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i wish i was someone and not an amalgam of objects and people i stole from visually and conceptually and crafted my identity from their ashes and remains, their nectar of perished existence and their lingering, dwelling, that i have determined within myself to keep ablaze. like a cockroach, i never die; when will i die? i think i need to.

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Old buildings in Grand Teton National Park that I looked slightly to the left of.

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Day 1 not jacking to Hamzah… experiencing withdrawals

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its just not my year

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“It’s okay I’ll start tmr” 🤥🤥👖🔥 lol

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kurt cobain died 30 years ago today, april fifth, 1994.

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Olive oil is running down my face

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sick, slightly perturbed, ear hurts like a bitch, ugly, greasy, looking at skinny girls on tiktok wishing I had their figure, etc.

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Its literally always something. why is it always fucking something. when can i wake up without there being something

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I need this so bad

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!!!!!!

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tt: antoin3te

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I wish I was at my grandparents house drinking a root beer or a ginger ale, maybe eating the head off a chocolate bunny, and everything is okay

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nooo not the weight of it all lol

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Feeling very unliked rn