more than enough I could ever ask for. So here comes the problem, I am stuck. Educationally and stability. She is not getting younger, she deserve to be living more, and I kept blaming myself and the past for not pursuing an ambition, and still here because of me. If only I knew what I should have done, we could probably be able to bring our relationship to the next level, which is proposals. Migrating, legally married, owning a property, Tanya deserves that. Though she keeps telling me we are doing good, I know, she'd love to have a better life.
On the other hand, I am about to finish my Diploma and planning to continue my Bachelor on April Intake. Im keeping up with my fitness, playing football and as well actually distancing out from toxic environment.
Signing off, 01:10hrs
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