ikindofwantpower

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it keeps raining and I can’t help but think it is for me

for the prayers I prayed to the universe for it’s kindness 

I will be grateful for it in the only way I know 

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let us please be kind to ourselves and everyone 

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If I ever catch myself judging people, I stop and lookat myself and I am not even a good human, I have such vile thoughts but I am still capable of letting people do what bring thems joy but who are these people with their delusioned higher power who cut down other people’s joy. When our voice, when my voice is silenced, I am filled with rage enough to take down that higher power they submit themselves to, but I stop because so many invest their joy in this higher power

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I wonder why people find it so difficult to let people live 

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I am so hungry for this one thing, and i didn’t have a name for it and now i do. And i will get it 

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i just want a good friend not more uk 

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hi hi board szn is upon me so this is gonna be my lil journal ???

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the feminine urge to add hearts into my econs project 

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tinkerings

The keyboard with new batteries somehow stopped working the minute I wanted to use it and i associate feminist reposts with bad luck also this keyboard isnt giving me my fullstop so bear with me UGH anyways  I love LOVE writing and thinking and analysing about stuff and there”s this thing thats been bugging me since a year   everytime i think about it i feel heartbroken  and the fact is half of the world goes thru this pain cuz the other half or less than fifity % dont seem to understand us  One thing why do men think false allegations is worse than being literally raped Theb fact is women (god i really need my punctuations) fear for their life almost everyday the sheer terror that passes through each women when they read about articles related to such crimes  When i was younger i thought the world loves its women and it was a thing of the past to fear the other gender  I dont ask for special reservations or privileges< no sane woman wants to depend on others for their survival and men bring up facts about how men get raped too< see the statistics pls its men raping men mostly and i dont deny women have horrendous things but this isnt about defending women as the better gender but its about making people realise women dont have it better  i see people seeing how owmen have it better and things are okay BUT IT IS NOT IT IS NOT FCKING NORMAL TO THINK OF WAYS TO DEFEND MYSELF IN APUBLIC PLACE WHEN A GUY GETS TOO CLOSE  I dont understand how men dont sympathise with us they either make fun os our struggles or choose to ignore it or try to bring about the struggles men go thru< Men who bring about their struggles while a woman is talking about her”s U FUCKTWAT I BET U ARE AGAINST FEMINISM WHT TF DO U THINK FEMINISM IS JUST CAUSE THERE IS A FEM IN IT DOESNT MEAN ITS EXCLUSIVE TO WOMEN also this keyboard is so shitty  Is it really that hard for men to keep it in their pants and keep their hands to themselves why cant they just create a device that makes them less horny  I am serious here when the world loves to control women and how they dress why cnt men learn to control their penises  I am so extremely priveleged to not  have experienced any of the shitty experiences but i am 

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been a really busy and stressful school week, I just tell myself that I’m gonna kms and move on

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It’s raining and I’m studying with my friend. Life’s alright 

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this popular book is jUST NOT doing it for me. Its above average rom at best :/

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I adore BTS way too much for it to be healthy

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need someone with loads of money to waste to make The Secret History series, with basically montages and all that. That would revive Netflix I’m tellin ya 

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I can’t seem to FOCUS i need to complete econs today..........................................

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100 days of getting more productive, I am going to document it in my journal but update here when I have little time to